LoNeLy aTHRuN ZaLa: Ok…I'm not even sure if anyone is reading these but hey, i'll continue ne way. Here's for Raul.
LoNeLy aTHRuN ZaLa: Raul...disclaimer!
Raul: She only owns her poems, but is considering kidnapping us...
LoNeLy aTHRuN ZaLa: Shhh! Yer not supposed to tell them that!
Raul: Ooopsie!
LoNeLy aTHRuN ZaLa: god!
Failing
Beaten by everyone I know, I realize I'm weak
My sister is always getting mad at me
It seems as if I can do no right
I fail everything I do
People blame me, saying I'm a weakness
My sister seems to agree with them
Life is getting tougher for me
I need to prove my worth soon, before it's too soon
Light is cruel; it shows all my flaws for the world to see
I'm poor, and emotionally beaten
I fear trying to prove my worth
I fear of letting my sister down like I always do
I am a coward, hiding from the truth
I am weak and I bring my sister down
She tells me that almost every single day
Tears run down my face each time she does
I'm a crybaby, hiding from the turth
People pity me, but I don't want any
I wish to be stong enough to help out
To be strong enough to prove myself
Always a step behind everyone else
Crying as I attempt to catch up to those that pass me by
Always the weaker part of the duo team
I wish I could change myself
Tears filling my desperate eyes as I lose once again
Never turning to face the ashamed eyes of my teammate
I fail at every goal i attempt to pass
All alone in my misery
She tries to make me feel better
But i know that she is embarrassed at how lousy I am
I don't need her to tell me that
I can see it in her face
Life is tough, but for me it seems tougher than it should
I can hear every bad thing said about me
I am never good enough for anyone
I wish there was something that could be done
I know I have to live, though
To try to make myself better and stronger
I know i will never succeed
But the least I can do is try...
Poor Raul. Eveything he does, he fails at. I was so happy when he finally beat Mathilda. He finally succeeded.
