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"But I thought you needed to talk to me."

Joe. He actually came. I did my best at wiping the tears off my cheeks and pulled myself up clutching my stomach. I opened the door a tad just to see if it really was Joe.

"Hey." I muttered

"Can I come in?" He said not making eye contact.

"Yeah sure."

I led him in and sat on the bed waiting for him to speak. He made his way to the other side of the room and sat on the sofa opposite me. We sat in an awkward silence for what seemed like forever until he asked me the question I did not want to hear.

"Why didn't you tell me?"

"Well I…I just I didn't know what to do I mean…urgh!" I said getting frustrated.

"Lilly just tell me why you didn't tell me the truth." He said sounding stern.

"I…I was scared I didn't know what you'd say." I paused hoping he'd say something but he stayed silent wanting to know more.

"You were dating Miley and…" He cut me off

"For god sake Lilly! So what if I was dating Miley I still had a right to know that you were carrying my fucking child!" He shouted standing up and looking me in the eyes for the first time. I could see anger and rage. I'd never seen him so mad before. It was frightening.

"But Joe she's my best friend I couldn't face telling her that I was carrying her boyfriends child. She'd…She'd probably stop talking to me and I didn't want to lose her."

"Oh so just because she was your best friend and you didn't want to lose her it made it ok for you to lie about the baby's father. It made it ok for you pretend it was Oliver's child."

I just sat their silently not knowing what to say. How stupid had I been? How could I believe this would have worked and everything would have been fine? How.

"Lilly I want to know how it happened and I want to know now because I can't remember anything happening between the two of us." He said sitting down again.

I told him the same story that I had told Nick, Miley and Oliver.

"…Nick had found out as well."

He sat thinking for a moment. It was like I could see his brain working trying to piece everything together like a jigsaw.

"Wait so Nick knew?"

"Yeah." I said quietly

"Nick knew. You told my brother but not me. Lilly what the hell is wrong with you."

"Me Joe nothing is wrong with me," I said getting angrier and angrier by the minute.

"You don't know how hard it is for an eighteen year old to find out their pregnant with their best friends boyfriends child." I said feeling the tears fall again.

" Look Lilly I do know it would be hard for you but how could you have thought that pretending Oliver was the father would have worked. Lilly it's just insane. Wouldn't you feel guilty lying to everyone? Wouldn't you feel guilty when you had to tell your child that someone else was her father knowing it was a complete lie?" He said coming to sit next to me but not getting to close.

"I know Joe I just. How could I have been so stupid I mean along in the back of my mind I knew it wasn't going to work out I just wasn't really ready for such a huge responsibility and… Joe I'm…I'm sorry. Really, really sorry. I know how hard it must be for you to sit there and find out your going to be a father and you didn't even know. Oliver was right it was just a stupid dirty little secret." I said fresh tears pouring down my cheeks again.

"What he said that to you? I can't believe him. It wasn't a dirty little secret Lilly it was a child and…" He took a breath "… and I completely forgive you." He said softly.

"W…what really?"

"Really." He said brushing away a few tears with his thumb.

I managed to smile at him as he pulled me onto his laps (which was probably quite hard to do at this point in time) and hugged me. I laid my head on his shoulder closing my eyes and taking in his sweet scent.

"Lilly?"

"Hmm." I said quietly

"Can I ask you one more question?"

"Another one!" I said lifting my head up and looking at him

" Yeah but hopefully it won't be that bad."

"Kay." I said giving in. I didn't have any energy left to argue. I lay my head onto his shoulder again and waited for the question.

"Lilly do you … do you like me?" He said

"Huh?"

"No wait I mean do you love me?" He said quietly

" I…err…"

Oh my god Joseph Jonas i.e. the love of my life was asking me if I loved him.

I could feel my self blushing slightly and even though my head was on Joe's shoulder I knew he was too.

"Joe I…"

"No its okay it's a stupid question I know you think of me as a friend and…"

"Iloveyou." I said quickly looking him in the eyes. Those gorgeous chocolaty eyes.

"What."

"Don't make me say it again." I said looking down.

"You don't need to. I heard every word just how I wanted to hear it."

And before I knew it his lips were on mine and we were kissing. I felt the fireworks in the pit of my stomach as he deepened the kiss. I shivered as a hand made it's way to my lower back and his other gently stroking my cheek. I snaked my hands around his neck and twirled his light bouncy locks of hair around my fingers. There was only one word to describe it. Paradise. We slowly pulled away only because of the lack of oxygen. I kept my hands around his neck and looked up at him.

"I love you to Lilly Trusscot." He said with a smile as he kissed my fore head.

I laid my head onto his chest listening to his steady heartbeat, whilst he gently ran his fingers through my hair. Finally things were working out. Finally.

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