Hey, I'm sick and feel like total crap so don't blame me too much if this chapter sucks

Hey, I'm sick and feel like total crap, so don't blame me too much if this chapter sucks. And sorry for making you wait so long.

Disclaimer: I own a copy of Twilight, I own a copy of New Moon, and I own a copy of Eclipse. So why don't I own the rights?

Survival of the Smartest

Chapter Six: Bedward

Last Time…

"Okay! Okay! Chill down and I'll tell you everything!"

"And don't leave ANYTHING out." She was standing still now, hanging on to my every word.

"I wont. Well it was…"

This Time…

"Amazing, and breathless, and wonderful, and horrible, and wrong, and sweet, and perfect! All at the same time! Alice! What am I going to do! I can't go out with him, and I can't like him. Not even a little bit! Why is this so hard?"

"Because, the best love is the hardest one. You have to fight if you want this. Fight against yourself, others, pressure, school rivalries, and every other girl in the school. They all want a piece of him and will so fight for it. Are you ready for that?" Alice was trying to calm me down but all it did was make me more spastic.

"No! How can I be ready to fight Jessica, Lauren, and everyone else? I can barely make peace with myself over this! God, was it so hard for you and Jazz?"

"No, but then again, we aren't this school's golden kids and not many people think Jazz is very good looking. Hey, their loss, my gain!" Her eyes were sparkling as she talked about Jasper and I tried to steer the conversation away from me.

"So, are you guys going out this weekend?"

"Yeah, we're going to see that new movie… oh, what's it called…" she thought for a moment before giving up.

"Sounds like fun."

"It will be. Oh my gosh! You and Edward should come with us! Jasper is good friends with him and it would be the perfect way to tell him how you feel!"

Great, looks like this wasn't getting away from me. "Um, I'm not sure what I feel."

"You kissed him. I saw everything! He leaned in but gave you a chance to back away. If you didn't feel anything toward him you would have left, but you didn't. You like him. Ha! I've got you're perfect couple name! Bedward!"

"No way."

"Yes!" Alice was jumping now and some of the other girls in the bathroom were looking at us.

"Bedward?? Alice, could you be any crazier? That's such a weird name. I refused to have that as our couple name. Pick something else."

"Ha! I caught you! If you had hated it and hated being a couple you would have said, 'no way, I'm not having a couple name with him cuz we are so not a couple.' I got you Bells! Admit it!"

"No!"

"Yes!"

The bell rang, saving me from a very embarrassing confession. I ran out of there faster than a bullet.

I was almost to my next period when I realized I left my bag and books in the cafeteria. With Edward.

Turning around, I dashed back and grabbed my stuff. I had a minute to get all the way across the school or I would be late and have a detention.

I was getting ready to make a run, push, and shove for it when I felt someone tap my shoulder.

"What? I really don't have time for this," I snapped, looking back over my shoulder while speed walking.

Oh shit. It was Edward.

"Well, okay. But I was going to ask if you wanted to skip class with me. If we go to the library we can ask to do research. I'm sure they know about our situation." His smile seemed to say more than his words.

"Oh. Well, okay then. Sorry about that."

"It's alright. Besides, I'm sure you're pretty pissed at my cousin; I just happened to get in the way of that anger."

I so didn't deserve him. "Let—Let's just go to the library."

"Your wish is my command," he said, gesturing for me to go first. "Ladies first."

Yep, totally undeserving…

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