Okay, I guess I have a few things to clear up

Okay, I guess I have a few things to clear up. Yes, the chapter with Edward apologizing was a dream! She dreamt everything that happened after the kiss/betrayal. So, I hope you all got that. IT WAS A DREAM! Also, someone said that Alice was all "you and Edward are perfect" and now she's all "kill Edward!' well Alice is just being a good friend. She knows Bella is hurting and is trying to get her mind off of everything.

That was a long AN.

Also, check out Model Behavior—my second story! I like it, and I hope you all will too!

Survival of the Smartest

Chapter Ten: Why?

EPOV

I felt horrible.

No. I felt worse than horrible.

I felt like I should be a slug on the bottom of someone's shoe! I could not have ruined my chances at happiness more than I did today. I mean, Jessica? What was wrong with me? I really couldn't stand the ditzy brunette who put her gender to shame. Why had I done that?

Had I been high?

No, I hadn't gotten high since that party six years ago. I had choked on the smoke and swore I would never take a puff of weed again.

What had it been then?

Maybe I was high on Bella. Yeah, that sorta made sense. I was so happy that she had finally kissed me that I was acting like an ass. It was one of those fairytale things where a man kisses a women and the next thing you know he's marrying the evil witch cuz he's so in love that he can't think straight.

Right? God, I really hoped I could somehow make this better. I loved Bella with all my heart and had never wanted to hurt her.

Happiness? Yeah, I managed to crap that up pretty bad.

Driving home I thought about how I could show Bella how sorry I was. I hadn't wanted to break her heart, and a "plan" to embarrass her? Yeah, there was no plan. Truthfully I wanted to humiliate Jessica for being a total bitch to everyone. I would make her think I loved her, and then completely leave her mortified in front of everyone. It was mean, I admit, and it backfired on me pretty bad, didn't it?

Yep, I'm Edward Cullen—smart guy, considered "hot" by 3/4 of the female population, and a total life ruiner. More specifically, my own life.

Sorry it's so short but that should clear up a few things.

Go read Model Behavior after you review please!