It was 1:22 am, and I lay on my bed just staring at the white ceiling above me

"Come on in" Edward was mostly talking to me, but he looked at Jacob to try not to be rude.
We went inside, and it was so much larger than it looked. The house was beautiful. It reminded me of Edward's house, but this one was so much more spaced out and just the living room was probably as big as my whole house. Coming from the kitchen to the living room to greet us was a beautiful blonde hazel eyed girl. She looked about my age and reminded me very much of Rosalie. I always hated looking so normal next to such amazingly beautiful creatures, I couldn't help but think of how ugly I must have looked to them.
"You must be Bella!" The girl said in the softest sweetest voice.
"And you must be Tanya" I said with a smile.
"Yes, I'm guessing Edward has told you about me." she glanced over at Edward giving a look that was a bit too friendly. I didn't like it. "He has told me very much about you too," she continued "Must be very brave to befriend vampires huh?" she joked and I smiled politely.
"Yes, she is" Edward cut in the conversation, flashing that crooked smile that I loved.
I could tell Jacob didn't like the way Edward was looking at me, and from the corner of my eye I could see him giving Edward a dirty look.
"So what brings you here?" Edward continued
"Actually, Bella didn't want to come here, but I figured you hadn't seen her in a while…" Jacob put his arm around my waist pulling me tightly against him. And a hurtful expression crossed Edward's face.
"I really missed you, Edward!" I said trying to rephrase what Jacob said "I just thought It'd be sort of weird with you, me, and Jake again" I said, but it looked like he wasn't paying attention to what I said as much as Jacob's arm around my waist right in front of him. I could tell he was getting jealous, and I could tell that Jacob liked it. I wanted to move Jacob's arm away, but I liked making him jealous in a way.
"So, do you want to stay and I could order in your lunch?" Tanya asked hopeful. "Alice, Emmett, Jasper, and Rosalie are out hunting, they'll be back any minute now"
"So why did you stay?" I asked already knowing the answer. Tanya was about to answer when Edward started.
"Alice saw you coming, so I wanted to see you, and Tanya wanted to meet you" he gave me that look he always gave me. That 'you're my life now' look. And I could feel my heart pounding harder and blood flushing through my veins. "Don't worry we went last night. We're not hungry, you don't have to be scared" he said it jokingly, but I still didn't want him thinking that I would ever be scared of him.
"I would never be scared of you, Edward" and just when I said it, I could feel Jacob's arm tighten around my waist to the point where it almost hurt. And Edward's hands clenched into fists at his sides, he tried putting them behind his back so that I couldn't tell how frustrated he was. Maybe it was a bad idea coming here with Jacob. Maybe it was a bad idea coming here at all. I was about to go up to him, and just put my arms around him to calm him down, when Tanya walked slowly and put arms around him, and his hands relaxed. I hated admitting it, but I understood what Edward had said about jealously hurting that much. I'd never been that jealous -- he told be about Tanya having feelings for him, but he said he didn't feel the same way-- whatever happened to him preferring brunettes! At that moment not realizing what I was doing, grabbed Jacob's hand, and I could sense Jacob grinning.
"Sure, we actually checked into a hotel for 3 nights…." before I could finish, Edward cut me off.
"How many rooms?" he asked in a serious tone.
" just one" Jacob answered before I could.
"Actually," I started to protest. "There are 2 rooms, one of them has a queen sized bed, and the other has a couch… so we could probably take turns" I was talking really quickly to remove that hurt look from Edward's face, and it worked, but it transferred right to Jacob's face. I couldn't believe it. There was no way to make them both happy at the same time.
"Why would we sleep on the couch, when a bed could fit both of us" Jacob turned to look at me, grinning to make Edward as jealous as possible. I just shrugged not knowing what to say, and that hurt expression transferred back to Edward's face.
"Edward, do you know where the nearest pizza place is?" Tanya changed the subject completely.
"yea, there's one around the corner, I think they deliver. Look them up in the phone book" Edward answered, still looking at me with that same look.
As Tanya was dialing, Edward invited us to sit down. I sat and Jacob took the seat beside me quickly before Edward could, and Edward just flashed a sarcastic smile and took a seat on the arm of the couch on my other side. Jacob returned the sarcastic grin. It was getting a bit awkward so I decided to turn the television on and distract them, even though it was probably impossible no matter that I did. So to my luck, I was flipping through the movie viewings to find Romeo and Juliet on. Edward grabbed the remote from my hand and set it on that channel. I could see what he was trying to do. I gave him a look of apology and sympathy, and Jacob cut in.
"So…" Jacob started out. "are you and Tanya…?" he continued not feeling rude about invading their privacy at all.
Edward kept silent. And Tanya stepped toward him to put her arms around his shoulders.
"It's not really official because we don't want to make a big deal out if it yet, but I'd say we're a bit more than friends" She flashed a smile at Edward who returned it politely. I gave Edward a look that was a mixture of anger, disappointment, and hurt. But then I realized that I really didn't have a right to do that. I was with Jacob, did I really expect him to wait for me till the end of time?
"Oh" was all I could say back. Then I shot a smile at Tanya.
The doorbell rang right then, it was the pizza delivery. And just when Tanya was about to close the door, she saw Alice's car in the driveway. When the car turned off, Alice was out of the car first with jasper, and Rosalie and Emmett right behind them.
"Bella!" Alice ran, or danced toward me to hug me. I don't think I could ever get used to the way she moved, it was like a ballerina angel.
"Alice! Oh, I missed you so much!" I said hugging her back. From the corner of my eye I could see Edward with that look still on his face. Watching my every move. But I didn't understand it! Shouldn't I be the one mad at him? He promised that he'd never leave me, whether it was good or bad for me. And he still left! And now it was my turn to hurt him! I didn't want to do it, but he was pretty much asking for it! He was trying to make me jealous not knowing that I could easily do the same.

We talked for a while got to know what everyone was up to. Every now and then, Jacob slipped a kiss in front of Edward when he knew he was watching me. I let him, I could see what it did to him, I could feel his hurt too, but I wanted him to feel how much he hurt me too, and this was just a small part of it, not even a real comparison.
It got late and Jacob and I went back to our hotel.
"Come on, Bells, you're not actually going to sleep on the couch are you?" he asked in a tone that almost made me feel bad for him.
"I wont if you don't do anything.." I answered with a hint in my voice to let him know what I was talking about.
"Like what?" he asked giving me a confused look, but with a smile that gave him away. "Okay, fine, just sleep next to me" he said lying down on the bed. I didn't know whether to believe him or not, but something in his voice made me trust him. So I went to lie down on the bed beside him. His lips brushed against mine slightly, then I pulled away.
"Jake!" I pretty much yelled.
"I love you, Bella" he said in the sweetest tone kissing me again, completely ignoring the fact that I pulled away. This time I kissed him back though. I almost melted every time he said he loved me, I could resist.
"I love you too" I whispered back. I kissed him once more, then he went to sleep, and I was glad. I thought the 'I love you' thing was just a way to get me to give him what he wanted.
I couldn't sleep. My eyes shut for about five minutes, then I opened them again. I saw a white face against the dark room staring at me. That beautiful face that I would recognize anywhere.
"Edward?" I whispered low enough not to wake Jacob up.
He didn't answer, his eyes were narrowed staring at Jacob's arm tightly wrapped around me.
"How did you get in?" I asked, which I then realized was the stupidest thing to say.
His eyes didn't move away from me, but his head pointed toward an open window.