Ashley's pro
I was being pulled up the stairs by my hair crying and crying knowing what was going on. I can't believe it. Troy promised George wouldn't hurt me and he's going to hurt me so badly, he's going to abuse me, he's going to rape me. ! I'm so scared . I'm crying so hard. All of the sudden I felt a hard slap across my face.
"DON'T CRY OR YOU'LL GET IT WORSE" George yelled
All I could do is nod. I was still so scared. I stopped crying the best I could but I still couldn't fully stop crying. I mean seriously how am I suppose to just stop crying knowing my life is going to be so different now , so hard to get threw any day without reliving this!
"AH! STOP!" I screamed as he pulled me into his room and started ripping my clothes off. I'm only 13 years old I don't want to loose my virginity at the age of 13! I can't let this happen! I started kicking and kicking, yelling and screaming but it did nothing! All I got was a smack so hard on my face I started going unconscious. The last thing I felt was George ripping my pants off and entering me. I woke up 2 hours later in my bed, by myself, fully dressed. I sat up thinking this was all just a dream then the feeling came back to me. The feeling that I knew it wasn't a dream. It all happened. George had raped me and didn't care and put me back in my bed to cover up for the mess he put me in.
I lay in my bed for 2 hours thinking about how if my brother and dad hadn't died in that car accident, then none of this would have happened. I would still have been happy with my brother hanging out. I laid there for another min. until my stomach started growling really loud and I knew that I had to go get something to eat. I went downstairs to find troy and Gabriella in the kitchen. The thought of all that had happened to me that day came over me and I got really teary eyed and had to hold back those tears. I walked into the kitchen, walked over to the fridge, got a piece of pizza and water and went to leave the kitchen.
"Hey Ashley" Troy said
I looked at troy and a silent tear rolled down my face. "Hi troy, hi Gabriella." I said and went to walk out of the kitchen for the 2nd time today.
"Hey, hey, hey" troy said running over to me ,grabbing me, and making me look at him.
"What troy, what do you want?" I chocked out, then I broke, I fell to the ground crying harder then I ever had. It finally hit me. I had been raped.
Troy grabbed me from the ground and picked me up into his arms. " He did it didn't he?" he whispered into my ear. I nodded slowly and cried harder. I looked into troy's eyes and saw the sadness he had. I then looked over to Gabi who I just realized was still in the room.
"Troy….Gabi's still here" I whispered
"Ashley. She knows" he said and I looked at Gabi who looked at me and came over to hug me.
That night at 8:00
Troy's pro
I can't believe I let it happen. I let him hurt her. I promised my 13 year old sister that he wouldn't hurt her. She believed me and I let her down. The feeling that this was all my fault wouldn't leave my head as I hugged Gabi while we were watching 7th Heaven re-run and eating popcorn.
"What's wrong troy?" Gabi ask with a really concerned face
"I just feel horrible Gabi" I said and a silent tear rolled down my cheek
Gabriella pro
I could now see that troy was really beating himself up over what had happened to Ashley. Usually troy gets over stuff like this but I guess with this new responsibility of being a big brother its really getting to him. I looked into Troy's beautiful blue eyes and smiled slightly while wiping away troy's tear.
"Troy give her time she'll be okay I can promise you" I said kissing his lips softly.
"Ill try. Just for you" he said and kissed my lips passionately.
Troy's pro
It was about 11:00 p.m. and the movie was ending. Gabi was asleep in my arms and I just couldn't stop thinking about what my dad did to her. All the sudden I saw Ashley come running into my room. I put Gabriella to the side of me and held onto Ashley who was balling again.
" im so sorry I let this happen ash" I whispered into her ear.
" Troy. It was . it was horrible. Tr-" I couldn't get anything else out. Troy just sat there with me in his arms for about an hour until I was falling asleep.
"Troy im gonna fall asleep I should leave." The thought of leaving and George being able to get to me made me jump.
" Ash your staying with me and Gabi tonight. Your not leaving me like this. I let it happen once and im not letting it happen again." He said and it made me feel so much better .almost like I was in my brothers arms again.
Ash's pro
I was just about to fall asleep when I whispered " I love u troy". I knew he prob. Wouldn't respond. " I love you too Ashy." He kissed my forehead and I fell asleep.
I woke up the next morning shaking uncontrollably. NOOOOOOOOO! I screamed. I finally woke up totally. Troy's eyes were fixed on me scared to death. I grabbed onto him and let him and Gabi hold me until I knew everything was okay.
I laid in troy's bed for about an hour then I didn't know what to do. The entire day all I could do was cry. So that's all I did. I thought this would be the worse thing that has ever happened…but I guess ill soon find out there's WORSE to come.
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