As I got myself ready my mother told me someone just pulled in the drive way. My mother let Jeff. He was standing by the door waiting for me to finish up. I finished my make up then walked out of the bathroom. Jeff smiled soon as I walked out.
"You look really great." He said kissing my hand. Mark and Lexy came out out.
"You must be Lexy, and you must be Mark." The kids started to love Jeff right away. Usualy they didnt talk to people right away but tonight they was. We went to the park and then went and got the kids some ice cream. It was getting late so we took the kids back to my mothers house. Jeff carried Mark in and I carried Lexy. We put them in there rooms and went over to my bedroom. No we did not do anything it was a frist date what kind of girl do you think I am. We sat on my bed listing to music and talking about things we liked in common. It was getting very late or very early how ever you want to look at it. I told Jeff to just stay over night because he was very tired.
In the morning I made everyone breakfast. I told the kids not to wake up Jeff but they jumped right on him. Since they didnt have a father they really liked having Jeff around. After a few more months Jeff and I started dating. He treated the kids as if they was his own. I was still living home with my mother and pulling off my job and I was almost finished with school. Jeff told me that we had to talk. I was a little scared that he was going to tell me that he found someone else or that he didnt want to be with me.
"What do you want to talk about?" I said kissing him. He pulled out a box almost like a ring box. I keep thinking he cant be asking me that no way we dont live together, and we have only been together for three months. He opened the box and there was a key in it.
"This is the key to my house, I want you and the kids to move in with me." He was waiting for me to give him a answer.
"I dont know Jeff, my job and I have one week of school left." He smiled.
"I make enough money for all of us, you can move after school." I jumped in his arms. He was the best. I didnt love him for his money. I still wanted my own job. He was going to help me get my beauty shop set up. That way I can be a stay at home mom and work at the same time. After I finished school we packed our things and moved in with Jeff. Every day he got closer and closer to the kids.
It had been a year now that we have been together. My shop was ready to be open and the kids wear starting to call Jeff dad. I was making up papers to hang up to get people to come to my shop. With in a week I had so many people that I was very over worked. Jeff wanted me to try to find someone else to work in my shop with me to take some of the stress off me. This was my passion I really didnt want help but I knew it was for the best. Girls would come in and ask about Jeff some of them didnt like me to well because they wanted to be his girl friend. I guess you have some that hate you for being with him but that was part of it. Jeff came in and sat down in the chair while I was cleaning up the hair.
"We should have a baby." He told me. I sat down becide him. I already had two childen and he was really good with them so one more wont hurt.
"We can, but I am on the birthcontrol shot so I have to call the drs and get off of it." He pulled me in the chair with him and kissed me. He started spinning our chair.
"Jeff, I am going to be sick." He stop the chair laughing.
About ten months later we was almost together for two years. We keeped trying to have another baby but the shot must of really messed me up. The drs put me on pills to help us. Nothing was working. After four years together and three years of trying we it happend. We couldnt be any happyer.
"Jeff, Jeff, where are you!" I yelled runing in the door with the paper from the drs. Jeff fell on his face running out to me because he though something was wrong. I couldnt stop laughing and helped him up.
"What is wrong?" He asked scared that somethign was really wrong.
"It happend, we are going to have a baby!" He grabbed me and hugged me and kissed me so meny times I lost count. We told the kids and they was also happy. Jeff went out got a engagement ring and took me and the kids back to where we had our first date. It was night and he asked me to marry him. Yes I said yes what else do you think I would say? Eveything was going so well. We didnt want to know what the baby was because we wanted to wait. No matter what the baby was I knew Jeff was going to be happy.
It was nine months later and I was five days over due. Jeff was outside with the kids. They was playing kick ball. I was taking then out some snacks and a drink when all the sudden I felt like I pissed myself. Then I was in so much pain I sat down. Jeff came running over.
"Jeff it's time." He grabed the bags and got the kids in the car and then helped me in. After ten hours of labor we could hear the baby crying.
"Its a girl." The dr told us. Jeff kissed me. They cleaned the baby up and gave Jeff the baby.
"What name should we name her?" I asked Jeff. Since I named my other two children I though I will let it up to Jeff.
"Gabriella, Gabby for short, what do you think?" He said getting her to smile.
"I love it." He let me hold her for a while then made me lay down and sleep.
From that point on things couldnt be any better. Now we have been together for five years and Gabby was now almost two. Jeff went back to work and wasnt home very much. We got a new neighbors. J.T. and his mom and dad. J.T. was nineteen. He would come over to our house a lot and hang out. Jeff was gone for months at a time and I was getting lonley. It was my birthday and I was turning 26 and Jeff didnt even call me. J.T. stopped in and we go so drunk together it wasnt even funny. One thing lead to another and I woke up naked becide him.
Truth was all them times Jeff was gone I started to fall in love with J.T. Aweek later Jeff came home. He took a month off to be with us. Jeff would spend time with the kids and I would go out at nights. Some nights I wouldnt come home till morning because I was with J.T. Jeff knew this. He really loved me so much and he keep telling himself once that kid goes to college she will come right back to me and we will be back to the way we was. The more time I spend with J.T. the more I only wanted to be with him.
(song by Rihanna Unfaithful)
Unfaithful lyrics
Story of my life Searching for the right But it keeps avoiding me Sorrow in my soul Cause it seems that wrong Really loves my company
He's more than a man And this is more than love The reason that the sky is blue The clouds are rolling in Because I'm gone again And to him I just can't be true
And I know that he knows I'm unfaithful And it kills him inside To know that I am happy with some other guy I can see him dying
I don't wanna do this anymore I don't wanna be the reason why Everytime I walk out the door I see him die a little more inside I don't wanna hurt him anymore I don't wanna take away his life I don't wanna be.
A murderer
I feel it in the air As I'm doing my hair Preparing for another date A kiss upon my cheek As he reluctantly Asks if I'm gonna be out late I say I won't be long Just hanging with the girls A lie I didn't have to tell Because we both know Where I'm about to go And we know it very well
Cause I know that he knows I'm unfaithful And it kills him inside To know that I am happy with some other guy I can see him dying
I don't wanna do this anymore I don't wanna be the reason why Everytime I walk out the door I see him die a little more inside I don't wanna hurt him anymore I don't wanna take away his life I don't wanna be.
A murderer
Our love, his trust I might as well take a gun and put it to his head Get it over with I don't wanna do this Anymore Uh Anymore (anymore)
I don't wanna do this anymore I don't wanna be the reason why And everytime I walk out the door I see him die a little more inside And I don't wanna hurt him anymore I don't wanna take away his life I don't wanna be.
A murderer (a murderer)
No no no no
Yeah yeah yeah
I put the words to the song just in case you dont know it. This song fit with what is going on. I am not sure when I will get to chap. 3 but I will try to get it done as fast as I can. I just am dealing with whats happend with my friend and her boyfriend and have a lot of other things going on. Just incase you are wondering about my friend her and her boyfriend have been together for 5 years she has 2 kids to another guy who killed himself because she wanted to devorce him then she meet another great guy who treats her right and they had a little baby and now she cheated on him with a 19 year old and her boy friend wants to work it out and be back together but i dont know what shes doing its just crazy and i wish them all the best.
