I don't own anyone they all own themself. Like I said before this story is inspired by my friend and her boyfriend, things are still the same. Waiting on some change. Let me know what you think.

Jeff walked in the bedroom as I was getting dressed. He didnt say anything he just sat on the bed watching me get ready. I finished my make up then put on my necklace. He walked up behind me and helped me hook it in the back.

"Can we talk?" He said turning me around to face him.

"Yeah, but I am meeting the girls in a half hour so can we make this fast?" I said putting my shoes on.

"Yeah, I want you to make up your mind, its eather me or him and if you chose him then I want you out of here." I didnt know what to say. "Our children dont need to be dragged threw this anymore, so you have a week to deiced." Jeff said walking out of the room.

I walked to the door getting my things to leave. I looked out to see Jeff sitting with the kids watching cartoons. I walked out the door and went to meet J.T. A week later I still havent made up my mind. With Jeff I had a home, the children and eveything money could really buy. With J.T. I had nothing but attion and sex. Jeff walked in the kitchen.

"I need to know whats going on?" He said looking at me.

"I dont know yet can I have some more time?" I asked.

"No this is bull shit get your shit and get out, let the kids here they are better off with out you!" He yelled to me.

"My first two kids are not yours, you have no say over them!" I grabbed some clothing of mine and each of the kids and a toy for each. I got the kids in the car and went to my mothers. I didn't know where else to go. My mom was being a bitch and was picking Jeff over me. I had nobody but J.T. My mom said she would keep the kids for a while but I was not welcome. I went to call J.T. to find out Jeff had shut my cell phone off. I went to J.T.s house to see him. Where else was I to go.

Two days I was sleeping. J.T. came in and told me that I had to leave his mother didnt want me there. Now I was fucked big time. I was at the store when I seen Jeff with another girl. They wear holding hands and kissing. I also was told she was staying with him and sleeping with him. Guess he moved on fast. I was sleeping at my friends house and used her computer to get on myspace. I had a picture of Jeff and me together and I changed the words to hope we can be friends again. He must of been on his because he commnted it saying that we could be more then friends. That I need to leave J.T. alone because he is just a teenager and he will be leaving for college and I will have nothing. I messaged him asking if we could talk. He told me to come over and we can. When I got to the house there was a weird car sitting there. When I walked in the door it was that same girl. She gave me nasty looks then walked out the door.

"I was told you have no place to go and the kids are missing school." He said handing me a drink. "Come back here with the kids for a while so I can see them and that way you can get on your feet, but as friends and you can sleep in the guest room where I moved all your things."

I went to go get the kids and bring them back. Jeff acted as if I was not even there. The girl that he was with stopped coming over. She was pissed off that Jeff was letting me stay there. Her and Jeff still talked, sometimes at night I would hear them on the phone. I mostly stayed in the guest room. I didnt eat much didnt come out very much. I really started to look like shit. I keep on wishing life would get better.

One night Jeff came in because he was home all day and he knew I didnt eat or anything. He walked in the room. I didnt even bother to move, just lay there looking at the wall. He got in the bed and wrapped his arm around me.

"I miss this." He said trying to get me to talk.

"You shouldnt be in this bed like this, wont your girl friend get pissed off?" He told me they broke it off and are just friends now. He wants to work things out with me. We talked for a hour and Jeff convinced me to eat something. After we ate someone knocked at the door. Jeff got up to get it.

"J.T. what the fuck are you doing here." Jeff yelled.

"I came to see Emma is she here?" Jeff wanted to kill him. He shoved him off the pouch and started being the hell out of J.T. I ran outside to stop Jeff.

"Go home J.T. it is over ok, just go back home." I told him. He looked hurt but I didnt care. I had to think about whats best for my children and me, and Jeff was best. After a year or so Jeff and I was back to the way we used to be. Well, just a little bit. When I would go places he would ask me where I was going and who with. It didnt bother me because I knew I had to prove myself to him.

Another year has past and we are now back together. We are talking about getting married. The kids are doing better also. I guess you really do learn from your mistakes. I know one thing, that I will never make that mistake again. I am pretty sure our relationship is going to be better then before and last forever. At least I hope so.

Ok this is the last one I hope you like it. I made it a little happyer at the end. I dont think my friend and her boyfriend are going to work out though I guess she dont want to be with him, guess thats all. Let me know what you think about it.