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Chapter 2

"Hey Kira. How are you?" Athrun sat down beside the bed. He didn't except an answer. Kira cried for 6 hours non-stop. Athrun guessed he passed out after that. They were all relieved when he finally fell asleep and stopped crying. Now he just wished his friend was crying... showing any kind of emotion. Kira slept only a few hours then woke up with a gasp. It was 12 hours ago. Since then he wasn't talking, wasn't crying, wasn't eating. He did absolutely nothing, besides staring at the ceiling and grabbing on to the hairclip.

Athrun tried his best. He tried to keep his mind of Lacus making sure nobody said her name before Kira. There wasn't any response. Like he was dead. Of course he wasn't... he was breathing and blinking, but...

"Kira, you have to eat." Athrun tried again then sighed.

"Why don't you give me that hairclip?" It surely wasn't healthy for him gripping that hairclip. However, they couldn't take it from Kira. Not even when he was sleeping.

"Cagalli will be here soon. She is really worried about you. You better get up when she arrives. You knew her..." Athrun smiled. His friend lay still without blinking.

"How is he?" Murrue walked in the room.

Athrun looked at the woman. She was like a mother to them and the lack of sleep was unmistakable on her face.

"No change." Athrun sighed.

"Do you think we lost him?" Murrue couldn't help but ask. The boy was like a body without a soul.

"Kira is strong."

It wasn't a no but it wasn't a yes either.

After half an hour, Murrue left. Athrun sat beside the bed. Everybody thought he was so worried about his friend, that is why he didn't want to leave his side, which was true, but he had another reason too. Kira wasn't the only person who missed Lacus. She was a special and important person for him as well. He feared the moment he would be alone and the pain would take over his body and mind as well. Therefore, he chose to watch over his best friend, keeping the thoughts about Lacus far away from his mind.

The door slipped open and he saw Cagalli walking in.

"Cagalli." He said with a small smile. "When did you arrive?" he asked. He was so much in his thought, he didn't hear the announcement of Cagalli's arrive.

"A few minutes ago." She answered and looked at her brother. "Hey Kira!"

Silence.

"Kira? Look at me! It is me... Cagalli..."

Kira stared at the ceiling without blinking.

"He is like this since he woke up." Athrun explained.

"Come on Kira! At least look at me..." Cagalli felt like crying. She never wanted to see her brother like this.

"At least eat something."

"It is no use Cagalli." Athrun said desperately.

"What the hell is wrong with you Kira?! You think Lacus would be happy seeing you like this?!" Cagalli shouted.

Suddenly everyone went quiet. Cagalli gasped, she didn't mean to mention Lacus, it was just...

"I am sorry, Athrun!" She turned to the blue haired boy, but he was only staring at Kira.

"Lacus."

Cagalli looked at him like he was crazy. "Athrun?"

"Look Cagalli. Look at him and say her name."

Cagalli wasn't sure what he meant but she did as she was told too. Once she whispered the girl's name she saw Kira flinching.

"He is reacting." Athrun explained. "I am not happy that we hurt him even more with her name, but hurt is some kind of emotion at least!"

They spend the next hour with Kira. They talked with him, however they knew he wouldn't answer. They didn't mention Lacus anymore. Maybe pain was a feeling too, but they didn't want to hurt their friends anymore.

After an hour, Athrun and Cagalli left for her room and went to sleep. When they reached Cagalli's room Athrun kissed her goodbye and stepped in his own room.

In the dark Athrun stood with his back against the door. His mind filled with sorrow at least. Memories about Lacus were running through his mind. When he gave her the first Haro, when he first saw her singing, when Kira returned her to him in the first war. The way she stood up for Kira risking her own safety for him. The way she nursed Kira's soul after the first war. Strong and kind Lacus who was always there for her friends. The way she smiled and looked at Kira. He couldn't take it anymore and burst out crying.

The door opened and someone walked in the room. Warm and gently arms wrapped around his waist.

"It is all right Athrun, let it out." Cagalli whispered her own tears mixing with his.

Athrun wrapped his arms around the girl and let his pain overtook him.

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Kira's POV

I was floating in nothing. Everywhere I looked, I saw bright light. I heard Athrun, Mu and Murrue talking but I couldn't make out what they were saying. And true to be told, I didn't care. The only thing I cared about was Lacus. I remembered how she smiled, how she laughed. I remembered how she looked at me, how she wrapped her arms around me. If I tried really hard I could feel her touch, I could smell her sweet scent and I could feel her lips on mine. I was so shy I couldn't bring myself to kiss her in public, but oh God I would kiss her before the whole world if I could now.

A new voice. Cagalli. Suddenly I felt my heart beat with pain and the nothingness faded and I found myself in the infirmary. Why did I have to come back here? I asked myself. I didn't bother to look at anyone. The ceiling was just fine with me.

"What the hell is wrong with you Kira?! You think Lacus would be happy seeing you like this?!" I heard Cagalli.

My heart jumped painfully. First, I wanted to shout at her but the pain was too much. They repeated Lacus' name for two more times. I am sure they wanted to kill me with the grief and pain. Not that I would have mind. Finally, they left.

Dying... It was a peaceful and calming thought. I could be with her again. I had many enemies I am sure it wouldn't be a problem to get myself killed. But no... I could see Lacus' angry face before me. She wouldn't be pleased with me. 'But I don't care what you says Angel. I will welcome dead with open arms'. Suddenly something ran though my mind. Who? Who killed my Angel? Pain and sorrow mixed with anger now. No... I couldn't die yet. I had to find them! All of them! I felt my SEED activating. First, I had to kill them after that... after that I can follow my Angel. Now if I wanted to kill that bastard I had to sleep and get myself together. Sleep sounded like a good idea first but as soon as I closed my eyes, my mind filled with memories about Lacus. However I was too tired to stay awake so a felt asleep dreaming about Lacus.

Sooooo did you like it?? Kira is going to be soooooo mad! I always thought if something could break Kira, it would be the thought of Lacus in danger or dying… Well let me know what you think!!

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