I woke up seeing that my air was a mess and Ray was on the computer looking up some stuff of the water demon that was haunting the lake

I woke up seeing that my air was a mess and Ray was on the computer looking up some stuff of the water demon that was haunting the lake. Walking over with the sheet still covering my body, he was covered with the blanket that was on the bed.

"Hey stranger," I said tossing my hair to the other side to kiss him, "What have you been doing?"

"Nothing, I was just waiting for you to wake up. Bobby is on his way back to the room with your brothers."
"What the hell Ray?"

"They just called they want to help me, I couldn't say no. Then Dean would think that you where here with me all night, I guess Dean was complying that you found me and slept with me last night."

"Well thank you, did they tell when they would be here?" I asked gathering some clothing before my brother and Bobby walked through those doors. Ray tossed me one of his shirts I put that one my close must have been still soaked, plus I couldn't have sex if I had clothing on. Sitting on Ray's lap was natural for me; he moved my dark brown hair to one side so he could kiss my neck down further.

"Hey don't get me start," I whispered wanting more but trying to control my desire in my body. Crossing my other leg around his lap, he didn't complain about me moving around. I could feel his body pump into mine, sex on a chair was new for me. But not for him I could tell.

"We shouldn't be doing this," we both whispered between gasps he had my heart going, he was done with school but I wasn't. Plus Dean never liked Ray in the first place because he was too old for me. I didn't care I really didn't I was enjoying myself- until this one knock on the door snapped both of us out of our passion.

"Go get dress," I heard him say; he looked around for his boxers then his pajamas bottoms. He was walking toward the door before I jerked him around for one more kiss, leaving my body hot and wanting was nice.

Sprinting to the bathroom, I watched from the bathroom to see Bobby, Sam, and Dean walk through the door. Dean didn't look good; he probably noticed my car in the parking lot.

"What brings Ray Knight out here?" Bobby said hugging him like my brother's have hugged each other.

"Nothing much just a demon a on a local lake on a camping ground, three child have been reported killed. Some of the campers said the thing look like a mother so the kids think they're talking to their parents but they aren't." I stepped on something, it feel from the shower hitting me on the hand, biting my hand I couldn't scream or I would be in big trouble anyways. Damn it!

"What was that?" I heard Sam ask. Ray don't say anything please. "Nothing probably just stuff moving on its own." I heard Ray reply to Sam's question. They were there for three and half hours. I need to go to Jessica funeral that was going to be at seven if I wasn't there everybody would probably be worried about me. I was standing my body gave out on me, hitting my wounded shoulder. I shouted. Damn it I'm so screwed when Dean or Sam comes through that door to see that I'm here with Ray. That I spent the night with Ray instead of going home after writing my speech for Jessica.

Hearing the bathroom door open, I see that Sam walks in seeing that my shoulder was now bleeding- he would ask question later hopefully.

"Ray when you said something wasn't happening in the bathroom- I think that something was my baby sister." snapped Dean.

"Shut the hell up Dean!" I shouted he didn't have any right to yell at Ray.

"She was walking in the rain last night around the park so I asked her if she wanted to come back to my hotel. Then she fell a sleep, I undressed her because her clothing was soaking wet because of the rain. That's why she is here."

"Yes that would explain why I'm in Ray's clothing. If you guys don't mind I need to find my close because I have a funeral to go to." I whispered knowing that Ray wasn't going to say anything neither was Dean nor Sam about the funeral.

"Here is your clothing," said Ray they were dried. Ray didn't say much after that was spoken; he knew that I being here was endangering him to a fist fight with Dean.

Getting dressed I spaced out that fact that my shoulder was now bleeding, watching Sam from the bathroom he could see that I was in pain, searching through my pockets I couldn't find the speech that I wrote for Jessica, Damn it the day that I need something I miss place or just don't give a damn anymore.

I walked out of the bathroom my white t-shirt was covered in blood, I look good enough for a funeral, I knew out of the hole church room I would be the only dressed in a t-shirt and jeans just like Jessica would remember me for ever.

"Hey Ray did you see a piece a paper when you letting my clothing dry?" I asked knowing that we both wanted to kiss each other. Watching Dean's eyes go from me to Ray he still was confused about the real reason I was here.

"You mean this," I he held out a piece of paper to me it was all typed he must have done that when I was sleeping. I walked over to him noticing his body tensed around me, but we both knew we couldn't kiss not in front of Dean no matter what.

"I found it when you dropped it from the car to the hotel, I figured it was something special because they way you use your words. I took it then typed it for you so it didn't have look through your handwriting because I know how you write." He explained to me, walking slowly up to him I look at his face just brushing my hand across his face he was wishing the same thing I was a wonderful hot and wet kiss from me.

"Thank you." I whispered into his ear so he could hear my need for his kiss. Walking out the door, I look at the Impala it still was parked in the same spot Ray and I both hoped that Dean believed our little story of why I was here knowing Dean he still didn't trust Ray.

Driving to the jam of my iPod I didn't know what kind of mood I was in, I was going to give a wonderful speech to people about my best friend. This is when I wish I had Ray next to me to make everything okay with had happened. I could think of how I got along with out Jessica by my side when I did a speech in front of the class, or how I got along with out Ray next to me on an important hunt. Should I just run back to the hotel to help them? No Jessica would haunt me for ever even if I didn't say anything to the guys why I'm here. Right now I just wanted the world to stop; I wanted other people to think about their next move when it comes to people that they love. They could lose them in five seconds or even a split second, we as human didn't know when we would lose somebody no matter family or friends. I thought those simple words to myself it was the truth to myself.

Arriving at the Church my throat froze I couldn't do this. Getting out of the car I looked around Jessica's adopted parent's where back from they're trip. M.J and Crystal were there along with M.J's brother's they knew about Jessica death, Sean was only ten and Ty was almost sixteen this summer but M.J still watched over her two brother just like a mother would. If I had mother or father they wouldn't be proud, at least my mother would protect me with her arms. John would just yell at me worse then Dean did in the school parking lot, at least Dean said sorry to me John would just drill me through plans on how to hunt demons down instead he couldn't do much because he was dead so was my mother. Walking through double doors of the Church, I could feel my body frozen it wouldn't go any further into the church; I was a hunter I didn't belong in this place. A holy place that could strike me down for good for all the evil that we've done; I forced my body to walked it didn't take me long to get the front of the church about five seconds.

"Hello Eva I'm so sorry about Jessica," I heard M.J's voice three people down from me. I noticed that I was shaking I couldn't talk but I knew I had to. I was taking time out of my life to give a speech about a wonderful best friend.

"Will everybody sit down," I heard the priest say to the crowd that was starting to sit down.

"We welcome you here today because we have lost one of our own; her name was Jessica Nicole Landers. We have taken the time to let one of her friends that is said to be just like her blood sister. We welcome Megan Winchester," I walked up to see that priest didn't care about what I was no matter the problem I wouldn't step away from this.

"Jessica was a person that didn't say much when it came to her simple pain. When she wanted answers to a question she would get it no matter what. She was top of her freshmen class straight A's student better at a lot of stuff then me. When she smiled her eyes would make the room be filled with smiles and laughter. She was a goof ball, I remember when I trying to study for my finals week in which I failed because she wouldn't shut up, but she made me feel better no matter what," I paused I wanted to stop but I knew their was more to the speech then I wanted to say, my tears where dried up over the couple of days, most of the people looked at me to see that I wasn't crying I was just plastered with laughter just like my brother's had taught me hide my emotions, "Her simple laugh would make a baby stop crying because the baby wants to know more. Her simple smile would light up a room. Her simple wonderful smile and laugh together would melt a guy's heart because she never had a boyfriend no matter what she only had girl friends. ME, Crystal, and M.J we've been through a lot when between foster homes after another we would always lay down the piece of bread to make a path for all three of us to find one another no matter what direction she was we would always fallow her hope, dreams, and energy through our group. Now that Jessica had passed, we bless her body today she would have made a wonderful nurse in the future but she doesn't have the chance because it was her time to go. When she drew her last breath she was glad because now she could see her real mother and father that had died when she was very little in a car accident. Nothing more to say I promised myself that I would make it sweet and simple or then that I wouldn't make it all sappy. Jessica we miss you and I loved you as a sister I didn't have."

I walking off the alter to see that everybody was clapping for me; I didn't know what to do because I knew that everybody was still mourning for Jessica's death. But they didn't know what was real behind those bullets that were fired that day, walking out somebody that I knew stopped me. Looking up I see it was Ray; I walked into his arms just like always. Then looking behind him I saw Dean, Sam, and Bobby looking at both of use. Dean didn't say a word about me hugging Ray. Neither of the other's say anything else to me. Ray's arms felt right around my body they must have fallowed me here to the church when I didn't noticed some body was tail riding me all the way from the hotel to the church.

"Let's get out here please," I whispered finally feeling the tears rush down my face. Ray drove his car with me sitting next to me, Dean and Sam rode in the Impala while Bobby had his own truck. I didn't speak much to Ray I couldn't find anymore words, I didn't know what I did was right at the church speaking about Jessica was easy when she was still breathing but now it was hard on me.

"So how did it go?"

"What?"

"Your speech," Ray looked at me from the side to see that I wasn't wearing any make-up on my face like I did last night when we slept together.

"It went fine I guess, Ray do you understand why people die?"

"In what matter, hunting or simple living of human; hunting form you have to watch out for those that you love the most. Just like Jessica she was trying to protect you but she failed. She was trying to me more like you brave, strong, and showing no weakness toward the demon. Human matters that I still don't understand some times it could just be for fun, just simple trigger of a gun that goes off shooting another young boy in the chest. Or just sickness that fallows everybody around, what brings this question up?" He looked like he was curious about what I would say to him.

"Jessica was a wonderful person, she shouldn't have die. That what brings this up, I know as a hunter we can't get close to those that we love because we don't know when they'll breath the ice cold air of the morning."

"So Jessica's death brings these questions in your head, what about M.J and Crystal?"

"I'm planning not to talk to them just incase I have another run in with demons that want my head."

"That stupid, Meg nothing could stop you no matter what you say to yourself, yes Jessica shouldn't have died. But that doesn't mean you have to shut you other wonderful friends out of your thoughts, mind, or even life."

"Ray don't you see! The demon war is about to start, you think keeping them safe from harms ways is going to stop the demons. STOP the damn car I want to walk the rest of the way."

"No," I heard Ray say to me.

"I want to be alone right now."
"No,"

"Why not?"

"Because if you want to be alone then you're a fool; being alone only makes the pains grow, being surrounded by others that can help you with your pain that will make the pain go away." I heard a crash, then a boom. What was going on here? The glass of Ray's car it's shatter but why? I don't understand. Blood it's every where. I hear my phone go off but I can't move.

"My sweet darling don't struggle." I heard the voice whisper in my ear it was vampire that was speaking to me. I could hear nothing more I couldn't see Ray he gone or just knocked out. I could feel my heavy body get pulled out of the crushed car I started to cough, my eye sight was blurring but I knew that it was Dean nor Sam saving me- it a mysterious person- vampire.