"I'm here sweetie!" Bill said running in the hospital. "Bill. . ." I couldn't say anything else but his name. I have known Bill Compton since I was ten years old he was thirteen. And I've been in love with him ever since and of course he knows I'm in love with him because of my stupid older brother had to snop around in my room and get ahold of my journal. So ever since Bill found out I was in love with him he's been very protective of me and sticking up to those rude little bullies at school for me. And one thing I've always noticed about Bill is that his eyes for some reason turn a bright red in the sun, Which kinda freaks me out at some point in times. But anyways I've always felt very safe around him. "She's gone. . . She's actually gone." I kept saying over and over again. "Does your father and Jason know this information?" He asked very calm. "Yeah they just found out that she's gone. . . What's gonna happen now, Bill?" I asked as he hugged and tried to comfort me. "There is nothing you can do sweetie. But I'm here now and if you want to talk about. . . Anything you know you can with me, Right?" He asked stroking my hair. "Yes." I said begining to cry even harder into his shirt. We had been sitting in each others arms for what seemed like two hours when finally Jason came out into the waiting room to find us together. "Oh great now my sister is the cities tramp." He said walking outside. Then the next thing I know Bill was by his side outside in the freezing cold. I sat there wondering what Bill would say if I asked him to go out with me. Would he say yes or would he just laugh in my face? I guess I would never know what the answer would be. Bill and Jason came back inside and were laughing, Probably about me. "Sis I know you me right now, But I'm sorry for what I just said to you. I mean with m-m-m-mom d-d-d-d-dying and all I'm just really not thinking straight right now. And I'm sorry?" He said begining to cry again, which made me get up and run and jump into his arms. He picked me up and hugged me for what seemed like five whole mintues. He then put me lightly on my feet and released me to say "Let's go home while dad says his last goodbyes. . . Unless you want to stay to say some words?" He asked me looking into my eyes. "No it's too much." I said. And he left it at that and we all three went back to the house to chill out and calm down. When we got home we were all laughing at the joke Bill had just made. When all of the sudden I got light headed again. Bill then swooped me up and carried me to my room into my bed and covered me up. My brother was in the living room watching T.V. while I thought of way to ask him my question. "Bill." I said. As he turned to look into my eyes he said "Yes Selena." I closed my eyes and went for it. "I've known you for a very long time now and. . ." I trailed off. Then suddenly he was holding in his arms. "Selena did you really think I will say no I will not go out with you and for you to take your heart back?" He continued "Cause I've been wanting to go out with you since I met you in the very begining, sweetie. I love you. And yes I would love nothing more than to go out with you my love." He said taking me closer to his chest and kissing me as softly as ever. He pulled away after four minutes of kissing each other. "We will be together now and until the bitter end. I love you." He said not waiting for me to answer and pulling me into another beautiful kiss. I pulled away from my very first kiss with the person I've always wanted it to be with and said "I love you more." And reached up and put my fingers through his hair and pulled him down to kiss him again.