Disclaimer: I do not own Beyblade. I own the plot and OC characters.
A/n: This is Kai. Finally. Sorry for taking so long.
Fading into the Summer
Chapter Four: Kai
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7/3
11pm
I am a very bad person. I am a lair. And I am a very shit ass friend.
I had a fight with Michelle. Wait, it was more like I was just letting off all my anger at her and yelling at her. She started to cry and left. And now I'm alone.
Being a lair. A bad person. And a very bad friend. That's what I've become.
7/4
8.00am
I couldn't sleep.
I kept picturing Hilary's face when she finds out that I'm dating Michelle. That is going to be an extreme awkward moment. It's going to be a moment, that I can't hide from. Unless I stop dating Michelle. Then that will be two people that it will be awkward with. God, I've really screwed myself up now, haven't I?
Yes, Kai. You have! Is what my brain is saying. I'm a screwed up person.
Screwed.
Screwed.
Screwed until I can't get my self out of this mess.
Which will never happen because I live in a screwed up world.
Go fourth of July!
6.30pm
I guess I would be hiding from anybody now. Michelle left me a voicemail message to call her back, and that was like four hours ago. Have I? No. what the fuck am I doing to myself? I should ring Michelle back, but I'm too chicken to do that. What am I expecting her to do? Bite my head off? Yell at me? Dump me? Since when had I gotten to become such a pussy?
I still don't know what I'm going to say to Michelle. I mean, I should go to her, say I'm sorry and talk to her. Like I am actually her boyfriend.
I am going to do that.
7/5
2pm
I spoke to Michelle. Last night.
It went rather pleasant. I apologized a million times to the point where Michelle started to giggle and told me to calm down. And then she told me she had already told Hilary about us. She had gone with Hilary to the airport. She had mentioned it and apparently Hilary didn't mind. Yeah, right that Hilary didn't care. Hilary would care if you didn't call her if you said you would. I raised my eyebrow at her and asked if she was serious. Michelle then turned sour and said I can't trust her. I told her I do, because I do. She said that she's just very confused at the moment. And that she hates staying at her grandparents house. The only reason why she is, is because she's their favourite and her mom wants her to prove to them that her mom can raise the four girls, despite working a ninety hour week.
I just don't know. I don't feel well.
It's this fucking heat.
7/6
Night-time.
It's so hot.
The air-con has failed me, and won't keep it out anymore.
I can hear weird noises all around me. Next to me. Above me. Under me.
It sounds like a fucking brothel. Ugh, how can they stand to be skin to skin with someone with this heat?
Michelle's coming over soon. Because her grandparents are having friends over. She says that all they do is compare how rich they are and who can buy the most expensive item. She's seriously becoming deranged from that place. I got a postcard from Hilary. She's in Paris at the moment. She brought me a present from there, which I feel grateful. She shouldn't've even brought me a postcard, especially after what I've done to her.
7/7
3.47pm
Michelle and I joined that brothel house.
It was so… well… the only word to describe it is sweaty.
I played basketball with boys since it was cool today. A breeze came and basically knocked everyone over.
We're meant to expect "damaging severe thunderstorms" tonight. Great.
Anyways, back to the basketball.
Tyson, Tala and I all played basket ball. Max had left for New York, already. So we're down one. Tyson mentioned going out on a date with a girl Natasha tonight. He's been doing nothing all holidays. Tala's being helping Mariah with her parents divorce. They're about to go to court for the final setting. It felt good to talk to guys about guy stuff. I've just locked myself in my apartment, sweating in the heat and only talking to Michelle.
Last year at school, so much happened. Tyson ditched us early October for the football team and Stacy. Michelle slept secretly and then dated Rei, who used to date Mariah. Mariah ended up with Tala, and they're coming up on a year. Rei left us at Christmas, dumping Michelle who ended up with me. Hilary and I had a dramatic relationship and Max casually dates Wednesday, who is the love of his life. That all happened in one year.
Could that happen this year?
7/8
11pm
I finally got myself a job. For the rest of the summer. I'm helping build new homes with Tala and Tyson, who also don't have anything to do for the summer. It's good pay, but long, gruelling hours in the sun. Guess I'll have to get a tan. I told Michelle, whose been working at Wal-Mart forever. She earns good money and I guess I got bored when she worked. It makes me happy that I'm doing something with my life.
7/9
I'm tired. I don't think I've ever spent that much time in the sun before. I guess that's why I'm all red. And I wore a hat! Michelle says she's coming over with a remedy and sunblock. Oops. Forgot the sunblock. Ah, what an idiot. Got a joint email from Max today.
Hey guys. Max here in NY!! Loving it so much. Brought presents for you all, including Madame Tatibana in all the way of Paris! It's stinking hot here, how is it there?
Just sending you all my love.
Max!!
Sounds like he's having a bundle of fun over in the big apple.
7/10
6.30pm
It is exhausting. I am working 5 days a week. Never worked like this before. I didn't get any more sunburnt than I did yesterday. Thank god I only have to do it until mid-august.
Michelle's stuck into going to some formalised dinner tonight, so I rang up Tyson and Tala. They should be here any minute. I went to visit Michelle after work. She says she's already complating going home within the week. I feel so sorry for her. Her grandparents are dickheads. They scrutinize her ever move, motive and like, breath. They asked me a million questions when I had dinner with them once. I felt like I was on a murder trial. I don't think they like me very much.
Oh well. It's no big deal.
7/11
?
I've been at the hospital for 12 hours now. Michelle collapsed at the dinner last night. They don't know what's wrong with her. They think exhaustion or dehydration. Well, that's what they told me six hours ago.
I am so scared.
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A/n: Sorry, it took a while. I was planning about the next chapter. I don't know who it is, because Michelle is now in hospital. It's anyone's guess.
Emily-Jade.
