AN: I'm sorry for not updating this for a long time. I've been really busy, thanks to school. For those who wondered that paintball thing, it was first good explanation I could think of. I've played it once (when I was in camp) and I got hit on my shoulder. It was pretty sore (because it hit to bone) and really looked like a hickey! If you don't believe, you can try yourself, but warn you, it really hurts if you can't play well (like me).
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Atsushi sighed. It was almost weekend again. Atsushi wasn't going home. He didn't know how to face Ryou. What they had done just wasn't right. They were siblings! And besides, he already had a boyfriend. A boyfriend who wouldn't be his boyfriend for long if he'd know. What a mess.
Suddenly Atsushi's cell phone rang. He picked it up.
"Hello?"
"Atsushi? It's mom. Are you going somewhere at this weekend?"
"No. I think I'll just stay at dorms."
"Good. Your father's uncle, Yukihito, has a birthday on Saturday and he'll have a party. He hopes that the whole family will come."
"Okay, I'll come. I'll ask Akazawa if I can leave early."
"Thanks. Bye honey."
"Bye." Fuck. Now he had to face Ryou. And like that wasn't enough. There'd be the most of his relatives, so he'd have to act like nothing has never happened. Like he could do that. He'd remember the whole night when he'd see Ryou. Not like that he wouldn't remember it anyway. The mess was growing and growing. Atsushi sighed and started to do his homework.
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"... And because of that I have to leave early. Is that okay?" Atsushi explained to Akazawa. He was little disappointed when Akazawa told him that he could leave earlier. He really didn't feel like going to the party. Atsushi shook his head and went to ask Yanagisawa to play with him.
They had just finished their match when Atsushi heard a familiar voice behind him.
"Atsushi! We have come to pick you up." Atsushi turned around and saw Ryou. He blushed slightly as the memories came to his mind.
"Okay", he said and left. He went to changing room to change his clothes. He had taken his suit with him so he didn't have to go get it from his room. Atsushi showered quickly and went to his locker. He was slightly surprised to found that Ryou didn't went ahead. He was sitting on a bench and waiting him.
"You're pretty normal", Atsushi said to him.
"You should be too if you don't want Yanagisawa to find out."
"Well, that's..." Atsushi didn't know what to say. He didn't know what to feel anymore. He loved Yanagisawa, he knew that. But what was this feeling he had every time he remembered that night?
"Let's go", he said when he locked his locker. Ryou watched him weirdly.
"Are you going to leave that on your head?" He pointed Atsushi's head band.
"But Mizuki..."
"Who cares about Mizuki? You look better without it." Ryou went to Atsushi and took off his head band. Atsushi felt his heart pounding. Ryou put the head band into his pocket.
"Now, let's go." Atsushi looked around before going out so that Mizuki wouldn't see him without his head band. They went to school's entrance and found their parents waiting them. They walked to their car and drove to uncle Yukihito's place.
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AN: I gave up on writing in Finnish, it's too embarrassing to write something like this on my own language, if you know what I mean. But I'll still write this in English. I probably won't update this for a while again, because I have a test season right now. I'll probably update this in two, three weeks, after all those tests. Thanks to all those who had time and energy to read this. Review, please!
