Topaz POV

I ran outside and into the woods. I started running towards my spot. The one by the little river where I saw that gray wolf. Something about that wolf enchanted me. I saw it on Wednesday nights when I came here. It always had a few other wolves with it. I slowed down. I stepped into the edge of the water.

I sighed realizing I had no idea if I would see the wolf tonight. I hadn't seen him lately just on Wednesdays. I glanced at the other side of the water and there stood the gray wolf. I stood up and stripped down to nothing and started walking to the wolf. I had to touch his fur. I had to feel the softness of it's fur beneath my hand. I looked at the wolf. I wanted to talk to him. Confide in him.

I walked up to the wolf surprised it hadn't run. I reached out a hand and set it on his head and he leaned against it. I opened my mouth and I said my first words in a long time. "Embry." I said I barely got it out. I sat down by the wolf realizing then that the wolf was bigger than most wolfs. The wolf laid down and rested it's head in my lap. It felt good to have a friend. Sure Emily and the others where there but they weren't my friends the way I needed. Sure Embry said he loved me but it was only to make me feel better. I knew how the sympathy card worked. I got up. "I have to go now. Thank you for letting me near you, thank you for being my friend. Even if only for tonight." I said my voice a harsh whisper. I had to keep my voice a secret only till I knew I could trust them.

I walked back to the house the wolf followed me half way and I patted his head and pointed to the forest letting him know he couldn't follow me home. He had turned and ran the opposite direction.

I walked in the door to everyone eating. I looked at everyone. I smiled they were a family I was barging in. I had no place here. I walked up stairs I took off my clothes then I transformed I was going for a run. I needed to stretch my muscles. I walked downstairs and quickly out the door. I stopped and stretched. I perked my ears up when I heard my name.

"when are we going to tell her?" Seth asked,

"soon. Just not yet." Embry replied.

"she thinks she is a monster you think I'm going to tell her everything before I make her change her mind." Embry said I heard him shift his weight.

"but I want to be able to…." Seth began.

"Seth, we have to trust Embry to tell her when he thinks it's best." Sam said.

I ran for the woods. I sped up till I couldn't go any faster. The wind through my hair felt amazing. The trees zoomed by. And out of know where there stood 2 of the people from Emily's kitchen. A big bulky guy, and a beautiful blonde girl. I shifted back to human and grabbed the pants and shirt I had tied around my ankle. Something told me it wasn't smart to talk to them. I growled and took a few steps closer to see what they were doing.

Then I saw it. They were drinking the blood of a deer. I growled and walked towards them. They turned quickly. All of a sudden I wasn't the only one there I saw everyone there. Sam, Seth, Jacob, and the rest of the guys, all except Embry. Also was the spikey haired girl, the brunette, the bronze haired guy, he looked like he was the arrogant type, and the blonde guy.

I closed my eyes and turned to walk away. That's when I noticed I was seeing red. Why was I angry? Why was I wanting to attack everything. Why did I want to kill embry? I heard a chuckle from the bronze haired guy. "good thing embry isn't here. She really is out to get him." he said. And with that final comment I transformed. I attacked the bronze haired guy, Edward I now remembered his name. I snarled how did he know my thoughts? "I can read minds." he answered. I nodded and climbed off of him. Having pinned him to the ground. I needed to go find Embry. He was keeping something from me I needed to know what.

sorry didn't have writers block anymore. this chap wasn't what i expected maybe you'll get more from the next scene. BTW i had a suugestion and yes there will be a bonfire scene. after she beats Embry till he tells her his secret. or maybe she should seduce him? hmm your choice please vote.