A/n: sorry for the spelling mistakes in the last chapter, I really should look over my writing some more anyway here chapter 3 warning: Mature context is included lol.
My darling love
By
4everbebe
Chapter: my first sexual thought
After leaving the food place, I got into my mom's car still blushing from the boy I had met stares. "He was kind of cute" I thought. My mom had got into the car and started to drive us home.
"That boy, he was a cutie wasn't he Courtney?" my mom said, while smiling to herself, even though I didn't tell her. She could tell I admire him. I blushed as I nodded my head. It wasn't everyday I talk to my mother about boys.
"It was nice of him to give me back my lip-gloss, yeah" I said, while looking at the window. My mom just chuckled a little bit. I think she found it amusing how I get shy easily. I rolled my eyes, as I shut my eyes thinking about how school will be for me. I am going to the 10th grade and wanted to do well like I did every year in school. Passing with honor roll marks. "Dad will be proud of me, when I tell him I won award for volunteering at a home-less center torturing kids" I thought, while smiling to myself. I love making my Father proud; his approval meant the most to me. He is a hard-working man, who always did his best. He'd a VP at a Helicopter company and I hope one day, I can be as successful as he is.
"Earth to Courtney, come on lets get these things inside, so I can start on dinner. Your father will be back in a couple of hours." I heard my mother say, while opening up the trunk. My mother was part owner of a clothing store, that was doing really well off, she worked only 2 ½ hours a day too; leaving her penalty of time to do house-work and the cooking. "My family is perfect" I said to myself, while carrying all my new clothes up to my room. I finished putting away all my new stuff and packing my backpack I got with my new school supplies. "Done, time for a bath" I said to myself, as I ran my water, I look at my naked reflection in the mirror; I have grown over the past year. My face has gotten cuter "so mom tells me" I thought. I had curves now, at first I was flat as a board now I had pretty nice looking boobs, but I hated my butt. My butt is was too big. "Why won't it go down?" I cried, as I continued to look at myself. No matter how much I exercised, my butt stayed I sighed as I looked at my hips, they was kind of wide. "I am so fat" I whispered, while I rub my stomach. My mom told me I wasn't fat, I just got her thickness. "Yeah right…" I said aloud, while getting into the bath water.
"Ahh much better" the water felt great, as I started to wash up, my thought led me back to the boy in the burger place. He was so cute, with his green faux-hawk, and piercing, and his bad boy image. Without noticing, my hand had started rubbing my virginal, I blushed at what I was doing, but didn't stop. The feeling was too good to stop, I held on to the side of the bath tub, as my hand started to rub my clit. I moan from the pleasure. "What am I doing?" I thought, as I started to feel on my boobs, while still rubbing my clit. I bit my lip from moaning to loud, it will be completely embarrassing if my mom caught me. While pleasing myself, my thoughts led me back to that boy, he was so hot and the way he looked at me with desirer made my pleasure even better just thinking about it. The thought of him touching me, made me want to expload. I thought of his kissing me over my body, doing things to me, I never thought I can think. I gasp as I felt an uncontrollably feeling go off, I started to trust into my hand harder, wanting more, and I let out a big moan. I collapsed back into the water, I was out of breath. "Ah! That felt…amazing" I thought, I never experience anything like that before, I never touch myself the way I did, just now. I felt ashamed and dirty yet sexy and please at the same time. After washing up…again. I got out of the tub and got dress.
"Courtney, your father is home" I heard my mother yell from downstairs. I jump up; dropping the book I was reading and headed down, to greet my dad. When I got downstairs, he and mom was hugging and flirting with each other.
"Daddy!" I yelled happily, while running over to him. He hugged me with his big strong arms, and I gladly hugged him back.
"I missed you daddy" I said, while smiling up at him. He smiled back at me and said he missed me too. I hugged him again.
"I got you something" he said, while walking over to the couch, I quickly followed, curious about what he had gotten me. I sat next to him. My mother went back to the kitchen to finish up with dinner. My dad pulled out a small box with a ribbon on top. I took the box from him, quickly opening it. It was a gold bracelet with a heart hanging from it.
"Oh Daddy it's beautiful, thank you" I smiled, as I hug him, he hugged me back and help me put it on.
"Your welcome honey, I saw it in this store window and thought of you. I said that will look wonderful on my perfect little girl" I smiled at him; my dad was truly the best.
"Okay you two, dinners ready" me and my father got up and joined my mother. After dinner, I gave my mother and father a kiss on the cheek goodnight, and headed off to my room. I was completely tired. "Today was a great day; I got new clothes and a bracelet. Hangout with mami, and dad came home" I smiled, while turning off the light. I love my life and I wouldn't want it any other way.
I hope you enjoy the chapter, sorry for the ~M~ rated scene lol if you don't like, just skip it. Also Reviews do inspire me to write people
