A/N- Thanks to all whom reviewed or added me to fav story/author list. It really makes my day when people like my stories and if they review with kind words well its just great. I got a review that said I should have him be human, if I have two reviews telling me otherwise, he's human. Okay I hope everyone had great holidays, I did then I went back to school, I only really enjoy 1 and 7 period. Sorry for babbling, here you go chapter 2! (By the way you guys should check the Twilight C.D out, it's amazing.)

Its 2:30 AM and I still cant get to sleep, the letter was clutched the note in my hand. I went to sleep, why was this bugging me? It was romantic but I shouldn't be like this. Should I? Alice had been asleep for an hour and had been saying Jaspers name in her sleep for a good half hour. I had been listening to my i-pod and obsessing over Edward. Is this weird or stalkerish? It feels like it.

" Bells, you awake?" Alice whispered.

" Yes, Mrs. Hale." I giggled.

"Funny really." She rolled her eyes at me and shook her head.

"Well, that's all you've been saying for the last hour." She looked at me and frowned.

"What?" I asked, "you did."

"But he so dreamy, isn't he?" she said.

"Sure." I said distracted.

"Are you okay?" she asked.

"Huh, oh yeah… im fine." I said.

She just shrugged and went back to talking about Jasper and what there kids names would be. I only half listened. I usually was a good friend and listened but this was too much for me. Edward and my secret admirer, both mysterious, who are they?

"Bella, are you listening to me?" Alice asked.

"Ugh yeah." I lied. " do you want to go shopping tomorrow?"

"Really?" she asked incredulously.

"Yeah." Faking enthusiasm in my voice.

"Cool!" she said.

I needed to distract, usually I loved talking to her but not today.

"Night." I said.

"Good night, Bells." She whispered.

9:30 NEXT MORNING

"Wake up!" Alice said.

"Huh, okay okay Im awake!" I laughed.

"Shopping time!" Alice giggled.

"Yeah!" I tried to sound excited.

You see I don't really enjoy shopping though Alice is all fashion forward. Her style is chic classy so she never wears booty shorts (I don't either though because of my body type. Short and curvy, size 15 to be exact. Its hard to shop and look good when your best friend is like size 3.)

"Get showered!" she commanded.

I got up still groggy from sleep. And got showered in Alices huge shower. I got dressed in my favorite pair of dark blue jeans and a black tee- shirt. I had a red plaid shirt and black ballet flats. I pulled my hair into a ponytail. I put one a small amount of mascara and brown eye shadow, I wasn't much of a makeup person. I walked out to see Alice in the cutest gray skinny jeans and a silk top with little flowers on it. They were so cute on her petite frame, I was always jealous of her ability to keep such a skinny body.

"Lets go!" and she grapped her purse and put on high heels.

A/N- I hope you liked it. Review, it really feels good to know people are enjoying your work(or not). Know the reason Bella was bashing herself is because she learns to love herself for who she is. We all should and I want you all to love yourself for who you are. The next chapter will be out soon!