Hey everyone, thanks a lot for your amazing reviews and for those who put me on their favourite story/author list also a huge thanks – it really is a motivation to write.

So that chapter is all Chuck and Blair and I can promise that the next one will have even more Chuck and Blair action in it.

I hope you like it. Thanks for reading. And reviews and suggestions are as always highly appreciated ;-).

xoxo, Mia

P.S. I really loved Chair in the season 3 opener.

Blair.

Chuck couldn't believe his eyes. And if he hadn't been as sober as he was right now – and hadn't been for quite a while now – he would have thought she was a hallucination. An imagination his mind had created to torture him.

But she seemed real, because as he blinked and opened his eyes again she was still there, her chocolate brown eyes staring at him with such intensity that it sent shivers of electricity down his spine.

His eyes travelled up and down her body while he was drinking in her appearance. He noticed immediately that she wasn't wearing some of her usual haute couture fashionable dresses – and she definitely had lost weight.

She was dressed in something, Chuck thought he would never see her wear – not even when hell would be freezing over: skinny jeans.

This was a view as absurd as this whole situation itself. But oh god was she beautiful.

The fact that she was here in Bangkok overwhelmed and scared him at the same time. She was the last person he had expected to see here (and if he was honest with himself he hadn't expected anyone at all to show up – not really).

Chuck had been thinking that she would have moved on by now – a thought that had hurt him but was something he had hoped for all the same.

He wanted her to be happy – she deserved it – happiness – and with him, he knew she could and would never have that. He was too damaged, broken beyond repair.

He was a creature of the darkness that absorbed every bit of light and happiness until there was nothing left.

Being with him would destroy her sooner or later – she was strong so it would probably take quite a while but in the end he would break her. Chuck was sure of that.

But being Blair Waldorf she hadn't acted like she was supposed to – she had disregarded his order not to come looking for him and now here she was – standing about two or three feet away from him, watching without saying a single word to him.

She just didn't play by the rules – his rules. Anger shot through him.

"What are you doing here?" His words were spoken with such harshness that she flinched.

"I came to find you." Chuck could barely hear her as her words were no more than a whisper spoken with softness and such a tenderness his heart clenched.

Immediately his features softened and all of a sudden his protective instinct kicked in.

Blair's clothes were soaked with water causing her to shiver from the cold and Chuck wondered how long she had been sitting there on that small bench waiting for him and why the hell she hadn't done so inside.

"Let's get you inside." He gently grabbed her by her left arm and led her inside.

"Why didn't you wait inside?"

"He wouldn't let me, because he said you wouldn't want to see anyone." Blair pointed to the receptionist who was curiously eyeing her and Chuck.

"And after I insisted to see you, I was thrown out by this gorilla" she motioned her head towards the doorman who had removed her forcefully out of the building earlier.

Chuck's features darkened by her words and as they passed the – now all of a sudden very busy – receptionist, Chuck - full of anger that they had thrown Blair out, leaving her to wait outside in the rain and the cold of the night – forced out a low "make sure he is fired" nodding towards the doorman.

"Mister Bass, you told me you didn't want to see anyone and I can't just fire him, he only did…"

"Fire him!"

"But Mister Bass…"

"If you don't do as I insist, I will make sure that this f…ing hotel will be closed and that the only job you'll ever find again is located somewhere in Alaska. Remember who I am. I'm Chuck Bass." With those words he and Blair entered the elevator leaving the doorman no choice than doing what he had been told to.

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Blair was relieved. She had waited for what seemed like hours for Chuck to appear and when he finally did, she was so glad that he seemed halfway okay.

Of course she had noticed that he had lost weight and the dark shadows under his almost black eyes couldn't be overseen.

But despite his and her fragile condition, Blair felt happy. Here she was finally united with the boy she was so in love with, she would do anything for him. For a moment she was scared by those thoughts and the things she would do for him, but this fear quickly vanished and she enjoyed the feeling of the light touch of his hand on her left upper arm.

Since their encounter with the receptionist, he hadn't uttered a single word, but Blair was confident now that he wouldn't send her away and that somehow everything would be okay.

The elevator came to a halt and Chuck guided her to room 555.

When they entered the room, Blair felt the cold for the first time and she shivered even more.

"Come on let's get you into the shower and warm again, you must be freezing." With that, Chuck opened a door which obviously belonged to the bathroom.

And although it was one of the filthiest bathrooms, Blair had seen in her entire life, she didn't care. She didn't care, because Chuck seemed to care about her and that was far more important than a luxury bathroom.

Chuck didn't think about his actions and started to slowly undress Blair and for once in his life undressing a woman wasn't sexually motivated. He just wanted to make sure she was okay, warm and comfortable.

"Do you want me to go outside?" Chuck was eager to give her some privacy, if that was what she wanted.

Blair watched him, her chocolate brown eyes piercing his face and she slowly shook her head.

"Stay." Again not louder than a whisper, but it was all Chuck needed to hear. He undressed himself and they stepped in the shower together both eager to concentrate on each others faces.

Chuck made sure that the water had a comfortable temperature and stepped out of the shower to search for a shower gel and a shampoo in Blair's bag.

When he had found what he was looking for, he returned to the shower and started slowly to rinse Blair's hair with her strawberry vanilla scented shampoo. The scent that was so much her caused his head to spin and he felt a slowly rising erection in his groin.

But he was successful in focusing on his task in making Blair feel at ease and managed to control his physical reaction caused by her.

After he was done showering her, he led her outside of the shower and wrapped her in a fluffy white towel and then in a bathrobe.

Neither of them said a word during their time in the shower. It simply wasn't necessary.

With Nate it had been different. Blair had always had to put her thoughts, wishes and needs in words, because Nate had been always unaware of the things she wanted or of her thoughts.

With Chuck it was completely different, not to say the opposite. He always seemed to know, what she wanted and what she needed without exchanging a single word. He was able to read her and her moods within a second.

He had instantly known that all Blair needed right now was being taken care of.

Blair couldn't remember when she had felt so lightheaded and protected. Chuck Bass had undressed her, not to get it on with her, but to make her feel comfortable and he had even rinsed her hair. She was fairly sure that that was something he hadn't done before with a girl.

When she left the bathroom, Chuck close behind her, she suddenly spun around to face him causing him to bump into her.

Their eyes met and in that moment neither was able to hold back and resist each other any longer.

Blair couldn't tell later if she had made the first move or if Chuck had pulled her closer to him desperate to finally be with her again, but that didn't matter.

All that mattered where his lips on hers as he kissed her fervently, his hands softly but yet full of passion travelling up and down her body.

tbc…