Dear Readers,
Hello, SailorLeia here! I know I start every chapter of this tale writing 'sorry for the wait.' You guys, my readers, are the best (most patient) audience in the world! I can't ever express how grateful I am for every one of you. I don't mean just you guys who review either, I mean all of you who have been reading! Bless you! I know I've left you guys waiting for a long time. But it is finally here, as close to perfect as I could get, and I really hope you all enjoy, because you keep me going. It is a nice long chapter, and this one will be starting from Lando's perspective. But before I begin, I must do as I always do! By thanking all of you thoughtful enough to review!
Special Thanks to…
one of the lost – Sorry again for the long wait! Hope this chapter was worth the wait too! Hope you're doing well, and still reading! Much Love!
Mara look-a-like – You are a true joy! You were so much help with that last chapter! Thank you so much for everything! And the positive feedback too! I hope this reaches you in good times and you're still reading! Much Love!
Mara Jade Hughes – Thank you so much! LoL! Your review was so energetic and nice! I really appreciate that! I hope you're still reading and enjoying! Much Love!
DragonsFlame86 – You are truly the best friend a girl could ask for! Thank you so much for your wonderful review, and loyalty all these years! Can you believe we've known each other fifteen years now? Yay us! Sorry for making you wait as long as everyone else this time! Though as you start reading part of this chapter you have seen. That's all I'm saying! Thanks for making these fifteen years so much fun, and hope the next fifteen are even better! Much Love!
Jacqueline Roget – Boy, do I know what you mean, I've had a bunch of weeks like that. Hope everything is much better now and you had a nice summer as well as fall. Thank you so much for all of your kind and fun reviews! Much Love!
Wings 90 – Wow, glad you enjoyed it. Hope you're still reading and doing well! Much Love!
starwarssomeone – Well at least I'm not the only one grinning like an idiot! LoL! Thank you so much for your fun and positive review! I REALLY appreciate it! I know throwing Calli in there was something I didn't originally plan on doing so early. Even though she is the embodiment of EVIL, itself! She is fun in situations like this one! Hope you're well, and still reading! Much Love!
Mara-the-Cat – Thank you so much for your positive, and funny review. I was the same way reading the books. Callista always made me sick to my stomach, she's so phony and artificial! TOTALLY wrong for Luke! YAY Luke and Mara! Hope you're well, and still reading! Much Love!
FireFigiLove94 – Hey Girl! Thank you so much for reading and writing in (twice)! You're a GREAT friend! And you know how freaked I am till I get that first review telling me it was okay! You're the best! I hope you're still writing your awesome tales and I hope you're still doing great! Much Love!
an obsession too far – Thank you so much for being so kind! I REALLY appreciate it! Hope you're well and still reading! Much Love!
Col. Hammer – I know, I play up Calli a little worse than she really was. The whole time I was reading the books, the first time, her character just didn't rub me the right way. It wasn't even because I was rooting for Mara either, because I really didn't want to dislike her, I just couldn't help it. She seemed so put on, so artificial, to me. Hope you're doing well, still reading, and I hope you enjoy this chapter. Much Love!
shurtugal88 –I'm glad you found my little story, I'm also glad you enjoyed it! I hope you're well, still reading, and like this chapter just as much! Thank you so much for writing in! Much Love!
lukejade – Sounds like my type of reader! Thank you so much for writing in, hope you're still reading. Much Love!
LoraKael – I know, I too will sit up far later than I should reading fanfics at night. Thank you so much for reading mine and for being so nice. I hope you're doing well, and still reading! Much Love!
dreysi – Thank you so much for writing in, I'm glad it left you wanting more. I'm sorry it's been a while since my last update, but I hope this chapter was worth the wait. Calli being back sucks, but I can't wait for the rest of my plot to unravel itself! I hope you're still reading and enjoying! Much Love!
busard – Wow, I don't have many French fans… in fact I think you may be my first! Thank you so much for your kind words and enthusiasm. I'm really honored that you enjoy my stories! I agree that Anakin and Padmé are great, and have a lot of spectacular fics on this site! Though for some bizarre reason I have way too much fun with Luke, Mara, Han and Leia. This site even has great coverage of couples you may not think of (that's what I look up when I'm especially bored, heehee!). I agree with what you said about the 'happy ending!' I was soooo depressed to hear that George Lucas decided to kill Mara off in later books. I can't support such a thing, but just knowing it happened made me so sad I couldn't write for a while. That was a lot of the reason that this chapter took so long to complete. I hope you're still reading and enjoying, your words really encouraged me to keep going! Much Love!
Bikiluf – Yes, I admit that pizza in the galaxy far, far away, wasn't my grandest hour. It was the product of insomnia and not nearly enough caffeine. I appreciate you pointing it out and hope that enjoyed the rest of the chapter regardless. Thank you so much for taking the time to write in! Much Love!
SherlockHolmesqueen4ever – Wow, a fan of Holmes, I really love the roller coaster ride those stories are for the mind. I feel so honored that you like my tales, and I really hope that you're still reading. You're review came at a time, when I was so blocked I was considering stopping a story for the first time in my life. Then I got you kind words of encouragement and it gave me the push I needed. Thank you, Much Love!
STANDARD DISCLAIMERS APPLY - I don't own Star Wars, I'm merely borrowing George Lucaus' characters for story lines of my own... Story lines that won't include the killing off of Mara Jade (sorry, still a little bitter, and still healing from that) Most characters will be returned intact... most!
Dedicated to a dear friend of my family, Nelson. Who was a sweet and ever optimistic person with an undeniable spark. He had a great family and I had the pleasure of knowing him through most of my growing up. Sadly the last four years of his life he spent in a bed, his wife Deloris saw to his every need, and never complained all four of those years. He passed away and was finally laid to rest a year ago now. We all miss and love you buddy!
"The Secret Romancing Of Mara Jade!"
Chapter 4 – Complicated Reflections
Lando Calrissian was one LUCKY son of a gun, in fact he would bet that he was the luckiest man in the UNIVERSE! He'd just settled the greatest deal of his… 'career.' He'd just finished up a little 'favor for a friend,' that had not only made him a great deal richer. This deal also included a sweet little resort in the middle of nowhere. The perfect kind of nowhere, that made it a booming business for couples looking for a weekend getaway.
In the past; Lando would have never agreed to this sort of deal. Or if he did agree to it, he wouldn't plan on actually keeping a resort of this kind. Not Lando Calrissian, expert businessman and galactic entrepreneur extraordinaire. No, he wasn't interested in any long-term relationships; so why would a place like, the location in question, appeal to him? There would be no woman to pick up, everyone in places like that would already have someone. Calrissian confessed, not everyone was faithful, and he had been lucky a few times, even in places like that. But he also confessed, more often than not, those places held no allure for single men. They only held magic for those who had someone in their life to share it with.
So, why was Lando suddenly so excited to have such a thing in his possession? What had made such a drastic change in his life? Or maybe the better question was 'who' had made this alteration?
Lando smiled to himself as his mind automatically answered that question for him. Mara Jade, the most beautiful and deadly creature in all the cosmos. Ever since she'd first come around their little group, he'd always had an eye on her. Leia had a hard time trusting Mara for a long time. While both Han and Luke seemed to like her almost immediately; the only thing Lando couldn't stand was Han always went on and on about how perfect she was for Luke. Though Lando didn't think Luke was quite up to par for that task.
She needed someone more worldly; someone who could bring her the finer things in life. Mara needs someone with more charm, experience; a person as dignified and classy as she is. A former-farmboy from Tatooine, just wouldn't deliver that for her! He didn't mean to belittle his friend in any way; Luke was a great guy! Any woman would be lucky to have him, he was just absolutely sure that Luke wasn't right for the fiery-headed trader! After spending some quality time with her, he'd started to realize a lot of things.
She may be as tough to understand as a wookiee with a lisp. But during the time of their charade, she let her emotional barriers down a notch. As much as she seemed to hate him, she had confessed she considered him a friend. Though, she couldn't say such a thing without adding, 'Even if you are a total nuisance most of the time.' She'd taught him a few things, lessons she'd learned, the hard way. He knew he wouldn't forget those peeks into her past, anytime soon.
He'd known all along she was as fascinating, as she was beautiful. He'd just never gotten very far from that thought at all. The main reason that Lando felt this way; was because during their sham… he hadn't just gotten to know her as a person. Before he was back to daydreaming about her body…
He snapped out of his trail of thought, as the tall Mon Calamari bartender asked, "What'll it be?"
"The best champaign you've got! I'm celebrating!" Lando laughed out.
"Comin' right up, sir." The bartender smiled, a little surprised by Lando's enthusiasm, but ran off to fulfill his request.
Just as Lando thought his day couldn't get any better; his luck showed it's colossal strength again. He noticed Mara Jade sitting way on the other side of the bar. She seemed to be all alone, and just as enchanting as ever. He tried to catch her attention, but she was too busy concentrating on the wine in her glass. She was swirling it around the glass, deep in thought, only occasionally taking a sip. If Lando didn't know her better, he would almost swear she seemed troubled by something. But Mara wasn't a worrier, so that couldn't be right. Regardless, it would be a crime not to take this opportunity, and let her remain alone.
He waited till his drink was in hand; then as suave and debonair as he could muster, Lando sauntered over toward her. But before he was home free, a former female 'acquaintance' made her presence known. She's a beautiful human who wondered if Lando would like to do a little business with her tonight. Before Lando could escape, Mara noticed his dilemma; she seemed very amused as she held her glass up in a silent toast. Then Talon Karrde was at her side and they walked together towards the back of the establishment. The part he knew was designed for business meetings.
He watched her as she left; she almost seemed to float away in the dress she wore. It was a very stylish purple dress that made her red hair more pronounced. She was radiant and he had half a mind to follow her into whatever meeting they were about to attend. Anything anybody else had to say could wait, he was sure. But the last couple of times he'd tried a romantic approach like that, Mara had threatened him with her saber. He was lucky to have walked away with all of his limbs.
But just because he wasn't crashing her meeting, didn't mean he was giving up. He would simply wait up for her, at the bar. As the time passed Lando received offers from four other 'former business partners.' So, if this plan with Jade fell through, at least he was sure his good evening wouldn't be completely wasted. However, primarily, he had his eye on one girl tonight.
As the meeting slipped into it's second hour; Lando was getting a little impatient. He recognized, the Tatooine farmboy he'd been thinking about earlier, sitting in a booth near the back. It felt like he hadn't seen him in ages! In fact, Lando was positive that the last time he had seen Luke was during that last party Leia had thrown, over a month ago if not longer, but what would bring a Jedi out here? There weren't any 'sith' uprisings that he'd heard of. He couldn't have come here carrying out a favor to the princess… or Han… What was he doing here?
'Well, well, what do we have here?!' Lando asked himself, that very second, Mara appeared right next to his booth. He stood, greeted her with a hug and they sat across from each other. They were laughing and deep in conversation, as if in their own little world. When Talon Karrde came and joined them, they both did a little jump. Like they honestly hadn't seen him coming, but Lando knew better than that. Must have been a part of the act they were putting on.
Luke must be helping Karrde and Mara… wouldn't be the first time. They talked for a few minutes, then Karrde stood to leave the establishment all together. When her boss got up, Mara sent a scorching glare Lando's way. He hadn't been openly staring; he'd been using the mirror wall behind the bar. But even without direct contact, he'd seen his life flash before his eyes, as he was caught in her glower. When she broke the stare, freeing him of the fearsome trance she cast; he realized something…
Even if he thought Luke was not the right man for the job, that didn't necessarily mean that Mara thought the same way. And since she'd never tell him the truth in a million years, he'd have to find out the truth on his own. So he waited for Talon Karrde to come close enough, and stopping him. "Karrde, it's good to see you." Lando greeted enthusiastically.
"Calrissian, you're looking well, as ever." Karrde said as he noticed a few females walking by waving to the scoundrel standing before him.
"Business well, I hope." Lando continued.
"Business is business," Karrde shrugged.
"I was wondering, could I ask you a small favor?"
"No favor for you, has ever been small, Calrissian." The man said calmly.
"Really it's just a little thing, I'm doing business with someone, who might be swindling me." Lando improvised without breaking a sweat.
"You doing business with a not-so-reliable source, how hard to comprehend." Talon said cool as glass.
"I was hoping you could have your people bug their rooms. Just to make sure their being honest, do you think you could help me out?" Lando asked sincerely.
"Well, of all things you've asked for in the past, this is the smallest, I'll admit." Karrde seemed to consider.
"Please, I'll owe big time, even more than I do now."
"All right Calrissian, take your problems to this room," Karrde said, handing Lando an access code. "I'll call ahead and let my people know you're coming. If this venture makes us look bad, or gets any of my people endanger, I'm holding you responsible."
"And I'll take that responsibility gladly. I'm probably just being overly cautious, but I appreciate your help." Lando said shaking Karrde's hand.
"Goodnight, Calrissian." Karrde said politely, before leaving altogether.
Twenty Minutes Later…
The deed was done, so Lando ran back to the bar area he'd been in earlier. In answer to his prayers, Luke and Mara were still there; making chit-chat, and sipping drinks. Mara was about to blind him with another glare, but Lando was smart enough to look away this time. He wasn't about to let that happen again. A few moments later, when he was brave enough, he glanced back. By then, Skywalker was gone, but Jade was turned to face him completely. Making him her unquestioned target and giving him an unsettling gaze of warning. One he was sure she must have used on victims in her assassin days. The next thing he knew, the red-headed vision in purple was gone too. He looked all around him, but it was true. Again, Lando had pursued Mara Jade, or attempted to. And again! He sat here, all alone, because she'd evaded him, somehow... ALL-OVER-AGAIN!"
Never in all his life had Lando had this problem with a woman before. He'd had trouble getting some of them to leave him alone. Oh, that feeling he knew well! He'd even had experience with girls wanting too much of him! He could write a book on that awareness! Never in his life had a woman gave him such a run around! Not ever!
For a whole second, Lando wondered if it was a hopeless attempt. That Jade really wasn't interested him, or a relationship with him… But only for a whole second, did he consider that before realizing that was just crazy talk! Of course, she was interested, who wouldn't be? It's just that no one's ever made her feel the way he did, yeah, that had to be it!
She must be merely keeping him in suspense, so when the moment was finally right. That everything would be perfect, that must be it! In the mean time, which of the impressive 'business offers,' he'd been handed, would he partake? Hmm, that was a difficult decision, without a doubt. As Lando thought through his selection, he noticed the young and attractive little vixen sitting cross-legged up at the bar, winking at him. He decided to try a new alternative instead. By morning he would know for sure, if there were something going on between the jedi and the ex-emperor's hand.
Meanwhile… In The Hotel's Turbolift, Going Up…
Mara stared out the huge windows on the sides of the turbolift, because she couldn't bare to look at Luke right now. Not when there was a surveillance lens, capturing their every breath. Not with him looking so handsome, speaking the way he was! It wasn't even necessarily what he was saying, it was how he said it, the way his mouth moved…no, she just couldn't look at him! So, she made herself stare out the window, glancing at his reflection in the glass, when she dared.
He was no help what so ever! He was openly staring at her, like she was the bright center of his entire existence. Dreamy little smile lingering on his lips and making his eyes sparkle. Every time she glanced back, he was somehow getting closer. Could he attempt to help her here? Hadn't he seen the recorder in the wall as plainly as she had? What was he playing at?!
Mara took a deep calming breath and did her best to maintain. Luke did have his back to the lens. There was no way it could record the way he was looking at her. The wall at the back of this lift was lackluster wood paneling. It wasn't like that could even pick up the sun's reflection. No, he was in the clear, and what was he doing … he was just making things exceedingly difficult for her! How was she supposed to concentrate on keeping their confidential love lives a secret? Especially with him so close now, after being apart for so long. Too long!
She could smell his intoxicating scent; how would she ever make it through this simple lift ride? Stupid annoying shiny, tiny glass piece! She couldn't possibly face him, without facing it too. She was pretty sure they were recording their conversation as well. So, she played it cool, while Luke tried to keep the conversation up. "I think everything will go very smoothly tomorrow, I may not even have to step in."
"Yes, everything should go well." Mara agreed with a smile, her back still to the jedi.
'I realize we're probably being watched, but could you at least look at me?' Luke asked her, through the force. She visibly shook her head 'no,' and her gaze never strayed from the window.
Worried now, Luke came a step closer to her side and asked silently, 'Have I done something wrong, something to upset you? Because if I have… please just tell me.'
'Luke, I'm afraid if I even look at you right now, I'll spoil everything.' Mara finally said through the force.
'What makes you think that?' He asked innocently.
'I haven't seen you for two months straight, Skywalker. I haven't even been able to hear your voice till a minute ago. We've only been able to communicate through the holonet, in typed literation. If I even look at you right now I'm afraid that I'll blow everything.' She said, trying to ignore how vibrant his smile became at her words. Then she added, 'Now let's quit the force-conversation and talk out loud, it looks really suspicious if two old friends aren't catching up.'
'What shall I say, this isn't exactly easy for me either.' Luke asked, smile still in his voice. 'Having you so close and not being able to greet you as I wish…'
'It's torture,' Mara agreed, crossing her arms tightly in front of her chest.
"I've really missed you, Jade." Luke said aloud, so Mara did finally look at him. She was impressed to notice that his smile was warm, and friendly. That is as long as she didn't look at his eyes; which let her know the truth. She gave him a quick smile and said out loud, "I've missed you too, Skywalker, though I don't know why."
"Yes, you do; you secretly enjoy having me around." Luke said, hamming things up a bit… naturally.
"No, that can't be it," Mara said, pulling a comical face.
"I think it is, I also think that you enjoy being the person I always call when I need help." He said goofy smile taking over his face, as they got caught up in their game. It was too easy for them to do this!
"Well it does make a girl feel needed, though I wish you didn't call so often!" Mara play-scolded.
"Hey, give me some credit, I was good for two whole months-"
"Showing it can be done, give the man a trophy!" Mara applauded, practically giggling when Luke made a face at her.
"The reason you're seeing me now is because we have a mission to work on. That I'm doing as a favor to you!" He reminded, that was their story they were sticking to it.
"Well after all of the times I had to drop everything; and fly force knows where to save your sorry butt. I see it as small drop in the bucket, farmboy." Mara smiled, teasingly. Even though she wasn't trying to be flirty with him, not really. He was having trouble not grabbing her up in his arms and kissing the breath from her. He took a deep breath, but all that seemed to do was make matters worse! When he could smell her also!
"You're never going to let that go are you?" He asked calmly, too calmly, which made Mara feel better. Knowing he was just as affected as she was.
She winked at him and promised, "Not anytime soon."
"Well I guess that's good," He continued, "It gives you something to do, since you won't seriously train to be a jedi."
"Oh, here we go, and you tell me I need to let go! I knew, it would only be a matter of time, before you brought up that!" Mara said one hand resting on her hip.
The lift doors squealed a warning that they'd reached the floor they desired. So both turned their heads and the doors flew open. Luke gentlemanly and somehow playfully at the same time, gestured towards the open doors and said, "Lady's first!"
"Right, go ahead," Mara giggled out, before slipping out the doors slickly in front of him. He followed, making a face and laughing falsely calling, "Very Funny!"
They each continued to tease and pick at one another all the way down the hall. Then as they reached their rooms, they hugged; a friendly behavior… hopefully it was unnoticeable that they lingered a little or that neither wanted to let go of the other. Mara warned through the force, 'Be careful and check your room for bugs, I found one in my room earlier.'
'Got it, see you inside,' Luke answered, before wishing her 'goodnight,' out loud and each went to their own rooms. Which were side by side, on the same side of the hall. As soon as Mara closed her door she did one final glance about the room to see if it was bugged or if anymore hidden cameras had been placed there. Surprisingly enough she found two, and disabled them. Who in the stars was bugging her room? But before she could really think about it, there was a knock on the wall between her and Luke's rooms.
Mara dashed to the wall, and hidden under a cleaver decorative cloth, that looked like a work of art of some kind. Underneath it was a door, a door adjoining her room to Luke's. The moment she opened her door, he was there and wanted to greet her properly. But she put a finger to his lips and scoped his room too.
"I already checked, I found two recorders, but I disabled them." Luke assured putting his arms around her waist and kissing her shoulder from behind. "So the coast is clear." He promised warmly.
"My room was bugged too, who would go to such lengths? And who gained the access?" Mara asked no body in particular.
"My best guess would be reporters, they were relentless when I arrived. I didn't think I'd ever lose them. A few press droids could have slipped by the security guards. Wouldn't be the first time." Luke said with a wary grin.
"I don't think so, because these are the same microchip-recorders our organization uses. No press droid would be carrying something this high-tech. Not for another decade or so. Someone was very curious about you and me." Mara said, darkly.
"Could be these new beings we're dealing with." Luke suggested, trying to be helpful.
"Yeah, I guess it could be; but again, I doubt that. They don't seem to have the skill or resources to pull something like this off." Mara said, furrowing her brow.
"You don't think it was Karrde, do you?"
"No, he respects my privacy and yours, there's no way he did this. It had to be somebody else in connection with our organization." That was the moment, all of the evidence, fell into place for the fiery-headed trader. "I know exactly who did it." Mara said pulling the tiny spy-devices apart in her fingers angrily. Destroying it beyond recognition.
"Who?" Luke asked curiously.
"Calrissian!" Mara gritted out between clinched teeth.
"Lando? Why would he have our rooms bugged?" Luke asked, glancing back at Mara. When his eyes met her deadly serious glare, he gulped uncomfortably, though didn't look away.
"Have you forgotten the strange and unhealthy interest Lando has had in me, ever since we ended our last business endeavor?" Mara asked.
"How could I forget, he's come close to blowing our secret, as well as some of your missions because of it. He's hot for you, though I can't blame him one bit." Luke smiled, trying to make Mara relax a little.
"How aggravating can one man be?" Mara asked Luke miserably and a little anger entering her tone. "How many times do I have to tell the man, that I'm not interested, for him to get a CLUE?!"
"Well, I'm afraid that's Lando, he's always been relentless when it comes to women. He continued to flirt with Leia, even after she was married to Han. She used to get so uncomfortable and angry." Luke smiled at the memory, "I'll admit, he didn't pursue Leia nearly as insistently as he's chasing after you. You're acting the exact same way she did."
"How did she finally get him to lay off?"
"I think he finally stopped when Leia became a mother."
"So if I want him off my back, I need to have a baby?" Mara asked flatly.
"Well, that worked for my sister, but I'm sure there are other alternatives." Luke smiled, trying to make Mara see the amusement in this conversation.
"What if I took off one of his legs, would that send a strong enough message?" She asked comically, and Luke chuckled.
"No, knowing Lando he would see it as a 'come on,' saying you didn't want him to escape." Luke smiled as Mara finally laughed and asked him, "I'm ruining our time together with my ranting, aren't I?"
"No you're not, you're sharing your frustrations with me. That's good, I want you to share everything that you want with me." Luke smiled encouragingly.
"The whole reason, we arranged this little meeting was so we could talk about our upcoming anniversary. Our one-year-mark, and where we want to go to celebrate it." Mara said, smoothing her hands along Luke chest, straightening his tunic in place.
"And because I just couldn't wait that long to see you again." Luke added.
"That definitely makes two of us." Mara agreed, with a smile, as Luke pulled her into a tight hug. Not letting go, and not able to stand it a second more, Luke twisted his head till his searching lips found hers. Both were lost in the kiss, for immeasurable moments of bliss. Never breaking the contact, Luke lifted Mara in his arms and she wrapped impossibly tighter around him. He carried her till they unexpectedly fell across her bed, ending their kisses, as both of them burst out laughing. Before Mara took a hold of Luke's collar and tugged him back down to her. Obviously not through with him yet, and she began to kiss him again.
When they finally parted, to catch their breaths, neither could stop smiling. "I missed you so much." Mara whispered.
"As I, you." He whispered back.
"So where should we go for our year mark? Do you have any ideas?" Mara asked curiously.
"A few, but nothing really seems right, do you have any places in mind?"
"Not really, this is all still new to me." Mara reminded, "I can't remember ever looking at a map and asking myself where's a quiet place in the middle of nowhere? Or where's a place that's appropriate for an anniversary trip?"
"It is an odd sensation," Luke agreed, "But we're supposed to be planning this trip together and quickly. For we're only going to be together, a couple of days here. Then you have a mission, in the outer rim territories; and I'm heading back to Yavin IV… So we really need to focus."
"Yes, you're right, let's just think." Mara said slipping out from under Luke. She sat up and put a little distance between herself and the jedi. One glance in his direction, their eyes met and there was a heat in the very air around them. Before either could stop it, or know what was happening… Luke was kissing her. REALLY kissing her, she was kissing him back, and they were once again sprawled out across the bed.
"Now Mara…." Luke tried, but she wasn't giving up so easily. "Mara," Luke chuckled out. "We need to at least try here." Luke asked between ragged breathes of air.
"Do we really have to pick tonight?" Mara asked, persuasively.
"We should… I mean it'll be short notice as it is… but… oh screw it! We'll pick tomorrow!" Luke said, before giving up entirely and doing what he wanted to do with his secret girlfriend. Make up for lost time.
The Next Morning…
Lando Calrissian was whistling a happy little tune as he sauntered down to Karrde's people. He was a bit surprised when the smirking team passed along, that Karrde was personally holding the information he was looking for; that he was waiting for him down in the restaurant where the deal had been made. So Lando happily sauntered down to the eatery where Karrde was sitting and waiting for him. Since Mara was his second-in-command, and Karrde took care of his people… This looked very promising. "Good morning Karrde."
"Calrissian, have a seat." Karrde smiled, not giving anything away.
"I take it you're team was successful?" Lando smiled.
"You could have mention to my people that they were bugging one of their own." Karrde said, still expressionless mask perfectly in place.
"Hey, I thought they were aware of that." Lando said a little defensively, "Don't they all know where each other's rooms are?"
"Not exactly, you know how private Mara is. What were you doing spying on her, invading her privacy that way?" Karrde thundered very seriously, Lando started to speak, but Karrde added, "You'd better have a damn good reason Calrissian?"
"Because I've taken an interest in Mara… a special interest in her." Lando tried to elucidate, while Karrde had a hard time keeping his eyes from rolling.
"And this is how you pursue all of the girls you're really interested in? And not pretending?" The smuggler's organization founder asked, crossing his arms, and shaking his head in disbelief.
"Of course not, I've never had a girl give me as much trouble, as Jade has. So I'm beginning to run out of ideas here! I was hoping that I could learn more about her and more importantly, I wanted to see if there was anything going on between her and Luke. Last night I really got that vibe, when they were together, didn't you?" Lando asked.
"Of course you would, they're good friends, they're working together on a mission at the moment. They're supposed to seem close, and thankfully they are on good terms at the moment. Not that that's any of your business." Karrde said, speaking up for his second-in-command, as well as the Jedi master. Not voicing his hidden agreement with Solo's beliefs, that would only make Calrissian's conduct worse!
"Give credit where it's due, you can't tell me that you haven't noticed." Lando said unconvinced, and as if Karrde hadn't just told him, there was nothing going on.
"Was I just talking to a wall, or did your ears stop working? Mara and Luke are friends, and even if there was something going on, it wouldn't be any of our business." Karrde said, sifting through some canisters in front of him. Important looking once Lando knew where used for clent transactions, one plainly had his name printed on it. Though while his brain registered that, Talon asked the definitive question. "Did it ever occur to you that maybe Mara's giving you 'so much trouble,' because she's simply not interested in you?"
"Of course it has!"
"Than why do you continue to pursue her so determinedly… and annoyingly."
"All men have a different approaches in their overall criteria, me, I have many. This just happens to be the best way I can approach her. Simple as that."
"Proving once more, she's fifteen steps ahead of you, because she's too smart for your games. I suggest you move on and cut your loses now."
"So you're going to refuse to give me the information your team discovered, aren't you?" Lando asked, not pleased at all.
"Oh no, that's yours to cherish, but you'll never be pulling a fast one; like that, again. Not with me and my crew; we've got bigger problems to worry about. Much bigger, than you're little half hearted attempts to snare, one of my most valuable people. We'll not let you use our resources, just to satisfy your ego!" Talon wanted to make clear, shaking the formal looking canister at Lando threateningly.
"Alright, ALRIGHT, now will you let me have it?" Lando asked, unflappable as ever.
"I'd like to let you have it, but instead I'll just give you what you wish and hope you'll leave them alone from now on." Karrde said, as Lando took the small cylinder, and twisted it's lid open. He dumped out its contents on the table's top, in confusion. The caped man asked, "What the hell is this?"
"There was no sound or image even recorded, both were disabled before there was even a chance for their doors to shut completely and activate the sensors. That debris is all that's left of the four recorders and mics that had been placed in Luke and Mara's rooms. Not to mention a bill for the cost of our destroyed hardware."
"How did Luke notice the bug, he's not as trained and paranoid as Jade." Lando asked as if that's all he'd walked away from this experience wondering.
"Give the man some credit, he must deal with this sort of thing, as often as we do." Talon said, in the jedi's defense.
"Still, I can't see him destroying these like this." Lando pointed out.
"Maybe he didn't have to, Mara came into my office bright and early this morning with these in her hand. She said she'd found two in her room and Luke had found two as well, she demanded an explanation." Talon started.
"What did you tell her?" Lando asked with an interested smile, hoping he hadn't squealed.
"Before I could even begin explaining; she cut me off saying- 'And don't even try to cover for Calrissian, I know this was his doing.' She said you'd been eavesdropping on her yesterday."
"I wasn't eavesdropping, She just happened to catch me the second I looked at her." Lando said defensively.
"You forget I was there too, and I noticed you openly watching us with that mirror wall. Don't play innocent!"
"I'm not playing innocent, I'm serious. All of you are blowing this way out of proportion-"
"I don't have time to sit here arguing with you. I have a very busy morning ahead of me. That doesn't consist of mooning over someone I can't have."
"Hey Now-"
"I have to be going, good day Calrissian. My advice to you is stay out of our way, believe it or not there's a lot wrong with our galaxy. Unlike you, we're trying to help it along, a little."
With that, the leader of the smugglers organization was on his way out of the bright sunny breakfast area. Leaving Lando to his own thoughts, and this new low he was residing in. He'd hoped for much better news than this he was just handed. Instead he was no more knowledgeable than he had been the night before. Not to mention Karrde was a very reliable source, that would now be enormously reluctant; to help in any of his endeavors. Still, the most annoying part in all of this was that he still had no idea where Mara stood! Whether or not she was involved with someone, or Luke, and where he stood.
It was all so laborious, trying to get anything out of this girl! Though he was a gambling man, he wasn't giving up, he was up to the task of chasing her if he need to. Mara was more than worth the effort, and when he did get to her, finally. This fight and struggle would only make it that much sweeter.
The same young women he'd spent his evening with came into sight. 'She looks even more radiant, and inviting in the sunshine,' he thought. So Lando decided that if Mara was going to be difficult he had a bit of time to spare. Might as well not waste it!
Later on that Night…
Luke sat up at the bar, talking to a few important looking beings. Tonight Lando was seated at a booth, off in the distance from him. He usually would never go this far, but this was different. This was absolutely plaguing him, until he got to the bottom of this. After seeing them together the night before, Lando had to resort to spying! He wasn't wearing a hat and trench coat, but he was glancing obviously over his menu. He kept glancing to see when Mara would arrive.
To his surprise when he glanced up one time, Mara had finally appeared. But not up at the bar like he'd been anticipating, instead she was seated directly in front of him, blocking his view of the bar. Caught, Lando nearly jumped out his skin, as Mara said, "Calrissian, what are you doing?"
"I'm ordering dinner for myself, what does it look like, Jade?" Lando answered smoothly without a hitch; then added. "Care to join me?"
She didn't look at all impressed, as she bit out, "If that's true, than why do my clients feel threatened?"
"I don't know, why do you think they feel threatened?" Lando asked trying to flirt and seem innocent all in the same breath.
Mara continued, "They're complaining that they feel like you're trying to spy on them, like you were sent by their enemy clan. Skywalker had to explain to them that you're an old friend, to both of us, that we haven't seen in ages. I added 'we had asked you to help us keep watch,' and I think they believed us."
"Than what's the problem?"
"That's what I came to find out, what is the problem?" Mara asked in a perturbed tone.
"What? It's like you told them, I haven't seen either of you in a while. So I was curious about how you've been? Is that so terrible?"
"I'm telling you this, right now! Stay where you are, mind your own business and quit making things so difficult for us, or else!"
"How am I making thing diff-"
"Butt out!" Mara gritted out between clenched teeth, before she got up to return to where Luke was still carrying on with their latest endeavor. Lando watched her leave and appreciated the view, just as he had the night before. Only this time, when he looked away from her appealing backside, he locked eyes for a millisecond with Skywalker. In that moment, the jedi did not look at all pleased. Then he slipped his indifferent mask back into place and sent an apologetic smile his way. He even shrugged a little, as if to say, 'She is the ex-emperor's hand.'
Not wanting to add any more reasons for Jade to kill him, to her over exaggerated tally, Lando ordered himself dinner. As he ate he only glance once or twice toward the bar, and met up once again with a few more 'former-colleagues,' all female of course, and all of them undeniably beautiful, by anyone's outlook. Though once more, no matter how beautiful the girl Lando was speaking to seemed to be. It depressed him that none of them came near the beauty that Mara possessed. Her beauty wasn't only skin deep, it was inside as well as out; once you got past the death threats.
Once all of Lando's conquest had left him alone, he was surprised the Jedi Master himself, came to join him. Lando greeted his friend and asked him to please have a seat. Then he asked, "What brings you out this far?"
"Well, Mara's had to drop everything; and come help me, so many times over the years. I always promise to return the favor; someday, though she never takes me up on it. Till now, she asked me to assist, so here I am." Luke smiled, "I haven't seen you in a long time, old friend; how have you been?"
"Business as usual, Luke, I just made a great deal, myself." Lando said, unable to let a chance to boast pass him by. "Everything couldn't be better, and on top of that I got another invitation for a party back on Coruscant, from your sister."
"Leia's calling us all in, for another party?" Luke asked looking a little panicked.
"Yes, it seems she is, thought I do believe this is an actual party we're celebrating for a legitimate cause this time. Have you gotten yours yet?"
"No, thought I haven't gotten a chance to check my inbox, for quite some time, now that you mention it." Luke said thoughtfully.
"That's pretty strange, you'd best check when you reach your room tonight. You don't want Leia worrying." Lando advised.
"No, definitely not, thanks for the tip."
"I'm surprised you haven't seen it already." Lando barely managed to get out before Luke was scooting over and Mara was slipping in next to him.
"Surprised he hasn't seen what already?" Mara asked curiously. "You ought to know by now, Calrissian; he's always the last to know."
"Not always," Luke complained.
"Another invite from the princess, for a new party on Coruscant. A get-together that seems to be based on an actual celebration instead of a 'someone-date-my-brother, please-he's-single' theme." Lando teased.
"Yes," Luke blushed, rolling his eyes to the sky. "I honestly have no idea what she was thinking."
"I don't think any of us did, kid." Lando assured.
"I think Leia, really does, just want you to be as happy as she is. She just has a really backwards approach, sometimes." Mara said in defense of her friend.
"Did you get an invite, Jade?" Lando asked, before adding, "If not, you could accompany me."
"As appealing as that sounds, that won't be necessary. I'm going to be in the area, on business, at that time. I promised the princess, that I would try my best, to make an appearance. Though I wasn't sure that I would be able to; I have to be leaving again the night of the party, on an important operation."
"Come on, you're really that busy? You can't stall long enough, to have a few drinks, with old friends?" Lando asked, in his most persuading voice.
"Yes, I can't promise anything, except that I will try."
"Please do," Luke spoke up, in a quiet, yet compelling tone. "It just wouldn't be any fun, without you, there."
"I was at the last one, and you jumped off the balcony; before I could even greet you." She scolded, while Lando tried unsuccessfully to hold in his laughter.
"That's true Luke, I was there too."
"I told you I was sorry, what more do you want?" The jedi whined.
"I accepted your apology, and I've moved past it-"
"Even though you still like bringing it up." Luke muttered and Mara shot him a glower that quickly had him backtracking. "I'm sorry, go on with what you were saying."
"It's getting late, and I have a lot to do in the morning." Mara said still glaring at Luke; to Lando's utter delight.
"Yes, and so do I, are you saying goodnight?" The jedi master asked, innocently.
"I think I'd better, before I shoot one of you." Mara said with more than a little warning in her tone. Wanting to push his luck even more, Lando spoke up and asked, "What if I were to disarm you, what would you do than?"
Mara shook her head clearly frustrated, then said, scarcely maintaining her cool. "I'm never disarmed Calrissian… don't you forget that."
Then she was mobile, walking at her usual fast pace, out of the room. The sight of the back of her, was almost better than the front; in Lando's opinion! So unable to help himself; he scrutinized the vision of her, till the Jedi cleared his throat. "Come on now Luke, even you can't deny that she's a masterpiece in motion."
"I admit, she's beautiful," the jedi said in a brushed off manner. As if they were talking over this planet's weather patterns, rather than a girl that they could possibly be competing for. "However," he continued; "I also respect her far too much to ogle her the way you do."
"Hey," The former pirate said, hands raised palms forward, in surrender. "I respect Mara, she isn't like any other woman I've ever met."
"I know old buddy," he said; his words having a bit a of a bite to them. He pinched the bridge of his nose, with his eyes closed like he was cautioning himself. Lando couldn't remember ever seeing the man so worked up.
Testing the waters a little more thoroughly, the debonair businessman continued. "Is it so terrible really for a man to compliment someone?"
"No," the short man said, back to his customary calm. "I know that's what you mean though to Mara you're coming on way too strong. Quit hitting on her so much, or she'll never be able to take you seriously." He advised.
"Is that what you did?" Lando couldn't help but ask.
"Excuse me?" Luke asked mystified.
"I'm asking you is that what you advise from personal experience?" He verified, smoothing his mustache thoughtfully. It was the moment of truth, his old betting instincts tickled, with the thrill of it.
"Be serious La-"
"Luke, I'm being a hundred percent serious! Look, I can't fathom a reason why, though lately when I'm around you and Jade; you seem a lot closer than before." Lando nearly accused.
"She just threatened you and I in the same breath!" He pointed out with a laugh, how silly this must have been sounding.
"I know, she was glaring at me too, though she softened up on you. I guess I'm not explaining it properly. I've just notice; you guys seem a lot sturdier, than I ever recall you being." Lando tried to make clear and trying not to sound too accusing.
"Well, I think we are… closer, I guess. Though Mara could feel completely different, you know how unpredictable she can be." He sniggered, uncomfortably.
"Boy do I, to be honest I'm never certain what she's thinking. I think of all of us you come closest on your guesses." Lando said smoothly, poking around as much as he could. He didn't get the jedi master alone and talking very often.
"Well, I've probably known and trusted her longer than everyone else in our gang. Which, I believe, is why we seem a lot tighter lately. We've really been through a great deal of things, together; as friends, these last few years. I can honestly say, I don't think I could have come through, if it weren't for Mara and her unyielding friendship, as well as her support. I personally, do feel closer to her, though that doesn't mean that she takes me seriously as you've suspected. She still hasn't completed her jedi training."
"So you're not dating, or together that way?" Lando asked, outright, unable to help himself.
Luke blinked a couple of times, before laughing out loud. Unable to help himself, Lando joined the jedi's mirth. After wiping the tears from his eyes, Luke smiled, "Trust me old friend, she wasn't kidding about that always armed bit. If I tried anything, I think she really would kill me."
"Good to know," Lando barely got out, still recovering from the hilarity of their whole conversation. "I still can't believe you've never tried to put the moves on Jade. You must have had hundreds of opportunities, all these times you've been alone together. How could you not try?"
"Again, I respect her too much, and look how badly all my other relationships have gone."
"Yeah, you really do have a messy past with women, don't you?" Lando laughed, while Luke shrugged. "You know that's why the princess is so uptight, about you, right?"
"Yes, I realize her heart's in the right place. It's just Leia's usual tendency to carry things, a little overboard." He smiled that same Skywalker pride-filled smile that came from talking about his family. It eased Lando a little to see that the twins, were still on good terms, from what he could tell. "I really wish I could spend more time catching up with you, old pal. I just have to get some sleep before tomorrow, I have to finish this and head back to the academy."
"I understand, I have to be heading out tomorrow afternoon, myself. I'm glad I got to talk to you a little bit."
"Me too." Luke said shaking hands with the former pirate.
"I guess the next time I see you; will probably be Leia's party."
"Probably, take care of yourself Lando."
"You too Luke, don't work yourself too hard." The dark-skinned scoundrel waved, as the jedi headed off to his room. Before he though too much more about what he was doing, Calrissian read over the filmsy receipt, Karrde had given him. He investigated it carefully, and it listed two suite numbers. It didn't distinguish which room was his or hers. Though Lando was unwavering enough to try both, and once again attempt, to lure Mara Jade; into a night of his company, a night of shared experience, by choice, rather than theater or employment.
This time he was certain that he would not fail, she couldn't turn him down this time. Not with Skywalker's platonic affiliation; or at least he was too scared to enter into anything deeper. While Lando, on the other hand, honestly, couldn't think of anything more appealing. The first door he knocked on, was automatically answered, by Skywalker. "What's up?" The jedi asked looking confused.
"Nothing Luke, wrong door-"
"Were you looking for Mara, cause she's not in." He said looking a little more perplexed.
"Why not, where is she?" Lando demanded.
"Beats me, I guess she got tied up with work. Her presence isn't in that room, I had to slide a few datadisks she needed under her door. Or maybe she met up with someone, you never know with her."
"No, you certainly don't," Lando breathed, baffled. She'd done it again, he'd set out to woo her, and she'd totally evaded him. How does she keep managing to do this, he wondered.
"Is everything alright, Lando?" Luke asked patting him on the shoulder. He must have been trying, to get the man's attention, for quite some time.
"Yeah, everything's fine Luke, get some rest." He finally managed.
"I think you better get some too, old friend." Luke advised, and even walked him to the turbolift in alarm. When he was securely on his lift, the doors closed and he was alone again. As he was raced to his indicated floor, his thoughts raced on too. Where could she have gone, could she be with someone else. Someone he didn't know, or hadn't anticipated. Lando burned with curiosity and jealousy, who could this guy be? It had to be a guy, she'd specifically said that she was heading off to bed!
The lift screeched to a stop and his floor appeared outside the double doors. He stepped off and had every intention of getting to the bottom of this. That is until he saw one of his beautiful former conquests seated outside his door. A female twe'lek, who looked distressed, and seemed to only be wearing a thin robe. Lando decided his fretting could wait for another evening. He'd get to the bottom of things with Mara later, for now, he would just have to be helpful.
Meanwhile… On Coruscant…
Han came up behind his wife and kissed the side of her tense neck. "The kids are all in bed, your highness. I think they have the right idea, don't you?"
"Yes, I was just checking to see how many people have already replied to our Commencement Day Invitations. Everyone is pretty much on board; even Mara took the time to write me a nice response. The only honored guest that hasn't said anything, is my brother." Leia said sadly, rubbing her eyes.
"Well, given his past party experiences; can you really blame the guy?" Han asked, shrugging.
"This is different Han, this isn't a silly former imperial holiday. This is in tribute to the destruction of the first Death Star! A major feat that my brother overcame, personally! Does he really think that I would really do anything to take away from the celebration of that day?"
"I think, the kid, knows not to underestimate you, sweetheart. Like me, I'm sure you're worrying over nothing. Knowing Luke…" he shrugged, "He's probably too wrapped up in whatever he's doing right now, and just hasn't checked his inbox. You know how caught up he gets."
"Yes, he is famous for that," Leia smirked, appreciating her husband's solid attempt to ease her troubled mind. Even if it was a fruitless venture.
Han even began to rub his wife's shoulders and plead with her. "Relax, Luke said you're forgiven, so you're forgiven. Simple as that."
Before Leia could think of a good way to counter Han's comment, her response list got one answer longer and Leia gasped as she recognized it's sender. She anxiously touched her finger to the appropriate buttons to bring up his message. Which was a visual recording that had only been documented moments before.
Luke's face came up on the screen and he said, "Hey Guys, I'm sorry I didn't reply sooner, you know how over-involved I get. I just wanted to assure you, I will be there for this party, though I can't promise I'll stay the entire festival. The academy does need it's master, and I'll be knighting several new jedi that same week. Nevertheless, I will be there, and Leia can stop worrying. I fully intend on attending these festivities alone, if that changes at all, I will let you know. My sole request for this party is to my sister, and that plea is to not worry so much about me. I'm perfectly content with my life at the moment and I'm imploring with you for that to be enough. Please no more 'makeshift-mixers,' no more seating arrangements involving women I don't know; or attempts to match me up. As long as this request is heard, we'll all get along just fine. As for Jania's little boxing match, I think it's so sweet she stood up for me, and what I do. I sent her, as well her brothers messages, they can watch tomorrow. Thank you for sharing that with me, I love you guys and I'll see you soon! Skywalker out."
Leia sat with her back stiff, even as Han hugged her shoulders from behind. "I told you everything would be fine," Solo smiled, "now don't you feel better?"
"Yes, much better!" She said happily, wrapping her arms around her husband and planting a lingering kiss on his lips. "Now I can sleep well, he's happy, he's with someone, and it's not Callista Ming!"
"All good things, though I'm surprised you told him about Jania's first fight in school."
"I know, I would have much rather told him in person. Though the party is a ways away, and I'm afraid I'll forget to mention it the next time we see him. Not to mention, I think he needs to know that's how much she loves him."
"You did right, sweetheart, I'm just surprised is all," Han shrugged; before turning to Threepio and telling him, "Turn everything to sleep cycle, goldenrod. We're hitting the hay."
"Oh yes, right away, Master Solo. Goodnight to you both."
Inside Luke's Suite…
Luke set his datapad to sleep-cycle, and rubbed his tired eyes. As Mara came walking out of Luke's refresher, her hair was still dripping wet. She was brushing it out, as she asked, "Who was that, at the door?"
"It was just Lando, looking for you," Luke said nonchalantly, while Mara made a sickened sound. The jedi master smiled, "He is persistent about you isn't he?"
"I told you he's moved beyond nuisance now! No matter how much I protest, no matter how many times I say I'm not interested. It's never enough for him!" She complained, before taking a deep breath and saying, "Thank the force we decided to stay in your room tonight."
"Indeed," Luke sighed with a small yet entertained smile.
"What is that grin about?" She asked as she ran her brush through a particularly tough patch of tangles.
"Oh nothing," his smirk turned innocent, "not a thing."
"Spill it farmboy, secrets don't become on you." Mara insisted.
"I was just thinking of the getaway we've planned, for our year mark. It should be fool proof, then a thought struck me, sitting across from Lando tonight. I think he would literally kill anyone for a chance to take my place on our retreat. He must have really seen something he liked, while you two were faking more personal circumstances."
"Something I can not return," Mara said without hesitation. "How in the stars did you convince him that our situation is mere friendship?"
"I didn't have to do much at all, for he already had a written story in his mind. I merely repeated after him and ill-advised a few things, that I know he won't uphold."
"Like what exactly?" Mara asked, just as Luke appeared behind her and stole the brush from her hand. He began to brush out the knots in a less-hostile way, not tearing out nearly as much red-gold strands. He went on to say, "I merely implied he needed to stop hitting on you so heavily and back off a little. Though he asked me was this advice from personal experience. I told him it couldn't be, since you could never take me seriously."
"I take you seriously," she complained.
"Yes, I know that; but I get the notion, that our friend, doesn't think I'm capable of handling you. At least not as well as he thinks he can."
"How dare him, putting himself above you. Anywhere above you, and thinking he can handle me!" Mara said irritably.
"I don't mind, really I don't." Luke attempted to smooth over, Mara's perturbed manner.
"Well, I do," she said meeting Luke's eyes. So he would know that she wasn't backing down.
Luke returned the brush to where it belonged, and took a seat on the end of the bed, right behind Mara. Who immediately swiveled to face him, and he took hold of one of her hands. He silently began to study the way his and Mara's hands fit together; while he explained, more in depth, "I guess… a better way of putting it would be that, I don't let him bother me. I don't consider any part of our relationship, 'handling' one another. I love every part of you, and everything seems so much better, and easier, just having you with me. The day Lando Calrissian has something meaningful with a person like that, I bet he won't be so condescending."
"I doubt it," Mara said before ending Luke's scrutinizing caresses. "Farmboy, is something troubling that sandy head of yours?"
"No, what makes you think I'm troubled?"
"Well, you've sounded sort of gloomy off and on this whole jaunt. It hasn't been too obvious, I don't think anyone else would even notice, I'm just telling you that I have. Like the way you said something a moment ago. The way you said, 'you wouldn't let Lando bother you,' sounded like something disturbed you long before you bumped into him."
Luke kissed the hand, which he gripped in both of his. "You caught that, huh? I was hoping that you wouldn't."
"Well I did, now don't keep me anticipating… what happened, and who do I have to execute?"
"It's nothing that serious, I don't know why talking to him, brought me down. I shouldn't have a complaint in the world, right now. I presume, it's the combined force of him and thinking about going to another of my sister's parties." He said so woefully, that Mara couldn't stop the chuckle that escaped her lips. Even as she covered her mouth with her free hand.
Luke continued, "I mean, I don't normally look forward to them anyway. Since this last embarrassment though, I'm overly-anxious."
"I would be too, though I get the feeling that you're trying very hard to sidestep the issue." She said wisely, and Luke dipped his head in admission of defeat. "Come on, Farmboy, don't make me fight it out of you."
"Do you really want to know?"
"Please," which was a word Mara Jade wasn't famous for saying. So not denying her anything, Luke took a deep breath.
"The last time I saw Han and Leia, my sister told me she'd seen someone we all thought we'd never see again. I feel juvenile letting it bother me, like it has, because it shouldn't. I just can't help it, even if I am over her, entirely."
"Who did Leia see?" Mara asked staring Luke straight in the wanting nothing more than a forthright response.
"Callista," Luke said easily, while Mara gave him a shocked expression. Luke nodded while Mara breathed, "I'll be damned."
"Leia was out at a ration supply, picking up dinner for her family. While there, she said Calli approached her, no remorse, not at all reluctant, or feeling guilty about anything she did. She seemed happy, on an upside; I never thought we'd hear from her again. Though it is nice to have some closure."
"Did she even care to ask about you, at all?" Mara asked, sounding upset, as if it was her heart that had been stomped on, not her secret boyfriend's.
"Yes, she did ask, about me, or more where was I. Asked if I was I settled down, and Leia didn't let her know too much, on the topic."
"Good for her!" Mara said, approving of Leia's tactics.
"I can't fathom why it's hung with me, and troubled me like it has. I can't even emphasize how it's made me feel, for I can't understand it myself. I've absolutely put anything and everything we had behind us. I've moved on with you, and I've never been happier."
"Never?"
"Not till now, not till I was with you."
"Even though being with me is a total hassle, and has to be secret?" She asked, looking down at the ground. Luke kissed her forehead and assured, "Being with you, and loving you has never been a 'hassle,' for me. Honestly, it was more of a challenge renouncing those feelings. Even when they were new, and I didn't understand them yet."
Mara pulled his face down, so she could kiss him deeply, when they parted, she sighed. "I'm so sorry Luke."
"For what?"
"Everything, I'm sorry she ever hurt you. Sorry that she made you feel insignificant, inferior, or hurt! Even if it was for a short period, because you don't deserve it, not for a second."
Luke smiled, "I'm glad that you feel that way, though please, don't feel sorry for me."
"How could she treat you so terribly? I can't grasp how she could be so cruel!"
"It wasn't meant to be, that's it, plain and simple. I don't miss her at all, and I haven't really thought about her in the longest time. I can sincerely say, I am perfectly content with whatever you're willing to share with me." Luke insisted pulling Mara into his lap, and pulling her close. The beautiful trader shook her head in disagreement with everything the jedi was saying.
"I know that it's difficult for you, Luke, and you're the type that shouts from rooftops. You have no idea how much I appreciate everything that you do-" she said before Luke cut her off with another kiss.
"Nothing about this is a chore, or a struggle, Mara. What we have between us," he paused and sighed before continuing. "It's effortless, it's miraculous and a thrill for me. Every moment we have, even if it's just a short written message. It can seem problematic sometimes, though nothing I can't handle, and it's worth it on those occasions when I get to see you in person."
"I just can't help feeling bad about it, even though-"
"Don't. Believe me, I couldn't be better off." He assured, "It's so easy to brush off everything Lando said. For some reason it's just not as easy disregard Calli."
"You loved her Luke, and when you love someone you give them your whole heart. Callista was never that serious in either of her lives." Mara said with infallible confidence. "Naturally it will be harder to forgive and forget her jabs. I'd like to give her a few scars, that'll be hard to forget!"
"No need, I feel much better, getting it off my chest." Luke said, with a genuine smile this time. "You know just what to say to cheer me up."
"Tell me something Jedi, and please forget our standing status. Honestly, if you were to run into the 'body snatcher,' personally, how would you react? What would you say?"
"Hmm," he hummed thoughtfully; "I can't be certain… I guess I would try to be nice."
"Typically," Mara said with a roll of her eyes.
"Though I don't see myself, really going out of my way, to be nice."
"Just mediocre niceness then," Mara asked him to clarify, and he nodded. Earning a disgusted sound at the back of his secret girlfriend's throat.
"Well, I couldn't be outright mean to her, that would be stooping to her level. No, I'd rather be the bigger person; and take the high road."
"I know you would, I guess that's part of your charm. Though she better bump into you, before she bumps into me." Mara warned her hand patting her wrist-holster.
"Now, Mara-"
"No, you take the high road, and be the bigger person. I'll take my road, thank you very much. Then we'll see how sorry she can be." Mara said with real venom bubbling behind her words.
Luke shook his head, and asked, "Why is it? The three most important women in my life are so over protective of me?"
"There's three women, I hope I'm on this list."
"You're at the top," Luke assured, "And before you get too jealous, my list only consists of you, my sister and my niece."
"Okay, you had better have me at the top, after all we've been through. I even understand Leia, but you're telling me, that child is now getting overly shielding of you too?"
"Mmm hmm, she got in a fight in school, over me. Leia mentioned it in her letter to me, dated a few days ago. She was supposedly defending me and my cause."
"Reestablishing Jedi, what snot nosed kid would look down on that?"
"Kids will be kids," Luke shrugged
"Or jerks will grow up jerks." Mara altered.
"The point is, the three of you, need not worry. I'm a grown man; I'm a jedi master for crying out loud. I think it's sweet, but I can take care of myself." Luke claimed, while Mara laughed off his comment and got up off his lap. "What is funny?"
"It's funny that you're serious! We worry BECAUSE you are a jedi master, that isn't a harmless lifestyle! You're in danger more often than not, and who do you call when these hazards get critical?"
"Still-"
"No, I agree that you are a grown man, yes. There's nothing lacking there, from what I've seen."
"And you've seen plenty," Luke smiled, while he helped his girlfriend turn their bed down. She was surprised he'd said that, though not so surprised when he blushed.
"Yes, I have," Mara winked back patting the bed suggestively, as she climbed on it. Luke's blush all the while getting worse, Mara continued, "I also know better than anyone, you have a very big heart. Which makes you impossible not to love or like, literally! Though your big heart makes you, very likely, to take on too much, which you do, ninety-eight percent of the time."
"I still say; you're all worrying, too much, over nothing." He said, joining her in the middle of his large bed.
"We all love you, so deal with it! Well I can't really speak for them, so I'll just say it for me…" She said though she did pause for a heartbeat or two. "I love you, and I want you to be safe. I want you to be around for a while, and I want… more time."
"So do I Jade," Luke said cuddling her close and kissing her deeply. When they parted, moments later, Luke rested his head on Mara's whispering these words. "I love you too, and I have no intentions of going away, anytime soon. I'm in this just as much as you are; and I've truly, never been so comfortable, so content with anyone, before you. When we part ways tomorrow morning; I will be counting the days, hours, minutes, till I can be here again. With you, and I don't care where it is, if anyone knows or it's totally confidential. All I care about is that it happens, and that it transpires in the way that is easiest for you."
"You're way better to me than I deserve," she whispered back, before kissing him. Lingering, and drawing it out as long as she could, knowing her time was running out. She sighed, "this is the part I hate."
"Kissing?"
"No, that portion I don't mind; it's the letting go, saying goodbye, that I can't stand." Mara whispered.
"Neither can I, let's not think about it, till the time is here. For now, let's just enjoy the time we possess, does that sound alright with you?"
"Well what did you have in mind?" Mara asked with a smile, that lit up her entire face.
Luke raised his arm and the air, and flipped all the lights out, using the force. "Master Skywalker, doesn't that qualify as 'unnecessary use of the force?'" She asked playfully, seeing the gleam of his smile even in their darker setting.
"Not at all Jade, I think you'll agree it was quite necessary, in a moment." Luke said suggestively, while Mara giggled, "I always did like the way you think."
Well that's all for now, hope it was worth the wait for everyone! Now it's up to you, did you Like it, Love it, Hate it, Tolerate it? Let me know, you guys are what keep me going! More is coming soon, and I hope that you're all still enjoying this tale! Speical thanks to my girls Figilove, and Dragonsflame for putting up with me and telling me piece by piece of this tale, didn't suck. Hugges of sheer apreciation to my girl, Mara look-a-like for being my beta! One more BIG thank you to all of you who read, even if you didn't review, Much Love to you all!
-SailorLeia
