Hope you all enjoy reading this chapter...please let me know what you think...song - I grieve by Peter Gabriel
Another week went by, everybody seems to be coming to terms with that the fact they are never going to see her again, they started moving on, because even though they miss her and wish she was back they have to get on with their life's, except Rachel who cant seem to move on.
Rachel finally turned off the light, ready to let her brain shut down, to stop thinking of the one girl she hated, the one girl who terrorised her, who made her cry every night and still is making her cry. Wondering why this is effecting her so much, why it feels like her hearts been shattered into a million pieces and why she feels empty inside. She is grieving for a girl she though she hated, its so hard for her to move on and she don't understand why. She's so depressed about her death that she doesn't even want to sing any more something in her was missing, she didn't even fight Tina to sing the lead at the remembrance assembly. Rachel buried her head in her pillow as she cried her self to sleep like she has been doing for the past three weeks. Morning seemed to come quickly, she dragged her self out if bed, her eyes still puffy from all the crying and her pillow stained with tears. She did her usual getting ready for school routine then left for school. Rachel pulled up at the school and sighed, trying to hold her self together she felt like she could burst into tears again any minute, she stayed in her car for the next five minutes then decided to get out of her car, where she was greeted by a familiar voice.
"Hey Rachel"
"Hey Finn" Rachel gave him a week smile
"Are you ok? you look-"
"Like shit..I know...I haven't been sleeping well"
"Anything I can do...
*Yes bring back Quinn Fabray* Rachel thought, Finn continued
...I mean im a good listener if you have something on your mind"
"No... its ok Finn ...its just my over-active brain" she gave him another weak smile. He wouldn't have believed her if she told him its been Quinn keeping her awake at night, why would he, he saw the way Quinn treated her the way they hated each other. They both went silent and made there way to their lockers and grabbed what they needed and headed to there first class which they had together. The day dragged it felt like every minute was an hour, but finally the bell
rang and she quickly jumped out of her seat and headed home without saying goodbye to nobody, she just needed to get out.
