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Chapter 2: Love is Not Always at First Sight

"Um…who's this?" I asked seriously confused. I quickly looked back at the screen on my phone, Peter. I signed and rolled my eyes. He acts just like Emmett sometimes, it was crazy, and my heart ached at the thought off not seeing my little brother again. I quickly shake the thought away.

"Your worst nightmare" he said like the damn Yoda he was. I rolled my eyes again.

'I know it's you Peter" I said. It was silent for a second.

"Oh?"

I snickered

"Caller ID" I stated

"Oh…I knew that" he said.

"I'm sure you did Peter" I said, snickering.

He was silent and I was sure that he was pouting.

"What's up with you man?" he asked.

I was sorry that I haven't talk to him in a while. Alice never liked neither him nor Charlotte and they felt the same way about her, because Alice demanded it, I stopped calling, like I would usually and I never visit and I regretted ever listening to her. I owe them both an apology. Whenever Carlisle saw them, which was not often he would make comments about how nice it was to fit in with the humans and how good it feels drinking from animals. How good it is to have a little humanity left. I don't know if he knows how obvious he was being, but Peter and Char always ignore him. I didn't realize how much I miss the people who loved me for me. The Cullens mold me into someone they wanted they didn't know the real Jasper, but that was over know.

"I've been better" I said

"Oh really?" he didn't sound surprised and that was not anything new.

Peter's power was a weird one, we didn't of it as a power, it was like a six sense or something like that. He knows stuff, always getting a feeling when something is wrong or maybe even right. That could be the reason I'm on the phone now, not that I mind.

"Yea" I said. There was silence on the other end and I knew he wanted me to elaborate, but I stayed quiet, not really wanting to tell him the story right now over the phone. He must have realized that I didn't want to talk about it.

"Man when are you going to come visit, Char misses you and I miss my brother" he said. I smiled.

"I am coming to visit; I'm on the road right this moment. I'll be there by the end of the month, because I really wanted to see some sites." I told him. I could practically feel his excitement rolling off him from the phone.

"Really dude? Char's going to be ecstatic" he replied. "Why do I have a nagging feeling that you're crazy wife isn't coming?" he asked.

"Ex-wife" I correct immediately

"Really" he squealed. I bit my bottom lip to keep from laughing at him. I swear he sounded just like a girl. He backtracked a little.

"You alright?"

"I'm fine" I said and that was the end of that part of the conversation.

We continued to talk about anything and everything. He told me some news about Maria. It was hard to understand because he was laughing so much, he didn't believe it, neither did I but he said that all the Nomads around were talking about it, so we made plans to visit when I got there.

As soon as we both hang up, I made a move to put the phone on the passenger seat but then it rang again. I sign. I glanced at the screen before answering.

"Hello Emmett" I said into the phone

"Hey Jazz" he answered, sounding a little off.

"What's wrong man?" I asked, truly concerned for my brother.

"It's Rosalie" he said. I hummed telling him to go on.

"We go in to a fight, and I guess I just started seeing her real colors, I was so blinded by love that I didn't care how she acted towards the people I love." He continued. They fought all the time, but they would always make up in the morning. We all knew she was conceded and only cared for her well being, but Emmett loved her, you could always see it in his eyes whenever he looks at her.

"What happened" I asked softly.

"I had called Bella on the house phone to ask how she was doing and Rosalie came running in the room asking why I was talking to her, I told Rosalie that Bella was my sister and that I had a right to talk to her and she blew up grabbing the phone from my hand and crushing it, then she started accusing me of cheating on her with Bella. I tried telling her that Bella was only my sister and one of my best friends but she wouldn't listen, she told me to leave her alone, so I left to go hunting for a hour, waiting till I knew she was calm." His voice was getting more distant by the word seeming to be remembering what happened only moments ago. Was it already that long since I left?

"When I came back I when to our room, she was sitting at her vanity brushing her hair, I stood behind her and put my hands on her shoulder, but she shook it off. I stared at her from her mirror and asked her if she would like to go to Seattle with me on a date. You know what she said" I shook my head, for a moment forgetting that he couldn't see. He continued.

"She said no, I asked her why and she looked at me with her cold eyes and told me that she would rather spend her time shopping with Alice that going somewhere with me. I'm sure that she saw my eyes and she didn't even look guilty. She just didn't care." He signed "I don't want to be here anymore Jasper, but I can't imagine my life without her" he said painfully.

"Emmett all you have to do is listen to your gut for once, do what its telling you, just to let you know your to good for Rosalie, Emmett you have a big heart and she just isn't you match, if she let you go without a fight, forget her and move on with your life, you do have plenty of time to get over her." I said, really telling the truth.

"Thanks Jasper" he said.

"Anytime"


Blue eyes just smile to the world
Full of dreams and with fascination
Too soon she saw that her hands were chained and pulled without any freedom
It's always the same, they fear no way out
I cannot break it
I can take it no more

It's burning me up inside
Lost all my tears, can't cry
No reason, no meaning
Just hatred
No matter how hard I try
You fear the beast inside
It's growing, it's waiting
Just to hurt you

This heart was hurt by the light and
I see your world that tries to deny us
Now everything that I love has died or has been shattered to pieces
It's always the same, they fear no way out
I cannot break it
I can take it no more

It's burning me up inside
Lost all my tears, can't cry
No reason, no meaning
Just hatred
No matter how hard I try
You fear the beast inside
It's growing, it's waiting
Just to hurt you

Just to hurt you
Just to hurt you

Can't you see their eyes, what lies inside
They've given up, they no longer shine
Too soon they close with one last cry
Before they turn to light

Just to hurt you

It's burning me up inside
Lost all my tears, can't cry
No reason, no meaning
Just hatred
No matter how hard I try
You fear the beast inside
It's growing, it's waiting
Just to hurt you

Just to hurt you

Blue Eyes - Within Temptation