Note: I do not have any rights to these characters Mrs. Harris does. I also am a Team Eric/Sookie, but man there is no way I could pass up Alcide and his animal magnetism. I am sorry but with my Eric gone …I would have to play with the big bad wolf.

Chapter 2

Alcide: my mind is saying no but my animal instincts are forcing me to ravage her , make love to her, and mark my territory….so that is what I am going to do…..

EPOV

I hate having feelings I do not understand, and I feel as if I have lost a week of my life. Loss is not a feeling I am used to, I am going to find out what happened while I was with Sookie if it kills me …said the dead man…laughing. My child is worried about me because since I have returned to myself, all I want to do is feed and fuck Sookie out of my thoughts. I am not being very successful…..as we speak a blonde is down on her knees submitting to her "master", and my thoughts continue to return to sookie. I know how I am memories or not and I would want to make her mine. I smelled myself all over her, in her, and in that farm house before I left. She has had my blood, I am a part of her and I also know she was hurt and angry that I did not remember our time together.

Wow this vermin is pretty entertaining, she is doing her best to please my cock, and I am amused. Wonder how it would fell or felt having sookie perform fullatio. My mind wonders and my cock grows more excited, hell I grow more excited, and nervous…what the hell and that is when I see Sookie looking at me with lust and anticipation….is this a memory…? And that is when I see the reflection in her eyes and it is not me it is that damn wolf…I throw the blonde off of me and she is terrified..I glamour her and send her running….then I am in a fit of rage…I begin tearing everything and anything within my reach. Pam runs in the room ready to attack she must think I am being attacked or killing someone….but all she sees is me destroying my office. I yell at her "she is fucking that damn wolf" and I think to myself how the hell can I feel this, I do not want to feel this….or see it she must be in close distance to me for me to feel her….why is she in Shreveport…. that fucking wolf has an apartment down on the River walk. I should go there and rip his head off and drain him dry. Now I am losing my head…calm down Eric if you kill that filthy mutt then she will hate you forever, I just have to have him taken care of without her placing blame on me ..Wait even better two birds one stone, Bill will do it and then I am rid of them both, I am brilliant.

SPOV

I have never felt more naked and exposed in all my life, I know he is excited hell I can see he is excited those drawstring pants leave little to the imagination….did I say little….nothing about this man is little. I lick my lips and give him the come and take me signal, he is in deep thought...should I, shouldn't I…what the hell and he is moving towards me like he is going to attack or ravage me…I am excited and nervous I have never been with a man….well dead ones but never a hot blooded regular guy much less a were. When his lips touch mine my anticipation grows remember I am naked below him and his hands are on me moving up my thighs to my breasts, and he beings to trail kisses down my neck and then is giving the twins (my boobs) the attention they deserve. I should have done this in Jackson, how our lives would have been different. Wow….I start feeling rage and want to destroy something….block it out….block it out….I must be picking up thoughts from a neighbor or something…because I know these are not Alcides feelings and they sure as hell are not mine….shields now…god this man is going to show me such pleasure…shields up…..pants down….o' my god this man is gorgeous!

He starts kissing up my legs, and lingers at my thigh looking at me with his bedroom eyes, is he asking permission..what a gentleman ….and I say to him "taste me" where the hell did that come from? I am in bliss I knew he was a good kisser but wow he is even better at oral sex….all I see is colors, blue, green, yellow, white…stars….my god and every other deities that exist he is making me come…..I scream his name and wrap my legs around him bucking my hips…for the love of god and all that is holy…he sure does know how to get a woman ready for him.