Awake…Conscious…
Alive…
I open my eyes, no illusions…
I see normality for once…
Aware…Knowing…
I talk, no sound …
What is this existence?...
I gaze at my surroundings…only one word…
Reality…
My old lifestyle…my old existence…
My boring life…
Strangely smiling, strangely talking, strangely normal…
All the more excruciating…
This is not "me"…
Suffocating…Trapped in this box without realizing…
Who put me here?...
Who?...
Something rattles inside…
It feels…weird, and yet…sad…
Such fools to believe a savior exists…
Desolate faces of the defeated…Give up, all of you who fight on…
You'll just be defeated anyway…You'll just lose…
Just go with the flow…its easier…
All you can do is live until you die or are killed…
Killed…your blood splattered everywhere in a hellish nightmare…
I face the scythe of death…
I won't go down so easily…My heart and body won't allow it…
Escape…live…destroy…avenge…
A contract of hellfire, signed by blood letters…a soul for power; that is the trade…
I'll do anything, to gain vengeance on everything…
…"Wake up"…
My true self awakens once more…and at first, I'm blinded.
Suffering fills my being as I see my comrades…sources of my suffering…
I feel contempt…you who have abandoned me…
You who have shown how inferior you are…
You are useless without me…truly useless…
Fine, I will return, use you to my will, and make sure that you do it right…
I have no room for traitors, but those who can fight will be sufficient…
You mean nothing to me…
Just pawns for me to throw away.
You too, my dear ace. Oh, you are one of the only people that I never thought would betray me…
But even you, devoted as you are to the cause, still can't help but be weak.
Women, much like idiots, don't belong on the battlefield…
But you are certainly worthy enough to fight…So go on, fight by my side once more…
A false sibling…why are you here?
Where is she? What have they done to her?
I'm aware of your deceit…I'll play along, you fool…
I'll give you a future indeed…headed down the road of carnage to death…
You don't belong by my side…but to pull the curtain on my enemies, I'll bear it…
Until I get her back…
And my immortal, my witch…what fault have you?
You are fortunate that I cannot consider you a traitor…You're just too precious to be…
Do a proper job, all of you…
I feel it again, the same rattling from before…
But something…is off…
…"Welcome back, Suzaku."…
You, my most trusted friend…
No, now truly my enemy to fear…et tu, Suzaku?
You're my Brutus now, a blade to my back at all times…
Does it sicken you, knowing that I've return?
I don't expect you to believe that I've truly abandoned my former self.
But I won't reap the seeds of revenge yet…
Let them sit, let them grow…
We smile to mask our hatred…We laugh to mask the contempt…
We are friends, now in name only…
You, a traitor amongst traitors, and I, the sinner among sinners…
A thump…the cage rattles…
…"Brother, is that you?"…
Sugar-sweet and loving is your voice, my reason…you're alive…
Damn the circumstances to which brings me such great fortune and misery…
I want to speak to you again, longer, but I can only give so much a lie to spare you the truth…
I love you…is all I can say…
But I not only love you…I need you to live…
You've travelled so far away once again…so I'll chase you down again…
Run, run, as fast as I can…
I come to you…you look so radiant…like how you should be…
My heart clenches…the cage rattles again…
Come to me…let me hold your hand again…
Everything I've done so far has been for you…
Yet you deny my struggle…seeking to pursue the past…
But you ask me to join…
How can you deny me, and invite me to that which I'm fighting?
Don't make it harder for me to swallow my sins…
But our time is brief…I try to take you back from my enemy…
You, however, call to that which has betrayed me…and he comes to your side…
I see you two, just how I imagined it should be…but it is bittersweet…
As I fall, I call your name…please answer…don't leave me again…
I'm…afraid…as I lose my consciousness…
I'm falling into darkness…
A deeper darkness…
And…I'm afraid…
I awaken to reality again…
It hurts knowing that you are with them…Can't you see that they're using you?
I see you again, speaking for my enemy, trudging up the past by recreating what has passed…
You are friendly to all…I'm surprised that not everyone has already fallen for your demeanor…
Always with sweet words…
Those words, which I have loved so much, now destroy my being as the dark hero…
My only existence left is threatened…
I want to get away…there is no place for me to belong…not even by your side…
Even as I run, there is nowhere that I can hide…
Your light is extinguishing my own…
I'm still falling…and I end up in eternal night…
The wretched and corrupted…why is it that you're always there for me?
Is it…because I deserve to be within your shadow?
Why is it that I feel so much at ease when there is chaos around me?
Your poison is my elixir…it sickens me and frees me from my torment…
Let me sink…because as I fall, I feel more and more comfort…
…"Get a hold of yourself, Lelouch!"…
I stop so close to the end…
A cold hard slap awakens me back to the reality…
My traitorous ace and false brother…my lesser of two evils…
Let me be in this prisoner's cage called suffering…
I see a light, a prism glistening in the twilight…
My acquaintances…you stay behind, waiting for…me?
A happiness that I've forgotten about…
Yet, I feel relieved…my cage trembles softly…
My mission…my purpose now renewed…
Let me make my grandest schemes…I'm not finished yet…
That's right…
Because I am a hero…
I'll defy the world and purge the evil of its existence…
Everyone deserves to be happy… to be free…
To live…
…"It is within the heart."…
The heart is said to be the strongest organ of the body…
It decides morals, dictates emotions, and produces heroes…
Much like my annoying thorn, whose loyalty never wavered…
He served only that which he knew was worthy…
Sworn not to country, but to a single person…one whom I owe my life to…
He will make a great addition to my plans…
And yet at times, it can turn against the owner…
A lesson of which a dear friend has shown me…with her life…
However she wanted so much to give me hers, mine was too small to offer to anyone…
She understood my struggle…but at a price…
Why must you interfere, cruel fate? Let this one live…don't let her die for my sake…
I can't handle being the reason, not after I had caused her so much grief…
Please live, be happy with someone else, just don't die now…
A life extinguished…sorrow…
Sadness…as my false sibling comes to inform me…'twas his hand who brought this girl to death…
His smirk told me everything…he's as twisted as I am…
But I lie again…give him the satisfaction…
I'll personally make him into a bloody offering to place upon her grave…make him pay for his actions…
But the real enemy now…a wretched society of fake gods who gaze down on humanity…
Their power, my own, shall bring judgment to their souls…innocent or not…none shall be left alive…
And in doing so, bring me closer to my most hated enemy…that man…
Destroy everything, I commanded…
I'll pluck each flower from the roots to place upon the fire…watch as their lives shrivel and burn.
The cage inside is silent…the beast is not responding…
Is it asleep?
Or is it…
End of part 3
Sorry for the wait everyone. I'm beginning to plan another creation for the Code Geass section of the site, and I think that it will be my last one. I don't want to tire you all with everything that I've uploaded, nor exhaust the potential until an update to the series is in order. I saw the manga books of the series and boy is it different. I may just purchase them one of these days. In any case, there is going to be one final chapter to this and then I'll be continuing my other stories. So please bear with me until the end. Thanks again for reading my stories, and don't hesitate to ask questions.
