Nobody loves me like you
I try to move on, but sometimes it seems impossible. I try to keep working every day doing what I know and love to do, but at the end of the day I go back to an empty house, empty because you're not there to greet me with love as you usually do. I try to be strong and create our daughter, but she needs your love and you're not here for that.
I always thought if one of us had to die on duty, would be me, not you. And if I could choose I would choose to go in his place because I do not know if I have the strength to endure it. I try not to suffer the most from his absence, but the pain grows each day.
I regret all the times that I have not given the attention you deserve and I'm sorry about that. I'm sorry for all the nights that I had a murder to solve and I'm sorry for all our dinners canceled because I had some case. I regret all the times that I have not given the attention you deserve and I'm sorry about that. I'm sorry for all the nights that I had a murder to solve and I'm sorry for all our dinners canceled because I had some case.
When I came to Los Angeles years ago, I knew my life would change somehow and moved that I found you again. You were always my best friend and long the only one I trusted and one who respected me. Your patience and your love surrounded me doing my fears disappear and gradually I learned that with you would be different.
You loved me and cared for me when I most needed you were there, sleeping on my couch when I was too frightened to be alone and you were there holding my hand when Kitty was gone. You brought Joel to our life and made me realize that I could do it again because you always support me.
You showed me that I could love and be a good mother. You gave me Sophie, the best thing that ever happened to me. And when I look at her, for our daughter, I can see you in her eyes.
I promise I'll never let she forget, because I could never forget you. You were the love of my life and I don't know how my life is now but one thing I'm sure. I could never love anyone like I loved Fritz Howard.
