I'm AT WAR
Hey guys, so sorry for a long wait… I had a bit of writer's block with the Bella x Emmett pairing. Even though I screwed my face up at the idea, I came across this awesome Bella x Seth imprinting story, and I became kinda became obsessed with the coupling. I'M SORRY!!
So, to keep myself motivated with this story and SAME POSITION, I've thrown Seth into this story.
Your feedback would be so great! Thanks for reading so far.
DESCLAIMER: I don't own Twilight and the Saga. All of it's SM.
Happy Reading.
Chapter 3: Sunshine
Bella's P.O.V
Emmett pulled me close, pulled me to his perfect, rock hard body; he let me feel it, run my hands all over it. God it felt so good, so right… I moaned into his mouth at the thought.
He released a growl into my mouth as his hands gently yet firmly ran down my arms, resting on my waist as his thumbs began rubbing me. The sensation caused a new fire to sore through me and more moans escaped me only to be muffled by his mouth. His mouth, only the most perfect thing that God created; his lips were soft and plump and seem to fit with mine nicely, they moved in faultless synchronisation.
His tongue however is a completely (and extremely happy) story. I'd been dying to explore his mouth and his tongue seemed to want to stop that, only wanting to wrestle for dominance, wanted that delicious contact from my own. I moaned again, managing to move closer as my hands finally found the hem of his shirt. I lifted it slightly, groaning happily at the contact of his granite skin; so soft yet tight from his flawless 8-pack.
I continued my journey, exploring his body and his sweet tasting mouth.
I suddenly felt myself being pushed up a tree, Emmett holding me close still before he removed his lips from mine and began kissing my jaw, moving down painfully slow. I loved it and he knew just by the moans that were slipping from my mouth and the grinding I was doing. "God Emmett… you feel so good!" I moaned as I arched my back and tugged on his short hair as his mouth began sucking at my clad covered breast.
"You feel so soft Bella… so delicate and beautiful…" His voice was slightly muffled but I could hear the lust and his breathlessness. It made my panties drip… so hot.
I tugged at his hair again before gasping in pleasure when I felt his soft lips on my breast, then the flick of his tongue; fuck, I was on fire.
"Emmett… Em!" I moaned as he ripped my bra off completely.
He growled at it which caused me to look at him in confusion. I only smirked though when I caught sight of him watching my right breast bouncing slightly. I don't think he saw me watching as he looked at intently, the bludge in his pants twitching.
"FUCK!" He hissed. "Bella… I need you now!" he said desperately as he captured my lips in a heated kiss. I wrapped my arms around his neck, trying to pull him closer again, never wanting this moment to end. I'd wanted this for so long, far too long. I've wanted him to do this to me, to make this usually dull feeling explode and ignite it. It made me feel high what he was doing to me, my own personal drug; so sweet and delicious, so addictive and everlasting. The things he was doing to me with his lips… I really had burned and died and gone to heaven; sweet, blissful heaven.
I pulled away from his lips, turning us so that he was now pushed up against the tree (which shook and groaned in protest) before placing kisses on his cheek, jaw then neck. The moans that escaped his lips was like music to my ears; I felt the desirable burn heighten in me, like throwing fuel to a fire. I was pleasing him, I made him do that.
I sighed happily against his neck before kissing a particular spot that caused my name to slip from his lips. I couldn't help the small preditorial growl that slipped from me before I sucked his soft skin into my mouth then nibbling it slightly.
I felt him slacken against me. "Bella… my beautiful Bella…" he hummed as he placed his hands on my waist, pulling me to him. I released his skin suddenly as my belly felt the hardness of his erection pressed against it. "Don't stop baby…" he whispered as he kissed my neck.
Like I said before, it was not in my nature to deny my love anything. I quickly resumed my previous position, only sucking harder causing him to halt any kissing on my neck to moan into it.
I began grinding into him as I broke his skin before sealing it back up with my venom. I had marked him mine; this bite would never leave him.
"Mine…" I whispered into the love bite before kissing it.
"I need you babe." He spoke firmly but I picked up on the desperation and the lust. I could and would never refuse him anything.
I ripped his shirt off quickly with the excitement and my own lust filling me; I needed to see his torso, his perfectly chiselled chest. The sight of it made the heat pool further between my legs and I could help to rub my legs together to lessen the friction. Emmett saw this and a smirk now highlighted his gorgeous features; cheeky boy.
I smiled innocently as my hands glided over his body lightly faltering his smirk only slightly. Resting my hands on the top of his jeans, I looked up at him through my eye lashes as sweetly as possible.
He squinted at me accusingly. "Bella…" he sounded breathless and it caused my fingers to twitch. All I wanted to do was rip his jeans off a place his cock in my mouth. "Don't tease… me…"
I stood on my tippy-toes and reached for his lips. I kissed him with as much passion I could muster for this man; I knew I would never be able to tell him that I was in love with him, that I'm crazy for him. I would never be able to voice my feelings for him; I knew all I could do was show him, tell him only through unspoken words and prayer to the Lord that he knew what I was expressing.
I felt his hand curl into my hair, holding my head in place as he deepened the tender kiss. I ripped the button on top of his jeans off before trying to unzip him, the only thing stopping me from doing this was the one thing that wanted to be freed. His huge cock bulged his pants out, straining the fabric as it tightened around his thick pelvis muscles and tight ass.
I huffed in annoyance against my love's mouth, but instantly regretted that I had breathed in his mouth so forcefully because he pulled away.
"Sorry." He mumbled sounding ashamed as he adjusted himself before pulling the zipper down.
I smiled at him reassuringly as I could; I did not want him to feel ashamed "It's fine Em."
Once he was done and had straightened up, his eyes still portrayed slight embarrassment and his soft lips now held a sheepish smile.
I kissed him gently, more slowly yet still trying to express my love for him. I felt his hands feel for the waist band of my own jeans and take them off.
"You're so beautiful Bella…" He whispered when he ended the heart melting kiss then he took in my body.
"Thank you." I smiled embarrassed as I stood completely naked in front of him.
We kissed again before he lifted me up and pulling me close so that his dick brushed against my pussy. The sensation caused me to whimper against him, begging for him to enter me. The fire in me once again grew and I knew that my juices were now a flood.
"So wet baby…" he spoke breathlessly as he turned, forcing me against the tree then held me with one hand while let the other caress my hips.
I couldn't stop the moan that seemed to bounce off the trees as soon as his finger brushed against my folds.
"Fuck, Bells… So wet." He said lustfully as his finger swept against my clit.
"Em! Please!" I begged. I was not going to take his teasing; I couldn't. I was so near the edge as it was, and I've wanted this for so long; the proof was dripping down my thighs and the fire was so ablaze.
He obeyed immediately, shoving his fingers within me, sending me on my way to heaven. I moaned happily as he repeated the action, maintaining a quick, steady pace as I began moving my hips, grinding into his powerful fingers.
"You're so tight my Bella!" His licentious voice and his choice of wording sent my over the edge.
"Oh Emm… Emmett. Ooooh!" I rode out the waves of desire, feeling completely wonderful that he had claimed me his. I was his. I felt pride, acceptance and happiness fill my every bone; I wanted to cry tears of joy that I had finally gotten Emmett McCarty to notice me, to have a physical attraction to me, to NEED me, to make love to me. Mine!
His heavy breathing caught my attention as he slid out of me, his fingers glistering for my new orgasm. He gave me a dimpled grin as he still held me tenderly with his other hand; I so bad wanted to tell him I loved him, that he was the one, the love of my existence.
I watched as he lifted his hand, sniffing his fingers. "You smell so delicious!" He then stuck one of his juicy fingers into his mouth, his head lulling after his eyes rolled back in a pleasurable action. "And you taste divine!"
"Holy shit!" I moaned as I felt myself grow wet and heat up all over again.
I quickly sprang on him, causing us to fall to the ground. His eyes snapped open, his face filling with surprise and the fingers he hadn't licked yet slipped from his mouth, smearing the juices on his cheek. I straddled his hard stomach with a seductive smirk on my face as I reached for his hand.
"May I try?" I purred as I moved his hand to my face.
I saw him visibly gulp and eyes widened before I felt a slight tap to my back. I love making him hard! My mind screamed happily as he nodded his head eagerly. I licked my lips, refusing to look away from his black eyes that were focused on my mouth. I opened it with a smile before moving his finger closer into my mouth.
He had already stopped breathing when I made my request, now he had gasped and his eyes bugged out before he released a groan.
I closed my lips around his finger then twisted my tongue around it as he began taking short breaths, never taking my eyes off his face. His face looked tortured, but in a good way; I couldn't help but smile against his finger before sucking on it hard.
"Oh my God Bella! You're going to be the death of me!" He moaned as he tried pushing my hips back to his member.
I shook my head, removing his hold and repositioning myself over his. "Not yet baby." I whispered as I took another finger into my face, repeating my previous actions.
"Bella, baby… oh…" he grunted as I twisted my tongue around his finger. "I'm… going to… cum if… you don't… st- holy shit!" he began squirming beneath as I took in the third and final finger.
I quickly removed his fingers from his mouth, turned my body and placed my mouth over his cock, sucking it hard just as his cum began to spill out. I heard him moan as my tongue massaged his erected penis, swallowing as I did.
Once there was no more juice, I licked the rest of him off before placing a kiss to his tip, satisfied that I hadn't missed any cum. I licked my lips as my eyes fell on his, a grin spreading on my face. I now had apart of him in me; God that sounded cheesy, even for me but it was true. Emmett's semen was now resting in my stomach, making me feel full and complete, happy and divine.
I looked at my love's face, finally resting on his eyes as his shiny dimples displayed themselves. He pulled me up to him as I sighed happily, kissing me with hunger.
"I love you Em." I whispered heavily against his lips as my eyes watched his closed ones.
I felt his body stiffen beneath me and I knew that it was over. I blew it… I blew any chances I had with this man, the man who cradled my dead heart.
His eyes snapped open and his jaw tightened before I felt his large hands wrap around my wrists, pushing me off him gently. The gesture seized my breathing as venom flooded my eyes, I felt my whole body go limp and my heart drop.
"Bella… I –" He began to speak but I held my hand up, stopping him. I didn't want to hear his rejection too, his actions already spoke louder then anything he could voice and that had broken me into shattered pieces.
"Don't worry Emmett." I whispered, trying to sound calm but even I could tell that it was dull and broken. I heaved up an unnecessary breath, hoping that would rid the never-shedding tears from my eyes. I stood up only to stumble slightly because my legs felt like jelly. This realisation that he was on spine, that I needed him so much to support myself, to control my movement and to assist that way I feel, caused my chest to produce a dry sob.
"Bella please… please listen." I didn't realise that he was now on his feet too, trying to pull me towards him.
"Emmett don't. She's right… I… I… need to… move… need to move on." That was the hardest thing that I've ever said in my life and my body felt it too. It felt like the air had been kicked out of me as more venom filled my eyes, sobs escaping me as I looked to the grass.
"Bella… I love Alice. She's my life, my everything. I'm so sorry." He whispered as he picked my his shredded shirt.
"Please Emmett… please!" I was so scared, so defeated and in so much pain. I dropped to my knees, begging him. "Don't say anymore!" I wasn't going to beg him to give me a chance, beg for his affection and attention. His statement had made that clear to me that he had chosen. "Just spare me and don't say anymore." I whispered as another sob filled the air.
I think he nodded, I'm not sure because I couldn't look him in the eye. I didn't want to see his sympathy and I knew that it was there, in his beautiful eyes, his honest, gentle eyes.
I held onto a sob that threatened to escape my mouth. I already felt so pathetic, so disgusting and low; I didn't want him to see that in my eyes too. I turned my body away from, my head lowering to the grass; he got the hint. The small swoosh of air sent a weak current to my bare back, he was gone. So I let that huge sob I'd been holding go before I fell to the ground completely.
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Seth's P.O.V
EWW! I couldn't help the growl that slipped from my mouth at the disgusting scent. A Bloodsucker had trespassed onto our land! FUCK!
LEAH!! LEAH! I shouted in my head impatiently. God, where was this woman when you needed her? Stupid sister! LEAH!
Nothing. Bitch must've phased. Great I'm on my own. I bent my head again, daring myself to move closer to the sickening smell. I whined to myself, annoyed that I had to smell the scent again.
Hmm… a day or two old. I thought as I straightened up, listening for any noise.
That's when I heard it, it sounded like a wail of pain. I followed the noise, moving faster as I tried to stay on my side of the boundary, the disgusting scent filing my nose.
"Don't say anymore!" The voice, female, sounded broken and sad. I don't know why I kept going, there was definitely more then one vampire and if they had any fighting skills I wouldn't stand a chance.
I tried to breath through my mouth as I moved closer desperate to escape the horrible smell of their scent, trying to be as quiet as possible. The pull towards the emotion in her dead voice was calling me. I needed to make her sound better, feel better.
I've lost my fucking mind! I scolded myself as moved closer, slowing to a walk as I tried to avoid any twigs that might alert them I was near.
"Just spare me and don't say anymore." I barely heard the pleading whisper but the sob was definitely clear.
I came to a halt behind a large tree, glad the wind was blowing into me so my scent went unknown but annoyed that I couldn't avoid their smell. Fucking disgusting!
I saw the back of the big guy nod, Emmett I think - he was pretty cool – before he turned towards me, his face seemingly paler then normal and looked like it was in pain… shock maybe?
He took off then, his glossy eyes seemed to be focusing on the ground before he was out of sight. I turned my attention back to the girl, her body trembling as she kneeled half naked on the grassy floor. Her black, shiny hair fell over her shoulders before I heard her cry.
I didn't understand it, but it was so devastating listening to her cry. It tugged at my beating heart to see her fingers rake at the dirt before whispers I couldn't make out fill the air.
I shut my eyes, trying to figure out what to do. Leah? I thought before waiting a few moments. Anyone there? I asked in my head again once getting no response from my sister. I didn't feel anyone phase, so I doubt anyone else from the pack was with me. What the fuck do I do with the bloodsucker?! Filthy leech!
I reopened my eyes, blinking slightly as the brunette began to whimper on the ground where was now laid, curled up as with her hair sprawled out in the grass.
"Volturi…" I think I heard her mutter. A quiet sob quickly followed, sending a fresh wave of hurt through me, sending my previous thoughts spiralling into regret.
I quickly phased without thinking and put my shorts and singlet on, why I bring a fucking singlet is beyond me. It'll be too hot soon anyways.
"Are you ok?" I asked once I was dressed and visible for her to see. What the hell am I doing?!
The girl mustn't have heard me phase because as soon as I spoke, she was up in a defensive position, crouched with her hair covering her breasts with a confused expression clear on her face.
I stopped breathing as my eyes met her dark golden brown ones. Though the pain she was obviously feeling was evident in them, they were so beautiful and strong willed, so open and vulnerable. Her thick, dark eyelashes only made them stand out more as they moved slightly, taking in my appearance. Her pale skinned made her dark hair look blacker then mine and her lips looked somewhat swollen; the bottom lip was slightly bigger then her top one, making her look like she was pouting.
Even though I felt like all my senses had vanished, I didn't look past her face, somewhat aware that she wasn't wearing anything to cover her chest and her jeans didn't hide too much of her lower body either.
I refocused my sights on her eyes again, noting that they were now almost black, her face seemed to harden in less then a second. Her scowl made my chest hurt as I felt something latch around my wrists, shoulders, waist and legs. I knew what was happening as I'm sure my face portrayed a happy shocked expression. The day seemed to brighten as I stared at the girl, the invisible chains that she had wrapped around me were now firmly set in place. She was holding me to this world now, her and only her.
"You need to breathe." She whispered as she cocked her head slightly to the left, her face now holding a slight amount of confusion instead of the dreadful scowl. "You're paling."
The realisation that I did really need air hit me quickly and I sucked in a large gulp, relieving my lungs as I exhaled slowly.
"I'm Seth." I mumbled, feeling heat rise to my cheeks.
"You're a dog right?" She ignored my introduction as if I never said a word and her question hurt me deeply. She didn't need to insult me.
"I'm a werewolf, yes." I answered, trying to sound casual about it.
I watched as her face looked somewhat relieved and her eyes lightened in colour slightly.
"Will you kill me?" Her voice was strong yet begging and her eyes watered.
Her question knocked the wind out of me. I dropped to the ground, never removing my eyes off her as her query began to enter my brain. She was my new ray of sunshine and she wanted me to… to… kill her? I felt a whimper express itself as I tried to prohibit the stupid, fucked up question from sinking in. Was she serious?!
"HELL NO!" I all but yelled, the question still ringing in my ears. It felt like someone had wrapped their fingers around my heart, squeezing it tightly. God it hurt, it hurt so much as my lungs began to constrict as well. My everything, my new and only reason for living wanted me to end her sweet, beautiful life. I felt my hand rise to my left side of my chest, scratching at it to try and loosen the hold the undetectable hand on my heart. "Please, take it back." I sounded breathless. I wanted this pain to stop, needed this pain to stop.
"I want to die… please Seth?" The girl was in front of me, her eyes pleading as she kneeled before me, her hands held over her heart. "I… I don't want… to be in this… this world." The pain I was feeling increased dramatically as her eyes glazed over with wetness again. I let out another whimper as the pain began throbbing. "Not without him." She whispered before she let out another sob.
The hand suffocating my heart and lungs immediately disappeared at those three words and I gasped as I gulped in air. She's taken… my sunshine. The hold of the hand was now extremely welcoming compared to this new pain. The world had just stopped, I felt it because I felt my body jostle forward and hit something hard. It felt like I was being thrown into layers and layers of walls; her words were putting me in physical pain.
"I can't." I whispered as I felt my own tears trickle down my cheeks and shoulders slouch. BANG! Into another thick wall I go.
"Why not?" She questioned as she fell back into a sitting position. She sounded to defeated and empty.
"I could never hurt you." I continued to whisper as sadness now filled me. BANG!
"Why not?" She repeated more quietly. ARGH! BANG! BANG! BANG!!!
What do I do? Do I tell her she's my imprint? Tell her that I live for her and only her? That she is now the air I breathe and sunshine I bathe in that helps me through the day? She is all I will ever need to survive. The thought of losing her was too painful, too horrific to think about now and something I will never think about again.
"You are not leaving me in this world by myself. I've finally found you." I said truthfully and I tried to sound determined. I could feel the fire created by her reach higher with every word spoken. That fire would die before her lifeless body would hit the ground if it ever came to that.
I watched as her head snapped towards me, her forehead creasing and her eyebrows furrowing together. "What's that supposed to mean? We don't even know each other." She seemed confused by the statement yet she seemed pretty pissed off. "I've never met you before, plus you're a dog. We are enemies. Always have been and always will be."
I ignored the pain that radiated through me from her comment. And into another wall I go BANG!
"What's your name?" I needed to know her name. If I was going to answer this question, explain everything, then I needed a name.
She sighed as she moved her hand to her chest, covering the slightly exposed tit. "My name is Bella."
I felt myself blush as she tried covering her chest with her hair. "Here." I quickly took my singlet off, feeling the smallest bit cooler and handed it to her.
She looked at the material before looking at me, her nose scrunching up the slightest bit and her eyes squinting.
"That reeks." She muttered as her eyes fell to the ground.
"Bella, please?" If I hadn't imprinted on her, I would've been a complete cunt to her for being so rude.
"I'm sorry." She whispered as if reading my thoughts. She took the singlet before giving me a forced smile.
I nodded slightly pretending that her smile was real for her; sitting back as I tried to ignore the pain that was still flowing through me at her request. I would never, EVER put her life at risk whether she demanded it or not. If anyone were ever to harm her, put a single hair out of place on her beautiful head, their ass was mine. She was my life now, forever.
We were silent for a while, her laying down as she looked at the cloudy sky and me watching her out of the corner of my eye. She really was quite beautiful and I really couldn't help the pride that swelled in me that she was wearing my clothes… well singlet that was far too baggy for her small frame. Looking at her hair, it wasn't black like I thought; it was instead a very dark brown so I assumed that she would've had beautiful brown eyes to match it.
"Bella… I know this is hard but… tell me what happened. Did he hurt you?" I really didn't want to know but I had to. If I wasn't going to be her lover, then I was going to be her friend, her brother, whatever; I was going to be there for as whatever she needed me to be. As long as I was in her life, then I'd be fine. I'd be happy as long as she was happy.
I heard her sigh as she turned to face me. Her eyes were now golden honey and they looked so deep, so hurt.
"Emmett happened." She whispered as she looked at me. I tried my best to put on a poker face even though the pain of her having a guy in her life already made me want to run home and cry to my mummy.
"Did he hurt you Bella?" Even though I was sad that she had found someone, anger soared through me; if this guy had fucking touched her, I would march straight to the leech house and rip the prick to shreds.
"No… well… sort of." She whispered as she placed a hand over her heart.
I felt myself heating up. I stood quickly, ready to phase so I could kill the cunt that hurt my sunshine. Motherfucker is really going to die.
I felt the blood moving quickly through my body, it was a very predominant feeling when I was about to phase; but it was that cool hand that stood out more. I looked down to it, Bella holding my hand with a pained expression.
"Please, listen to my story before I judge him." She whispered desperately as she pulled me lower, towards her.
I merely nodded before I was breathing hard, trying to suppress my anger. I sat down and pulled her towards my lap. Her holding me would calm me and I really needed the contact now that she had touched me. It felt heavenly and she didn't seem to mind, she actually rested her head on my chest and breathed in deeply.
I felt her make a gagging noise before she quickly pulled her head away. I couldn't help but chuckle.
"That's not funny. That's pretty disgusting." She said with a small smile.
"You'll get used to it." I grinned as I wrapped my arms around her.
I felt her nod before sighing. "It all started when I was changed…"
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Emmett's P.O.V
I freaked out, I panicked, I didn't know what to do. I just ran, ran fast all around Forks a dozen times before expanding my ran to the state of Washington.
I loved what Bella did to my body. It was raw and passionate in its own. She set my body on fire and it was exciting, it was addictive. I really didn't want it to end and I knew that we would have been at it all day if she hadn't said those three simple, yet so powerful words.
I loved Alice Brandon, I always have and I always will. She was my true love, my soul mate and I would never do anything to jeopardise our seemingly perfect relationship. But I did… I made out… well been somewhat sexually active (willingly might I add) with Bella, the girl who had been chasing my affection for decades and my love's sworn enemy.
I don't know why I chased after her. I wanted to say sorry for being a prick when we playing the PS3. I'd been thinking quite a bit of the family's happiness when she returned. I knew Jasper and Rosalie had missed her so much, they loved her like and sister and I knew it bothered them. I knew that she completed them, made them feeling significantly important. I don't know… She just meant the world to them. So I thought I'd try and make it better for her.
I had seen the longing it her eyes when she was near me, I had felt her sadness and awkwardness when Alice and I were together. She was always hurting. So that's why me and Alice argued; she was against it, she knew that I was going to make an effort to try and be Bella's friend and only that. I was willing to deal with a pissed off pixie to try and make it better for the family, especially for my brother and sister. I was going to try.
And I did. I was happy I did too. She made me feel exhilarated for no reason, she made my dead heart beat just like Alice did. She made me feel the smallest amount of love I felt for Alice but she made me realise, she made me need.
God, I needed her so much. I felt complete with her, felt whole and happy. I shouldn't though because of Alice. That feeling was only for Alice, I was only supposed to feel complete and happy for only Alice.
ALICE, ALICE!!
I tried to sink this name into me, tried to make myself believe that it was only Alice for me.
But my resolve was failing quickly… Having Bella so near, so relieved and smiling; it tugged at my feelings, tugged at the one that my Alice held and treasured.
I sighed to my self, slowing to a walk and sitting under a tree with a small, calm stream before me.
"Ok, so I need Bella but I'm in love with my Alice."
Saying it allowed seemed to work better for my brain then thinking it. I rubbed my face as if I was exhausted and stood again.
That's like forcing to magnets together, it wouldn't work. How was I going to do this? Why did this sudden need for Bella disappear from Alice? Why could I love AND need my Alice?
I do need Alice, I do, but the need to have Bella there, to be close to me was more.
"FUCK!" I shouted into the forest causing a fluster, birds flying in different directions, squawking as they went with loose leaves in their wake.
Stupid Bella, couldn't just stay away eh? Had to slither her beautiful self into my heart! NO, NOT BEAUTIFUL! UGLY!
I rolled my eyes at my own thoughts, throwing my right to my neck, rubbing it as if to ease the non existent pain. Grazing my fingers over my neck, I could feel a slight crescent shaped skin. What the fuck?! I rubbed it a bit harder, trying to figure out when Alice had given me the hickey.
Bella, Bella, Bells My mind said a singsong voice.
I felt my eyes widen in realisation, remembering in our… love making? No, definitely not! In our… hock up the way her plump lips kissed at it first before her warm tongue shot out and licked over it. Then the teeth… oh the teeth.
I moaned loudly as a shiver ran down my spine, setting the previously dead fire alive. The thought of Bella all over me was now one of my most valued experiences.
I felt my eyes roll back as her tongue gently cherished my neck when she had created the bite, sealing my skin back together and now making it impossible to think of Alice.
Even though what Bella and I did in the forest was 'rough' and raw, it was one of the gentlest intercourses I've had in decades. Her touch was soft and her grip was delicate, as if I would break under too much pressure. It was somewhat a relief to be held and handled gently and sweetly. Caressed with love…
I shook my whole body, trying to relax myself get rid of the growing erection between my legs. God, anyone would think I haven't had sex in ages!
Sighing one more time, I made my way home. Time to face the music
Once again, sorry for the long wait for an update… I officially hate writer's block.
Please review, I really would like some feedback, especially because I've thrown dearest Seth into the mix.
Thanks,
Chelsea
