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EPOV

I thought talking to her would help me think of her as a person with a family and with people who would miss her if she died. But the minute that wonderfully fresh scent hit me I forgot all about being a civil vampire and just wanted her blood. I can't believe I was so rude and every time I think of the image of her running from the room I feel a combination of guilt and excitement of a chase. Then I feel even more guilt for the excitement because I want what Alice saw more than anything. I hate being seventh wheel with no one to cuddle up to at night.

"Dude, why are you pouting in the car like someone touched your precious piano?" I turned to find Emmett already sitting in the car with Rosalie standing outside the passenger side door where Emmett was sitting. "Emmett get your ass in the back you know ladies ride in the front." I shook my head as I watched the thoughtless Emmett climb in the back of my shiny Volvo. Rosalie interrupted my staring, "Alice said she was getting a different ride home and Jasper was going to Denali right from school so we are good to go". Then I heard her in her thoughts thinking about current North Korean politics and I knew she was trying to hide something from me. I started to drive home at my normal break neck speed waiting for her to slip up and let through what she was hiding. After five minutes I couldn't take it anymore I had to ask, "Rose what are you and Alice trying to hide?'' "Edward, Alice said it was a surprise that you would love and that you just need to stop being a pouty little…" "WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU GUYS THINKING!" I slammed on the brakes and was pulling out my cell when Rose stopped me and I heard the whole story in her thoughts, Alice had a vision during her Spanish class that Bella never seems to make it to that she was planning sometime in the future to end her life. So right before Alice went to Gym class she told me that she was bringing her to the house to have an intervention. I told her that she wouldn't be able to help her without exposing us and Alice told me she didn't care and that if Bella was going to kill herself then Alice would just have Carlisle change her. NOT my idea but I think you should have someone. That's all I'm going to say so do take it out on me. "Rose I can't believe you guys are doing this to me. I can't believe you are going to ruin what could have been if you guys would have just have let Bella and I go. When this is done I am gone that's all I'm saying to any of you so pass the message on. You can pass that on to YOUR sister Alice."

I drove the rest of the way home in silence and then prepared to throw away the possible happy future I had the chance to have. There is no way I will do this just so Alice can have a shopping buddy.

I waited out on the porch while Rosalie filled in Emmett, Esme and Carlisle with Alice's little intervention plan that was sure to send Bella running. After about twenty minutes I heard Bella's old truck come rumbling up the driveway and watched her get out and gasp as she saw myself, Rose and Emmett waiting for her on the porch. I saw Alice stiffen and heard her vision of Bella passing out as Emmett ran towards her yelling "HEY BELLIE COME HERE AND GIVE ME A HUG!''. I had no time to stop Emmett and did not get to her in time to catch her when she fell.

BPOV

I stood outside of my truck looking at the models on the porch and hoping they would be nice to me when I heard the most terrifying thing in the world, "HEY BELLIE…". After that I felt like I was falling and everything was black. It was this black place I enjoyed the most and was terrified of at the same time. It was where I went when I was with Phil, it gave me the hiding place I needed when he was with me and it was also uncontrollable. It would overtake me whether I wanted it or not when I heard Bellie, Bellie was what Phil called me when he wanted to let me know we were about to do something he thought was special and I couldn't stand.

When I am overcome with this blackness I generally fall asleep so naturally it wasn't long before I had the familiar nightmare. I was sitting quietly in my room on the Friday night because I couldn't date it was sinful. I thought I was safe because Renee and Phil were supposed to have dinner plans but Renee ended up working late because someone called in sick. I didn't know that until later but had I turned on my phone that he bought me I would have gotten Renee's text and been on guard for what was coming. I heard him before I saw him; he had a way of laughing like he just couldn't wait when he was coming for me. I knew it wouldn't be good because lately things were getting rough with him. Then he was behind me and had his hands on my eyes and I heard "guess who" "Phil please don't I have a paper I have to write". Then I felt the pain of my head smashing into my desk, "What did you call me" he hissed in a scary quiet way. "I'm sorry Papi I didn't mean it," "That's better my Bellie it just you and me tonight…" I heard my self quietly begging him to stop, begging "Please Papi, please Papi, I'm sorry, I'm sorry". Then it blinks to me running horrified and scared for my life in nothing but my hoodie and underwear screaming for help and no one even looking at me.

I jerked awake to find six pairs of eyes staring intently at me like they were watching a freak show. I looked at Alice to see her tiny frame shaking in silent sobs and I asked, "Alice what's the matter, where am I and why you are all staring at me." "Honey you're in our home and my Esme by the way. Alice is a little upset with what we all just heard and we are staring at you because we are concerned. Would you like a glass of water"?

I took a second to look around I was laying on the most comfortable couch that I have ever had to lay on in a beautiful expensive looking living room. "Yes could I please have a glass of water and where is the bathroom." I couldn't stand the stress of having passed out like that in front of these beautiful strangers and I knew I needed a little relief. Alice stiffened up after I asked where the bathroom was and then Edward gasped and looked incredibly sad.

"Bella your backpack is still in your truck and you will not find a sharp object in the bathroom," said a very sad/stern looking pixie. My mouth dropped before I could help it and then I heard, "Hello again Bella, I'm sorry if my calling you that nickname or my running at you upset you. I am just naturally a loud idiot that gets over excited, by the way my name is Emmett." "Hello Emmett", I said and stuck out my hand to shake his and saw an excited smile spread across the brick wall's face. He grabbed my hand and said, "So we kind of all heard you talking in you sleep and I want to know what the hell you were talking about and who so I can kill him." Again I could not believe what I was hearing what the hell is going on here.

"Ok guys we are probably overwhelming Bella, by the way I'm Carlisle. Back up and Alice show her the bathroom and we will all meet in the kitchen and talk about what just happened here." I nodded my thanks to Carlisle and followed Alice to the bathroom and heard her say one more time, ''I'm serious Bella, you will find nothing to cut yourself with in there''. ''Why do you keep saying that Alice" I asked, "I know what you decided a few minutes ago and I'm telling you in this house fresh blood is not a good idea". I went into the bathroom and I could not shake the creepy feeling Alice had just given me. I went to the bathroom and rinsed my face. I walked back out to find Alice right outside the door looking smug and smiling "See I told you, now come on we are going to have to talk about what you said in your sleep.''

Oh shit I fell asleep and started talking again. I panicked because I knew exactly what they heard. How do I explain this without sounding like the slut that I am? I don't know why but I really care what they think and I don't want them to hate me too. Oh god what do I say so Alice still likes me and I know I shouldn't want it but I want Edward to not think of me that way. So much for a good day.

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