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BPOV

I grabbed the back of Alice's shirt and asked her to stop and I whispered hurriedly "Alice, I really need to go home… I'm... not feeling well please let everyone know." We were standing where we could just barely see the entrance to the kitchen and I couldn't hear anyone talking and I knew they were just talking about me.

"Bella you are a terrible lair and you are not going to leave this house just to go and harm yourself under the guise that you are making yourself feel better."

"Alice that is none of your business and I just want to go home and make myself feel better."

"Fine if hurting yourself makes you feel better I'll help you out," and then she reached over and pinched my upper right arm.

"AAHHH DAMN IT ALICE WHAT THE FUCK IS YOUR DEAL!''

"Well, Bella I just saved you the problem of harming yourself."

My arm was throbbing and I couldn't get over how bad it hurt and I was so upset with Alice's betrayal. I thought after her not really saying anything in the locker room she would be cool and just not saying anything about my little issue. I knew everyone had heard what we were saying by this point and I figured that my pipe dream of having a "normal'' life in Forks was over and I snapped like I have never snapped before.

"FINE ALICE YOU WANT THE STORY AND THE GOOD GOSSIP, HERE IT IS, I'M DAMAGED GOODS,'' I screamed, by this time the others had congregated by the kitchen door. I quietly and sadly continued on, "I came here because my mother hates me, and shipped me here with my father feels sorry for me and I'm sure wonders everyday what he did to get stuck with a broken, disgusting slut of a daughter. NO don't interrupt me now," I spit at Alice when she opened her mouth.

"You wanted the story here it is, I came here looking to start over and when you talked to me like I was normal even after you saw my scars; I thought I had a chance at having people who might actually like me." I laughed sadly "Now what do you people have to hear to let me out of this house."

"Bella, Alice told me about your scars and I had seen the cut on your arm when we brought you in the house, being a doctor I need to know more about them and why you are doing this to yourself. I also have to contact your father about this to see if he knows your cutting yourself. I would also like to know who Papi or Phil is so what he can be properly reported for the things I heard you say in your sleep."

"Carlisle my father knows all about my cutting and fine here is the story you're all looking for." I felt myself disconnect and in an almost robotic voice I stated, "My stepfather's name is Phil but he preferred me to call him Papi. You have no need to report anything you have heard me say in my sleep because I reported it. That is why I am here because my bitch mother couldn't stand that her 30 year husband liked her underage daughter more than her. And by liked I mean he was a fucking pedophile so there you all have it and now I want to go home and get ready to become the social outcast once more."

I walked towards the door and noticed only one thing, they all stood statue still and not one person said a thing to stop me from going. I finally got out the door and to my truck before I realized fully what I had done and said. The possibilities of what was to come at school suddenly overcame me. I got in my truck and the tears were running uncontrollably down my face. The possibilities of what to do next and how to get away from this place were speeding through my head at million miles an hour. I was starting to get a head ache from the thoughts flying through my head and the crying wasn't helping either.

I was home before I knew it and then I noticed the cruiser sitting in the driveway. It was only 4:30pm and the day was really starting to suck ass. I knew Charlie was looking out the window waiting for me to come in the house, so I got out and walked up to the house. The door flew open and Charlie said, "Carlisle, Alice's dad called and said you looked upset when you left the house. What the hell Bells, I thought we were doing good here."

APOV

I watched Bella walk out of the house and could not believe what I had heard and what she was not telling us. I didn't even know how to describe what I was feeling. Then I was seeing about fifty different futures and none of them had Bella ending up alive.

"Carlisle you have to call Charlie and let him know that Bella left upset. She will end up dead if we don't do something to stop her.''

EPOV

I couldn't believe what I had heard and what I was seeing in Alice's head. She was planning on killing herself that was for sure but how to execute the plan seemed to be her issue. She was all over the place from running her truck off the road but then she figured it was too sturdy to kill her, then she was thinking overdose or cutting deep cuts all over her body. There were so many different ideas of death in her head. The last thought was to jump off the cliffs she remembered seeing down on the La Push beach.

How could this beautiful creature think of killing herself? I was so pissed off at what she told us and even more pissed that she wasn't telling me what really happened to her and where this Phil/Papi character was so I could end him.

Carlisle had just hung up the phone after talking to Charlie and getting some of the basic information about what happened to Bella. Charlie said that he was aware of Bella having cut herself in the past. However he was not aware that she still was and that she was having a hard time with dealing with whatever happened with Phil. Carlisle hung up with the promise of doing whatever he could do to help.

''Carlisle what do we do," Emmett boomed, '' I will kill this guy, let's find him. I like Bella, she seems like she would be fun."

"Emmett for god's sake life is not all about fun but I do agree that this man needs to die," I was fuming.

"Ok everyone let's sit down and do a little research on Bella's past and we will go from there… Emse, honey what's the matter," Carlisle whispered to Esme.

"We will fix this girl and I want her as my daughter Carlisle, I have never asked you to do this but I want her for my daughter and for my first son. Make this better Carlisle; please I need her to be fixed…" Esme dry sobbed into Carlisle's shoulder.

It was at that moment when I saw my Esme, my mother so broken that I decided that Bella would be mine and that I would make her life better. Suddenly for the first time today Alice had a gleam of hope in her eye and she started singing that annoying Barbie Girl song in German. It was with that song that brought me hope that my determination to make Bella whole and mine would be ok eventually.

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