Disclaimer- I don't and will never own Kingdom Hearts or its characters.
A/N: Roxas has a secret past! XD lol Which I have not thought up yet -.- But it will come to me… sooner or later? XD I hope lol. I write as I type XD so erm… what will happen? Lol I know how to end it but getting there… that's another story. Well… enjoy? XD
Chapter Seven:
I Want to Go Home
By: Gatorgirl1999
"Go farther. NO. LEFT LEFT!"
"I am going left!" I screamed. I slammed my hand on the controller, furiously trying to dodge all the bullets that were being shot in my direction.
"The other left!" Roxas yelled.
"What other left! There is NO other left!" I demanded.
"No, just stop moving! Naminé go behind the wall. THE WALL!"
"There is no wall!" I argued, turning my camera to search for this 'so called wall'.
"It's right there!"
"I don't see it! THERE'S NO WALL!" I was shaking the controller now and jumping up and down on Roxas's bed.
"Oh my god it's right there!" He yelled, pointing at the screen.
"I'm bleeding out!" I cried. "Revive me!"
"I can't! I'm being shot down!"
"I'M DYING!" All that was heard after that were our screams and the sounds of guns being fired. I died and the screen read: Mission failed. I stopped jumping and let myself fall back on the bed. "Damn…. It…." I sighed and looked over at Roxas.
"Thanks."
"For what?"
"Asking if I did or not."
I was staring at him now. He turned to me. "What? Something on my face?"
"There was no wall…" I whispered.
He gave me a confused look, that obviously not being what he thought I was going to say.
"There was. You just have to find it." He stared back at me.
"You can't find what's not there." I told him, my gaze fixed on the ceiling. It was quiet for a moment. I waited for his response. It was a while before he gave one.
"I guess. Maybe you're just not looking hard enough at what's in front of you." He said. "Maybe it's the best thing to use in the end." I looked at him again. "Naminé-"
"LUNCH IS READY!" Axel screamed at the top of his lungs, flinging the door open and it slamming against the wall. We both looked up at Axel. Roxas was glaring at Axel why I on the other hand, had just had the shit scared out of me. Axel looked down at me. My heart pounded in my chest hard. Ever since I was a little girl I always got scared easily. My heart would pump rapidly and my chest would go up and down. I was hyperventilating. "Did Roxas try to rape you or something?" My heart slowed down and I stifled a laugh. "Did I interrupt something?"
"What's for lunch?" I asked, starting to stand up. Before I could stand up, I felt a hand grab mine. I turned my head to Roxas. He gave me a hard look. Axel grabbed my other hand before I could say anything.
"Let Naminé eat."
Roxas dropped his hand from mine.
"Will you join us?" I asked quietly. He thought it over for a second.
"No thanks. I'll take a shower." He replied, standing up and taking off his shirt.
"Eh?" I blushed at the sight. He looked back and me and then slammed the door to his bathroom shut. Holy crap… he looked hot. I felt silly for thinking such a thing. W-wait a minute… I can't start thinking like this. He helped kidnap me! How long are they even going to hold me? For some reason I didn't feel like going back. Axel interrupted my thoughts.
"You coming?"
I nodded slowly, following him back to the kitchen, my eyes still on Roxas's door.
~Kingdom Hearts~
Roxas never left his room as lunch and dinner passed. I was going to leave him be, but I suddenly realized that I had forgotten my sketch book as I was sitting on my bed. I would have waited until morning but I wanted to draw a bit before going to bed. All I had with me where the clothes on my back and now that sketch book. I looked at the small clock that had been set next to my bed on the nightstand. 9:45 P.M. I stood up and walked out of the room and into the hallway. I was unsure where it was, but I luckily saw Roxas off in the distance.
"Roxas!" I called from my door. He looked up. I walked over to him. "Sorry to bother you so late, but I left my sketchbook in your room. Can I get it?"
"Oh… uh sure." He replied. "I was actually looking for you. Follow me."
Looking for me? I assumed it was because he realized he still had my sketchpad and shrugged it off, trotting behind him. "How do you ever find your way to your room?" I laughed after him taking a bunch of lefts and rights.
He shrugged. "I can do it in my sleep." We finally made it (which I hadn't even realized until Roxas had stopped) and he opened the door. "It's in here somewhere…" He mumbled. After shuffling threw his things he finally found it and handed it to me. "Here." I took it and flipped it open. On the first page was the picture I had drawn of Roxas. Roxas walked up behind me and looked down at the picture again. "Can I have it?"
"Oh… um... sure, one sec." I looked around for something to write with. I spotted a pen and picked it up. I signed the paper in the bottom right corner. Nami. I ripped out the page and handed it to him. "Here."
"Can I show you something?"
I nodded slowly. "What is it?" He walked over to the window and reveled a beautifully lit up castle. My eyes widened in amazement. My room only showed darkness. Roxas had a view! I flipped open to a new page in my sketchbook and began drawing. The castle was so beautiful… so detailed. It looked like it was hundreds of years old. I spent about 20 minutes on the drawing. "Should I color it?" I looked around for my coloring utensils but they weren't in sight. "What do you think?" I asked, looking over at Roxas.
My smile faded away and he was staring at me. His face was… It was an expression I couldn't understand. I opened my mouth to say his name, but nothing would come out. I felt a burning sensation inside my chest as it rose slowly. The room was quiet save my faint breathing. He stepped towards me. My heart bet faster. He was a few inches away from me now. I stared into his eyes. He took my hand in his, gently. His hand was warm. My gaze dropped to our locked hands. I wanted to say something. But… I just… couldn't. He gripped my hand harder and I looked up at him; I couldn't tear my eyes off him.
"Roxas-" I finally said, having enough courage to whisper his name. But he interrupted me, taking my chin in his hands and lifting it up towards him. I gave a soft gasp, surprised and taken back by the gesture. He tilted his head and slowly leaned in, stopping just above my lips. I stood still, breathing slowly under his lips. And then he kissed me. He brought his lips down on mine and I squeezed my eyes shut. The kiss brought shivers through my body. His lips parted. I blushed, pulling back a little as I felt Roxas's tongue slide against mine. He put his arm around my waist and pulled me closer.
I backed up a little until I reached and wall and he followed me, not breaking the kiss. I pulled away for air gasping and he kissed me again after a few seconds. I melted under his kiss and I slid down the wall slowly. I kissed him back. I wasn't sure what to do at first but I followed behind him and the thoughts of worry disappeared. I pulled back after a while.
"I should go back to my room…" I whispered. I tried to stand up, but he pushed me back down gently.
"Wait… one more." He brought his lips down to mine one last time. I broke free and stood up.
"I have to go." I felt embarrassed and refused to look Roxas in the eye. I started to walk away.
"Naminé."
I froze in my spot; I didn't turn my head.
"Do you like Axel?"
I was confused by the question. Axel?
"No." I was about to leave again when he continued.
"Do you-"
I knew what he was going to ask. I got scared. "Can we talk about this later? I'm really tired."
Roxas was quiet for a moment. "Sure." He answered quietly. I walked over to the door and after leaving the room I closed it slowly, trying to be quiet. I began to turn around but I walked right into something. Or someone. Even though it was dark I could make out Axel's face. I gasped; He glared at me. Does he know? Did he hear…? My heart pounded hard in my chest as I slowly tried to walk by. He slammed his hand and pinned me against the wall.
"What are you-" I blurted out, only to me interrupted as he took a strand of my hair in his hand. "Doing…" The last word came out as a whisper. I felt scared. "Axel stop it-" But once again I was able to finish my sentence as he crushed his lips against mine. The same lips… the same tongue. I pushed him away, gasping. Axel was the one who kissed me. Axel was the one who kissed me!
"You where the one that kissed me…?" I looked up at him in shock. "I thought…"
"You thought it was Roxas?" He was looking at me hard now. I had liked it. I had liked that unknown kiss! I thought it was Roxas! I was so confused; I didn't even know what to think anymore.
"But… why? Why would you kiss me?"
"You're a distraction." He dropped his arm from the wall and stepped back. He brought his hand to my face and held it, hard. "We can't have Roxas falling in love with you now, can we?" I just stared at him, tears in my eyes. "That kid… he falls in love too easily. This isn't a playground. So if you want to go home safely… stay away from Roxas." I stood still and looked up at Axel in pure terror. "Okay?" He patted my head and walked away, leaving me alone in the hallway. I dropped my head. How could I be so stupid? I'm such an idiot. I've been kidnapped. This isn't some stupid field trip or week at camp. I brought my hands to my lips and started to cry. I want to go home.
A/N: Uhh… yeah xD I didn't edit this chapter (I don't actually edit ANY of them lol) but I really wanted this up! Hope you liked it. Review? :3
