Disclaimer: Characters belong to J. K. Rowling and Stephanie Meyer. Most of the plot belongs to Rowling.
*A thanks to Summer who loved my start.
3. Snakes HATE Busy Mornigs
I woke up to the tapping on the window of my room. I turn to check my clock and read 3:30 am. Blood hell who could be sending me an owl at this hour? It better not be Jacob, or I will kill him when I go see him today to help with the packing. I don't want to help him at all, but I think some of the Cullen's kindness did rub of on me after all.
Dam no matter how hard I try, I can't help but feel sad by their departure. Of course I am angry that they left because I wasn't able to recruit them like my Pa had requested. Ugh, but I can't even stay mad at them, they were so kind and made me feel normal. I didn't have to worry about being judge for my name or my heritage. I had someone who could finally protect me.
AHH! I hate them!
I got up completely ignoring the owl outside my window. I sat down in front on the stupid muggle device and turn it on. Then I open my email to compose a new one.
Dear Alice,
I sit here writing this bloody letter about how I hate you and your blood sucking family. I hate that you, the Cullens, can bring out this weakness in me. I hate that I have nightmares about my private meetings. I hate that these are more worse because I don't have you lot to protect me. I hate that even when I didn't love your stupid excuse of a brother, I can't but feel useless and worthless for such rejection. What if these means that not even he would want me.
Ugh, I hate that I miss you lot. That you left me without a goodbye. I can't even stay mad at you, but I need to forget about this pain. Yes I only need to concentrate about my anger towards you.
Yes. It is your fault I will not trust people again. Your fault I will live with this doubt in my heart. It is your fault you let me fail my Pa's request.
Who do you think you are to cause me such pain? Such anger? Such FAILURE? At least I can live with the satisfaction that it is also your loss.
You will never know the true me even if we see each other again. Yes I believe Pa will find you and recruit soon enough after he finds out I fail. Yes you will never see what I am, who I am, or what I look like. Yes Alice what you used as a pet, is nothing more than a creation. You Alice, you were always right, I am a danger magnet. A child like me with my kind of history, with my kind of parents, with my kind of LIFE; it is not safe to have them wandering around.
No. In the end I live with the satisfaction that I am no the only one who lost.
Well Alice this is the last that you hear of Isabella Marie Swan, because she was a creation that is no more, because it ends here. Luckily you won't even know this much, since this letter will never get to you.
Bye Alice.
-Isabella M. Swan
Now B.I.L.S
I push my self way from the hideous device and I proceed to blasting it with a wave of my wand. Thankfully I put a silent spell on my room last night so Charlie wouldn't come barging in if I had a nightmare. Bloody Cullens.
I cleaned up the mess and I repair the damage. Well I guess I am not going back to sleep any time soon. I was about to get my toiletries and then take a shower, when I hear that annoying tapping in the window once again. I turn towards it and I finally acknowledge the bloody owl. I walk towards the window and open it.
I recognize the it is one of the Hogwarts' owl. O Merlin, maybe its Pa or worse father. I can't believe I kept the bloody bird waiting. I untied the letter quickly before the bird bit me for making it wait. Before I read the letter I went to my truck in search for some of Kayla's snacks. After I found them I gave some to the owl and then bid it away. I didn't want it asking for more; leaving my poor owl without food.
I miss her. I miss receiving letter from my black feathered friend during breakfast. I miss talking to her before going to bed. I miss her in general. I had to leave her though, because animals can't time travel like we wizards.
Trixie, you need to stop day dreaming and pull yourself together. I returned to my bed with the letter at hand. I scowl at my laziness when I notice it was unmade. I put the letter on the side drawer and quickly wave my wand. Now that's one thing I'll miss from this trip; being free to do magic.
I picked up the letter and open it before I could continue my thoughts about what I will miss.
I sighed in relief when I notice the letter was from Pa, but then groaned when he acknowledge me by my first name. How many time have I told him that I hated it.
Dear Bellatrix,
I hope this letter finds you well. I apologized if the time difference becomes an issue. I too miss you dearly and I am sure your father does too, even if you didn't leave at all. It is interesting writing this letter right before you and Jacob leave in a few days.
Onto more pressing matters. I don't blame you for not succeeding with my request, it wasn't as easy as many would think. I would have been surprised if you did in fact succeed. I can't say much on how your father will take it, but I'm sure he will understand you completely.
Now I hope that you stay was enjoyable and that you learned many things.
Well it's almost dinner time and I need to head down to Great Hall.
Tooddles
Your Pa,
Albus Dumbledore
The old man will always cease to amaze me. Well I really don't want to write back not that I could if I wanted to since I have to bloody owl.
I got up from bed and got my toiletries to take a warm shower. When I came out in was already 5:30 am. Well Charlie will wake up in a half an hour. So I went and choose my clothing for the day. I then made my way towards the kitchen to make a nice breakfast for Charlie, not that I really wanted to. I rather make breakfast for the old squib than stay in my room that ponder over the loss of the Cullens.
Once I had the food cooking itself, I made my way towards the living room, to check if it needed cleaning. I sighed in relief when I notice Charlie wasn't lazy enough to clean up after himself: less work for me. Think of the devil and the devil shall appear.
"Isabelle I thought you were asleep." He said, then he added when he smelled breakfast. "O you didn't have to get up from bed to make breakfast. I could have just serve myself a cereal." He then made his way into the kitchen and sighed when he notice it was cooking my magic, "I guess you didn't have much of problem anyways." he finished with a chuckle, but I noticed the longing tone in his voice. If it he hadn't clean for himself last night I would have commented on his back luck.
"Well I receive a letter rather early and well I didn't have much to do up in my room." I explain myself, but didn't see why it would concern him. I wave my wand when I notice Charlie taking out the plates, so the plates could set themselves on the table. "Um Charlie I'm going to be out most of the day and I will probably miss dinner. Just so you know." I wanted to make sure he knew I wouldn't be making dinner, thank Merlin.
"O that's fine Isabelle, I just order something or eat out." he said as he sat down. I only allowed him to call me Bella or Bell when we have company; to keep up with appearances. "Um you going to Jake's today right." he asked. I nodded in agreement. He got up from the table and went to get something in one of the cabinets. He came back with a empty food container, "Can you do me a favor," No, "and give this to him. It's Sue's but he will get it to her, please."
As if I wanted to go to house of that muggle, much less give him something. But it is from Charlie and he's been good, so I'll do it for his sake: not that I had much choice. "Sure, no problem." I said with a forced smile, but I doubt he notice.
"Well I'll see you tonight, bye. Have a good day with Jacob." he got up and put his dish in the sink. Then he got his, um muggle weapon and left.
"Bye." I said and then finished my breakfast while I heard him drive away. After I finished I waved my wave my wand to cleaned up. Then I made my way up stairs to get my black jacket and then I went to the back yard and apparate to Jake's stepfather's home. Bloody muggle.
