Diclaimer; I do NOT own anything! sadly, because let's face it, that would be beyond awesome.
Mistakes are all mine
Mild course language.
"Mom... I'm gay." I manage looking down waiting for her to shout or scream, and kick me out. But there is only silence, I hesitate before looking up...
I hesitate before looking up at my mother. I have to look away and rub my eyes before looking back at her. She has just gone back to flicking through the channels on the telly.
"Mom? Did you hear what I just said to you?" I slowly ask, looking for any signs of anger in her posture. She stops her movement, and turns to face me, with an unreadable expression.
"Yes, Quinnie I hear. You're finally admitting you are gay." She says smiling back at me. Suddenly I feel light head.
"What? What... Do you mean FINALLY!" I ask in a slightly demanding tone. I can feel anger boiling within me, although part of me wonders if I am just dreaming.
My mother sighs and turns to face me fully. "Quinn, honey, I'm your mother. I've known you were gay since you were about five. This isn't news to me, I'd be more shocked if you told me, you'd finally told Rachel Berry, you like her honestly." Mom stats like it's common knowledge I like Rachel. Am I that obvious? SHIT, am I that obvious, does everyone know?
"YOU KNEW! YOU KNOW ABOUT RACHEL!" I shout, I'm not really mad, shocked is a better word. How can she have know this whole time and not said anything to me.
"Quinnie, calm down. Yes I know, but honey I'm your mother. I know you better than anyone, better than you know yourself sometimes. I figured when you were ready to tell me you would." Mom whispers as she pulls me into a bone crushing hug. Of all the ways I'd imagined this moment going, this didn't even make the list.
It's been a week, since I kissed Rachel, since I came out to my mom. In the past seven days, I've managed to break up with Finn.
"What the Hell was that in glee yesterday Quinn?" Finn shouts at me, whilst stepping into my personal space. Slightly afraid I quickly take a step back. "Finn, calm down.." I try, but he harshly grabs my upper arm, pulling me towards him. "Don't tell me, to calm down, you slut! You sang a love song in glee and not to me! To a girl! A GIRL, QUINN" he shouts, gripping my arm harder. I pull my arm back, and shove him away from me, turning on HBIC mode, "Listen Hudson, you don't have any right to talk to me like that. I am gay, and you were just my beard. This fake relationship is over. And if you DARE come near me again, I will tell Santana and Puck what just went on here." I smirk at the look of pure fear in his eyes. I didn't want to be a bitch, but I have to protect myself. Shoving past him again, I leave the empty classroom we are in.
And that went as well as I thought it would. I also managed to tell Santana and Brittany, with complete ease.
"Seriously Q, are you going to start talking anytime soon, because you are interrupting sexy time for me and Britt-Britt," Santana asked clearly bored. "Yeah, um sorry... I just wanted to tell the two of you that... um... that... I'm gay" I finally manage to stumble out. I look up to see both of them staring back at me."Is that it?" Santana asks, looking like it wasn't important at all. "What do you mean is that it?" I screech throwing my hands up in the air. "Q, seriously, me and B are both gay too, we knew you were. We were just waiting for you to figure it out too." Santana calmly explains, as I think about it, I know she is right. Why I was worried about telling them is shocking really.
But through the week the hardest part was trying to avoid Rachel. She had tried every day to talk to me about the kiss but I just couldn't face her, face the rejection just yet. But today is Friday and Glee is the only session left if I can just make it through this without having to talk to Rach, it will be ok. Walking into the room I can see Rachel already sat down, and looks like she is on a mission today. This cannot be good. I make sure to sit as far away as possible from her. Mr. Shue is late as per norm, but before any drama can occur he comes rushing in, mumbling excuses.
"Mr. Shue can I have the floor please." Rachel beautiful voice calls. Receiving a nod, she moves to front making sure to catch my eye.
She's standing at the front of room, leaning against the piano, she whispers to Brad and the music starts, she looks right into my eyes as the first few cords play. I have no idea what the song is, but I am very nervous to hear it. What is she going to tell me through this song?
They read you Cinderella
You hoped it would come true
That one day your Prince Charming
Would come rescue you.
I can see pure emotion in her eyes, but what emotion is it? I can't quite place it.
You like romantic movies
You never will forget
The way you felt when Romeo kissed Juliet
All this time that you've been waiting
You don't have to wait no more
I look down to floor, I've got a horrible feeling this is a rejection song, why did I have to go and kiss her!
I can love you like that
I would make you my world
Move Heaven and Earth if you were my girl
My head snaps up to quickly I feel like I've got whiplash, she is looking directly at me, I can see the lust in her eyes. I glace around the room slightly, and Finn looks like is having a mailman moment and wants to kill me, all at once.
I will give you my heart
Be all that you need
Show you you're everything that's precious to me
If you give me a chance
I can love you like that
Who is she trying to kid, will I give her a chance? Well considering I am madly in love with her, I might be able to give her a chance or fifty!
I never make a promise I don't intend to keep
So when I say forever, forever's what I mean
I'm no Casanova but I swear this much is true
I'll be holdin' nothin' back when it comes to you
You dream of love that's everlasting
Well baby open up your eyes
She is stood in front of me now. She bends down in front on my with her hand on my cheek, God this is romantic I could cry.
I can love you like that
I would make you my world
Move Heaven and Earth if you were my girl
I will give you my heart
Be all that you need
Show you you're everything that's precious to me
If you give me a chance
I can love you like that
Out of nowhere all the other glee girls jump up and start singing with her. Rachel takes my hand and pulls my to the front of room, and now they are dancing round me, and I'm blushing – this seems to happen a lot around Rachel.
You want tenderness-I got tenderness
And I see through to the heart of you
If you want a girl who understands
You don't have to look very far
I pull Rachel into a hug as the others keep singing, I send an apologetic look over to Finn, trying to tell him how sorry I am. He just scoffs and looks away.
I can love you
I can
I can love you like that
I would make you my world
Move Heaven and Earth if you were my girl
I will give you my heart
Be all that you need
Show you you're everything that's precious to me
Everyone else stops singing and seem to disappear as I make eye contact with Rachel as she sings the last part to me.
I can love you like that
I would make you my world
Move Heaven and Earth if you were my girl
I will give you my heart
Be all that you need
Show you you're everything that's precious to me
I can love you like that
I would make you my world
Move Heaven and Earth if you were my girl
As the chords die out, I lean forward and connect our lips.
BEEP, BEEP. What the hell is that beeping noise? BEE, BEEP, BEEEEEEP. It's getting louder. And suddenly I am sat bolt up in my room, with the alarm clock going off, telling me it is Friday morning, and school is starting soon.
Suddenly it hits me, she never sang to me, I'd dreamt it.
Song:- I Can love you like that by John Michael Mongamory.(My personal favourite)
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