Shane woke up in a state of confusion, he was wondering what happened to him, he thought that he was dead. Shane blinked a few times to clear his vision, when he was finally able to see clearly he found himself looking up at a plain white ceiling. "What... happened to me… I-I thought I was dead." Shane asked himself. He looked around and noticed that he was in an empty room with no windows, a room that he had never seen before, he was lying in a bed wearing nothing but a robe. Shane looked over to the side of the bed and saw Julia peacefully sleeping in a chair next to the bed he was lying in. "Mrs. Ju-lia….." Shane's voice was horsed.
Julia awakened to the soft sounding voice calling out to her. "Shane….. Oh thank goodness you awoke!" Julia hugged him tightly.
"What- happened?" Shane forced his words out before realizing something was not right. "Why dose my voice sound like this, it all high pitched?" Shane spoke clearly this time.
Julia broke the hug and backed away giving Shane some space. "Shane please listen to me ok." Julia asked nervously. "This maybe a little hard for you, but I need you to remain calm, if you don't you could fall back into another three day coma."
"I've been asleep for three days?" Shane sat up and he noticed some hair fall down on his shoulders. Shane grasped the hair pulling it, he soon found out that the hair was his and began to panic. "What the…." Shane examined his thin arms and small hands, he wiggled each finger just to make sure that they were his. Shane was now in a full panic and began feeling all over his body to make sure he was in his right state of mind, he planted a hand on his chest and felt two small soft lumps, Shane then threw back the covers that was over his body then lifted up the robe he was wearing over his body. "OH MY GOD, WHERE'S MY-" Shane lost all energy and fell back on the fluffy pillow that supported his head.
"Shane we….. need to talk…..No I need to talk to you about your current condition, but like I said earlier please remain calm." Shane grabbed himself between the legs and kept feeling around hoping something would be their. "Shane stop don't do that!" Julia grabbed Shane by both of his arms holding them in place. "You really shouldn't touch yourself right their."
"What the hell happened to me?" Shane shouted trying to break away from Julia's grip but was loosing the battle thanks to his lack of energy and thin arms.
"What is the last thing you remember?" Julia asked calming, she let go of Shane's arms letting them drop by his side.
Shane closed his eyes trying to think back on the events that occurred before waking up in the state he was in. "I fought off the guys that was trying to hurt you, one of them shot me with that gun of yours that breaks down every cell and molecule in the body….. That's right I died and my body was turned into some weird white light."
"Well at least your mind and memories are still intact and you still remember that you use to be a boy." Julia gave off a reassuring sigh. "You can think of that white light your body-less soul, a soul with out a form. In order to stop you from totally disappearing completely I used my DNA on your body-less soul and it created you a new body, but sense I'm a woman and your soul had no form, my DNA created for you a female body."
Shane's eyes was looked like they were about to pop out of his head, he was too stunned to speak at the moment. He looked over at Julia. "So I'm a girl now?" Shane asked, his voice was cracking, he looked like he could burst into tears at any moment but kept his composure. "Well at least I'm alive; right Mrs. Julia?" Shane gave her a forced smile, but soon found warm tears streaming down his face like a river."
"I'm so sorry Shane!" Julia hugged the former boy now girl. "I got you involved in my problems and now look at you; I've just destroyed your life, theirs not enough apologies in the world that can express how sorry I am Shane."
"No you can't blame your self Mrs. Julia!" Shane shot up looking Julia in the eye. "I'm the one who chose to stay and help you, you did not ask for my help but I gave it to you anyways, it's my own fault. If I could restart everything over again I'd do the same thing a thousand times over again, and plus its thanks to you that I'm still alive." Shane smiled
Julia covered my mouth with her hand and began giggling to her self. "Oh my you are just so sweet!" Julia squealed hugging the small girl in front of her.
"I'm glad I didn't really die but to come back as a girl of all things, how will I cope with that?" Shane looked down at his new body. "Every just feel's so different now."
"It will take a while for you to get use to this, but don't worry I will be with you every step of the way and show you the joy's of being a girl." Julia hugged Shane tighter patting the back of his/her head.
"Joy's of being a girl?" Shane asked nervously. "Why do I feel so small?"
"I only used a little bit of my DNA to create your new body and because of that your three years younger and two feet shorter."
"Wait a minuet I'm only fifteen years old and four feet tall?" Shane shouted.
"Did I say you're really cute?"
"That's not the problem, how will I explain this to the people I know, how will I make a living in this city looking like a high school student?"
"About that Shane." Julia sounded serious. "First theirs no way I can let you be on your own in the state you in so for now you'll be living with me , its the least I can do, and second Shane Akai doesn't exist any more."
Shane gasped. "What do you mean I don't exist anymore, how can you just come out and say something that?" Shane asked getting angry pushing himself/herself away from Julia.
"The gun you were shot with that day not only erases a persons body but also erases a persons whole existence, so now its like you where never born." Shane's mouth was handing wide open he/she really could not speak at the moment. "I'm sorry but as of now the Shane Akai who saved me never existed now, neither your parents nor anyone else who knew you now have any memories of you. If you ever did something good or bad to a person and they remember it, their memories will be rewritten as someone else did it to them."
"What ever, it's not like anyone ever gave a damn about me anyway." Shane said silently looking down at his/her feet. "Its better this way if know one ever remembers me….." Another tear fell from Shane's eye.
"I know all about it, I know that you come from a family of assassin's that explains how you were able to fight those guys that day." Shane had a horrified look on his/her face. "All your life you were forced to kill for your family's name, the worse thing that you ever had to do was kill a little boy because he saw your face during a mission. When you turned fifteen you were forced to kill your best friend Minato Arisato who was from a rival assassination family, shortly after the girl you loved, his twin sister Minako Arisato wanted revenge for her brother and tried to kill you, when she failed to do so she honored the assassin's code and took her own life. It was after that you wanted out of the assassination business but your parents would not approve of that choice and gave you a choice, leave the family or continue on with the family business, in the end you ended up leaving because your family rejected you."
"How do you know all of this?" Shane asked almost yelling.
"I know everything about you Shane." Julia stated. " When I recreated your body I kind'a accidentally accessed your memory bank and saw every single moment of every single second of your life, sorry about that." She rubbed the back of her head smiling.
Shane really got nervous now. "You know every thing about me?" He/She asked.
Julia had a cat like grin on her face. "Yep I know everything about you, even those little fetishes you developed over the past three years." She smirked.
"I have no Idea what you talking about." Shane looked away.
"You don't have to hide it, I think it's cute. Julia teased. "Any ways Shane it's not all bad, you can start over now, you can just toss away your old life as eighteen year Shane Akai and start a new life known as fifteen year old Shana Akai now."
" Wha… S-Shana?"
"I think it's a cute name, you're a girl now so you can't walk around having people calling you Shane now can you."
"I guess not but this is just all too sudden, I can't deal with this right now." (now) Shana said lying back down, her head was beginning to spin from all the info she had taking in. "It's find just call me Shana then." She said in a not caring way.
Julia just smiled down at the once boy now girl. "Get some rest then we'll talk more in the morning." Julia pulled the cover's back over Shana's body, she was already fast asleep again in a matter of seconds.
The next day Shana was woken up by the bright sunlight that shined threw the window and down on her face, she looked up staring at the ceiling again but it was pink this time. Shana noticed that she was in a different room from where she had fallen asleep last time; the walls in the room were painted pink with girly themed posters taped to them and had retro heart designs painted on them. The bed she was lying in was huge compared to how small she was now, at lease queen sized with pink bedding. Shana sat up and found she was not wearing just a robe this time; she had on a frilly purple night gown with flowery designs printed on the front and a large bow tied on the collar. "Where the hell am I now?" Shana asked herself. "Mrs. julia!" She called out, Shana a waited few seconds for a response but got no response. Shana flexed her fingers again making sure again they were hers. "I was hoping I'd wake up from all this and that this is all just some horrible dream, but guess I'm not dreaming." Shana put her hand over her face. "This is all real, I really am a girl now." She said sulking.
Shana rolled over placing her feet on the cold hard wood floor while still sitting on the bed; next to the bed she found a white pair of cat shaped slippers. Shana slipped her feet into the slippers making them a perfect fit. Shana stood up from the bed and took a step ford and ended up falling flat on her face. Shana slowly picked her self up and stayed in the crawling position; she crawled over to the wall next to her bed and used it as support to get to the door. After a few more failed attempts and falling on her face Shana was able to reach the door. She reached for the door knob but felt something, she felt the presents of someone on the other side of the door. Before Shana was able to move back the door flew open knocking Shana to the floor and Julia steeped in.
"Oh my Shane…err….Shana I'm so sorry, are you ok?" Julia ran to the girl.
"Yeah I'm fine." Shana said rubbing her nose.
"Well aren't you full of surprises, you've been stuck in a bed for four days so I didn't expect you to be able to get out of bed on your own let alone walk from the bed to the door." Julia smirked.
"I didn't walk I had to crawl over to the door, I was about to open it when I felt that you was behind the door and I couldn't back away in time."
"You say you felt that I was behind the door?" Shana shook her head to answer's Julia's question. "I see then it happening fast then I thought." Julia pondered to her self.
"What's happening to me? Is their something wrong with me?" Shana asked while still on the floor was tugging at Julia's nightwear.
"No don't worry it's nothing bad." Julia reassured. "I didn't want to tell you this last night because it looked like your head would explode."
"Then what's wrong with me?"
Julia took a long deep breath readying herself to break the news to Shana. "Ok what I want to tell you is that your not human anymore, your whole body was destroyed when you were shot leaving you as nothing but a ball of light. The body your in right now was created from my DNA, and sense I'm not human neither are you anymore."
"So I really am a completely different person now?" Shana asked.
"Well yes and no." Julia bent over and picked up Shana off the floor cradling the girl in her arms. "You still will maintain your personality as a boy, but don't be surprised of you fine you self liking girly things like you new room, how do you like it?"
Shana scanned every single inch of the room she was but thought nothing of it. "It's just a plain old girls room nothing else." Shana responded.
Julia giggled to her self. "But a boy would have a different reaction if he woke up in a girls room, and plus you seem to have no complaints about the night gown I dressed you in last night either."
"No way am I going to turn completely into a girl, personality and all?" Shana was shaken by the realization that she woke up in a girl's room and the fact was wearing girl's pajamas did not faze her one bit.
"No it's like I said before you will still maintain your personality as a boy, so if you ever see a cockroach you won't be scared of it like most girls are, but because your in a girls body now the girl part of you will over power the boy part of you making it feel natural for you to do girls stuff."
"Ok I think I get it, the part of me that likes boys things won't disappear it will just be suppressed right?" Shana looked up and saw Julia nod. "Ok about me not being human, is this body like some human skin I'm wearing and I have some kind'a grotesque form under here?"
"Well you certainly have a wild imagination but the people of my world look the same as the people of this world, the only difference is we have super human abilities that's it."
"You mean when you kicked the parked car like a soccer ball?"
"That was nothing, if I hadn't been so weak that day I could have sent an eight wheeler truck flying at those creeps."
"Wait dose that mean I have powers like that too?"
"Yes you do, but their still being developed right not so you can't use them at your fullest at the moment, the most things you can call not normal about your self now would be your heighten senses. Think about when a person goes blind, that persons hearing get better or their sense of taste is more extravagant. So now think about all of your senses being at their max."
"So that's how I know you were behind the door." Shana amazed. "Is their anything else like can I shoot beam from I eyes and hands."
"You- watch – way – too- much T-V" Julia scolded. "Besides you having heightened senses you should also have extraordinary speed, strength, agility, and stamina. But until you're able your walk properly you won't be trying those out anytime soon."
Suddenly a loud roar escaped Shana stomach. She blushed. "I guess I'm a little hungry now." She said with steam coming from her face.
Julia turned around and walked towards the door. "Well that sounds about right, you haven't eaten anything in over four days so of course your hungry, I just hope I made enough." She said leaving the room with Shana still in her arms.
Once Shana and Julia and made it down to the kitchen Shana's eyes nearly popped out of her head, the table had mountains of food sitting on it. Eggs, bacon, toast, grits, French toast, waffles, triple chocolate chip pancakes and servile containers fill with different juices. "You hope you made enough? I can't eat all this!" Shana stared wide eyed at the food.
"Sorry I was so happy that you woke up last night I got a little excited and cooked all this food." Julia sat Shana down and stuffed a towel down her shirt creating a bib. She then took a plate and put one of every food in the plate, using a fork and knife she cut up some of the pancake and held it up to Shana's mouth. "Say ahhh!"
Shana turned her head. "Sorry I don't have much of a sweet tooth-" Before she could finish her sentence Julia stuffed the fork in her mouth. Shana chewed the food in her mouth, her face lit up like a Christmas tree, the pancake's were the best pancakes she had ever tasted in her life, the breaded part mixed the chocolate was the right amount, not too sweet and not too plain. "I thought I hated sweet things?" She asked before receiving another mouth full of food.
"The boy part of you does but the girl part of you must have a really strong sweet tooth they way your eating these pancakes." Julia responded. "At this stage Shana you don't know yourself as good as you think you do now, so you'll have to try new things out to see if you like them or not." Shana let out a sulking moan and continued on with being fed.
Afterwards Shana was shocked to how much food she had actually eaten, nearly all the food Julia had cooked that morning was gone. "Where did put all that? How could so much food fit in this little body?"
"Well that little body of yours hasn't had any nourishment from the time it was created until now, so its perfectly natural for you to have eaten as much as a family of five could eat." She snickered.
"Was that supposed to be funny because I'm not laughing, I really appreciate everything your doing for me Mrs. Julia but don't get the wrong idea. I'm not blaming any of this on you but, haven't accepted any of this yet, when I think about spending the rest of my life in a girl's body it makes me want to-" Shana was silenced what when she was hugged from behind.
"I know it's hard for you to accept all of this right now, it will take some time for you to sort out all of your feelings on how you wish to deal with this, but for the mean time I will do every thing in my power to make you happy, I will give you the life back that was taken away from you by your family, I'm here for you Shana and you need to know that I wont abandon you like your old family did."
Shana closed her eyes and smiled. "I really don't have a choice in the matter, so I'll work with you for now."
"That a girl" Julia said patting Shana's head.
Later Shana found her self in the bathroom, she was incredibly nervous her face was so flushed she was starting to get dizzy. "You know it's your body, you have to look at it one of these days." Julia said running a soapy towel across Shana's back.
"I know but this all just too sudden, I've never seen a girls naked body before!" Shana had her eyes clamped down tight not opening them for anything.
"You sure innocent you know that?" Julia laughed.
"It's not funny!" Shana yelled. "What's going to happen when I have to use the bathroom or when I…. you know every month?"
"Well you don't have to worry about monthly cycles, When creating your body I did not include reproduction organs, so you can't have periods or kids, I can't have you reproducing offspring of my people no can I?"
"Oh thank god!" Shana slouched back against the wall she was leaning on." At least that's one thing off of my to worry list." She said.
After Julia was finished washing Shana's body and hair she lifted her up and placed her inside the sallow end of the pool size bathtub. "Ok you soak here in the water a little longer while I go get you something to wear ." Julia instructed.
Shana's heart nearly stopped when she heard that, she knew Julia would bring back some girls clothes for her to wear. Shana knew she would have to wear girls clothes eventually but had not yet prepped herself for it yet.
Julia Shortly returned with servile articles of clothes a long with an oversized fluffy drying towel. Without thinking and to her surprise Shana stood out of the water up and walked over to Julia. "Wow I'm all better now?" Shana asked in surprise.
"Your body was just weak from hunger and the water you were sitting in has healing properties in it so it rapidly sped up your bodies healing process." Julia took the towel and dried off Shana's body. She ten reached over and grabbed some cotton material and stretched them out then held them down. "Ok step in to these."
Shana looked down at the material and then looked back up at Julia. "Are those what I think thay are?" Shana asked smiling nervously.
"Well you can't go walking around without these on, it's unfitting for a lady." Julia responded. Shana gulped and stepped into the pair a white cotton panties and Julia slid them up her legs and around her waist. The next torture device Shana was forced to try on was a bra, Julia had Shana lift up her arms while she clipped the bra around her chest. Last were the clothes Julia had bought, in the end Shana was wearing a white button up blouse and a short red pleaded skirt along with some red and white shoes. "Well don't you look cute!" Julia said with sparkling eyes admiring the way Shana looked.
"Can I die now?" Shana cried comically.
"Well now lets go." Julia pulled Shana by the hand leading her out of the bathroom.
"Wait go where?" Shana asked in fear as she was drug to the front door.
Julia turned around and smiled."Shopping of course, we need to get you some clothes to wear, you can't wear expect that everyday." Julia said pointing at the clothes Shana was wearing.
Whaaaa!" Shana wined.
Across town in the shopping district Shana found her self in a huge department store. "Ok Shana what would you like to do first, shop for clothes or shop for your underwear first?"
Shana blushed and looked down at her feet. "Underwear." She said meekly.
While walking to the underwear and bra section of the store Julia slapped Shana's hands away because she was tugging at the bottom of her skirt. "Don't do that, your going to attract unwanted attention to yourself!" Julia whispered.
"This skirt is too short, I feel like I'm being exposed right now, I can't help it!" Shana fussed back blushing.
It did not take long to shop for bra and panties, Shana just went along with where ever Julia thought looked cute on her, in the end the basket was filled with three weeks worth of Bra and panties along with different colored pairs of socks.
The next couple of hours were spent trying on different outfits for different occasions like for street clothes, parties, and other dressy type gatherings. Julia ended up buying Shana over thirty different shirts, fifteen pairs of pants, ten pairs of shorts, and over twenty skirts and dresses along with ten pairs of shoes. After taking the all the clothes the check out line and spending money that could be used for a down payment on a car Shana and Julia left the shopping district in Julia's car and headed back home so Shana could rest.
Once back at the house Shana immediately kicked off her shoes when entering the front door and plopped strait on the couch ready to call it a day. "Now I know the meaning shop til you drop." Shana mumbled with her face in the couches cushions.
"Well no one said it was easy being a girl Shana, I'm afraid you'll just have to learn that the hard way." Julia said patting the back of Shana's head to comfort the tried girl.
"I think I'll die before that happens if I got to do stuff like this everyday." Shana complained.
"Don't worry you'll survive, once the development for you abilities kick's in-"Shana heard a large thumping noise and felt the vibration of something heavy being sat down on the floor next to her."You'll be unstoppable." Julia said.
Shana turned her head and saw a giant tote bag sitting on the floor next to her. Suddenly she was flipped on her back by Julia and a hand placed on her stomach. Julia began moving her fingers back and forth; Shana reacted to this sensation and started squirming and giggling. "What are you doing all of the sudden, stop it that tickles!" Shana yells kicking her legs and feet in the air shocked to what she just hollered out.
"Well we're done with everything that needed to be done and now you have the whole evening to yourself." Julia responded. "When I peeked into your memory bank I saw that in your free time you liked to explore one of your fetishes by watching girls being tickled, now I'm just testing to see how you like it now that you're the one being tickled!" Julia smirked mischievously.
"Stop it I-I can't breathe!" Shana pleaded as she was turning red in the face, Julia finally stopped letting Shana to catch her breath.
"My your quite ticklish aren't you?" Julia smiled.
"I-I never was before." She said still out of breath.
"Well I did say that you don't know yourself as good as you think you know, now then shall we move on to your next fetish?"
"What do you mean my next fetish; I have know idea what you're talking about." Shana looked away.
"It's like I said before, you don't have to hide it from me Shana, you are who you are and I will accept and support what ever you like as long as it is not destructive towards you and those around you understand?" Julia said caringly but firmly.
"Bu-" Shana was cut off.
"I know as much as if you had not developed these fetishes of yours you might have ended up like those creeps that attacked me the other day so I am really grateful that you have them, and I would like to help you explore them. You're going to be living with me for now on and I want you to be comfortable around me, I want you to feel that you can trust me with the things of your life that you don't want other people knowing."
"You'll really accept me, you won't think I'm weird for liking this stuff?" Shana look Julia dead in the eyes to see if she was lying.
"I'll show you sweetie." Using gentle force Julia Pushed Shana back lying her on the couch, She reached under Shana's skirt and pulled at her panties making her jump with each motion. Once Shana's panties were completely off her body Julia reached for the tote bag and took out servile items one being something white and puffy. Julia reached for Shana's skirt and lifted it up exposing the bear privates. Julia reached for the puffy item a diaper and slowly unfolded it, each crinkling sound that diaper made while Julia was unfolding it make Shana excited while at the same making her nervous. Once the diaper was fully unfolded Julia ordered Shana to lift her bottom up so the diaper could go under.
Shana saw Julia reaching for a container that read 'Baby Powder'. "Wait Mrs. Julia I don't really like these kinds of scents." Shana murmured.
"Well I'm no expert in changing diapers let alone putting a diaper on someone but I heard it's really bad to wear one of these without the use of baby powder." Julia responded with out looking up. She unscrewed the cap and sprinkled a vast amount on Shana's front and back side.
Once the scent entered her nose Shana was expecting to gag because she use to hate that scent of all things, but now thing's were different the scent was really pleasant and relaxed her. "No way, is it because I'm in a girls body that I like the smell of baby powder now?" She asked her self.
Julia finished the job by pulling the diaper over Shana's front and pulling the clear tabs to tape the diaper up tightly. "You liked to watch girls in diapers but you never had the nerve try them on yourself, so how dose it feel to finally be able to wear a diaper again after so many years?" Julia asked but Shana was left speechless, She opened her mouth to speak but no word came out. "Looks like someone could use a nap if you're so tired that you cannot speak at the moment."
Julia was right, Shana was both tired physically from being dragged around all day shopping and emotionally from being embarrassed being forced to do so many things she would not normally do. Julia took a sheet and threw it over Shana's body then placed the palm of her hand over Shana's face and she was out like a light seconds later. "Sweet dreams Shana." Julia said before leaving the room.
OC: Shane/ Shana, Julia
Persona P3: Minato Arisato, Minako Arisato
