SHINOHINA : MY DEAR BUTTERFLY
Chapter 3: Finding love
Author's note:Yes I'm still alive. What can I say the school responsibilities are such a b***ch sometimes. Enjoy the chapter.
Disclaimer: I own nothing.
Your secret admirer who could it be?
Ooo can't you see all along it was me?
How can you be so blind as to see
right through me?
(Evanescence "Solitude")
Shino looked at the sleeping Hinata. He carried her to her home since she was to drunk to walk. He slept over also since he figured out that she will probably be very confused when she wakes up. He looked again at her sleeping form. She was breathtaking. The sunlight was playing on her skin making it seem like she was glowing. He allowed himself a moment of fantasy imagining himself lying there with her as a lover. She would wake up and kiss him not because she was drunk but because she loved him. But it was only a fantasy. She stirred in her sleep eventually opening her eyes and looked at him "Wh-What happened? Shino-kun we...we didn't" she looked horrified at the thought. This was the last time she got herself drunk.. Shino's eyes got wide behind his glasses. "We didn't Hinata!" after he calmed down he continued "I just carried you home and slept over in case you would need any help in the morning". Relief flooded over her. "Thank you for taking care of me". "It's fine Hinata. That's what friends are for right?". "Right" she said. She didn't know was it just her imagination or something else but somehow Shino looked rather hurt at her answer.
FEW DAYS LATER
She thought that she finally was actually good at something. That she was finally strong. Not a failure. But it seems that her luck left her. It was one of her regular training sessions with Tsunade and she told her that her healing jutsu was nearly perfect and was amazed at her fast progress. But Tsunade amazement grew to disappointment when she started her hand to hand combat skill training. Hinata was as strong as Ino and Sakura perhaps even stronger that them but she didn't have their aggressiveness. She was a gentle caring person. Tsunade yelled at her. It wasn't the yelling itself that upset Hinata so much. Tsunade often yelled at Sakura, Shizune. Ino and everyone around her when she was in bad mood. But every time someone yelled at her she could see the threatening figure of her father calling her a disgrace to their clan. She tried her best to burry those painful memories in the back of her mind but she always failed. Her eyes soon got watery no matter how much she tried to stop it. "I will not cry. I'm not weak" she was trying to reassure herself desperately but it was in vain. Tears have already stained her beautiful face. He looked her crying again. Something he tried to prevent from happening. That's why he was with her all these days. To make her happy. And he was succeeding and now look at this. A warm hand wiped her tears away. Hand she has grown accustomed to these ways. Shino. "Hinata what happened?". "Nothing, Shino-kun". "It doesn't look like nothing". "I'm weak. I'm so weak". "No you're not. I'll prove you. We'll train together. Come on". Reluctantly she followed after him. They trained close combat for hours and after she has shown some improvement and cheered up they decided it was time to rest. They picked a small bar as a resting place ordering some cinnamon rolls. Hinata was talking to Shino and smiling. He was such a good person. If only people knew what he hid beneath his cold facade they would never call him a freak or creepy. A familiar presence snapped her out of her thoughts. What is he doing here? Alone?
Slowly Naruto approached and started muttering something that looked like an invitation to go out. "You have a girlfriend" she said sharper than intended. "I had. I thought she actually loved me but she only wanted me to get popularity because you know she dates the guy who defeated Pain. So what do you think?". She looked at him. Her first and only love finally asking her out. Finally saying the words she wanted to hear for so long. She should be happy. And yet for some reason she felt cold unfased by his suggestion. But still she said yes. And she went on a date with Naruto Uzumaki the person she was supposed to love. She had a good time probably the best date ever but something was missing. Something she exactly couldn't name what it is. Out of nowhere she felt a pair of arms wrap around her. Naruto hugged her. But his hug felt odd, uncomfortable. Something was missing the warmth, the soft buzzing. Her eyes went wide when the realisation struck her. What was wrong with this date was the fact that she wanted to be with someone else. The wrong thing with he hug was the fact that it wasn't the hug she craved for. This was the person she had once loved, not the person she loved now. She squeezed out of Naruto grasp looking at his confused face "I'm sorry Naruto-kun. I really loved you once but I just don't anymore" with those words she ran off. The picture of the face her loved one was inside her mind constantly. When she said yes he said he was happy but she could see the sadness in his voice. If only she had stayed with him now she wouldn't be running through the Konoha looking for him. When she eventually got tired she stopped for a moment. "If I was Shino were would I go?" but then it hit her. The Aburame's secret garden.
He was sitting in the garden trying his best to stop the pain in his heart. He actually thought, he actually thought for a moment that she loved him. He was such a fool. He lied to himself he tried to comfort his stupid pathetic heart. Now he understood why the shinobi suppressed their emotions. Who in their right mind would want to feel the pain of broken heart? Oh right, he would. He heard footsteps in the distance. Probably his father or someone else from the clan. But that wasn't the case. It all happened in a flash. He could only see someone jumping him and knocking him to the ground. A soft pair of lips was pressed on his and when he opened his eyes he saw two moon like orbs looking at him. Hinata moved her lips away from his panting heavily. "I...I...I lll-love you". Shino's heart wanted to jump out of his chest and explode that very moment. She loves him. "I love you too Hinata. More than you think. But Naruto-" "No Shino-kun. I don't want to talk about him. It's unimportant" she landed her lips on his again this time fully enjoying the kiss. Soon Shino's tongue ended up in her mouth savoring the cinammon like aroma. Her lips were so sweet like chocolate. No thousands time better than chocolate. Their kiss soon started getting more heated, more passionate.
Lust was building up making the air feel hot. Too hot. Shino's coat and Hinata jacket were the first two things to go. Then everything else. Good thing was that the grass and the flowers were uncut and big enough to hide Choji in his enlarged form. If anyone saw this the hell would break loose. A kiss on his chest made every thought leave his mind. Right now only she existed. Only she was important. He flipped them over and captured her lips. He explored every single part of sweet tasting mouth. Their hands roamed up and down their bodies sending shivers down their spines. Never in their entire lives has any of them felt so complete, so good. Shino's mouth went lower down her graceful long, milky white neck. She moaned in soft melodic voice. A music to his ears. He kept kissing her everywhere he could yearning for more of those sounds. Every time he heard them he could explode. He started kissing her breasts making her moan even more. Her dark hair floated around her making her look like an angel among the flowers. Like a graceful butterfly in human form. His and his only. He stopped kissing and looked at her, a serious look in his eyes. She noded and he entered her slowly. He felt guilt in his heat when she let out a pained sound. He soothed her until she gave him a sign to continue. Which he did making them both lose themselves in lust and pure sinful pleasure. He didn't know how long or how many hours. He didn't care. He pulled his long coat to cover them and whispered words which made her smile: I love you, my dear butterfly.
THE END
Author's note: There you go. The happily ever after.
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