Ahh. Welcome. Come here often? Haha jk. Welcome to chapter six. In the last chapter Edward saved Bella and decided he had to leave.

DISCLAIMER: ok so there will be a lot of quotes taken from the book when Edward leaves. Also a lot of things that happen. I think imma bring in good ol' Jakey. The plot is relatively the same way, just twisted a bit.

Umm... I think I'm done posting for the night. (:

SO this story is gonna change from M to T for maybe a few chapters. For those of you Horny Cupcakes, bear with me. (;

Chapter Six

BPOV

We spent the rest of the day on the phone and talking to the police, sort of shit.

Ah, just joking.

I spent the day nuzzled into Edward's side hugging and kissing him, crying.

I kept telling him how much I loved him and how I was so sorry, in creative, cheesy ways.

The next day was spent relatively the same way, except I needed to take a shower. Not being able to go more than a few seconds without Edward now, I needed him to come with me.

I hadn't made much movement in the past while.

All pain was forgotten when with Edward.

Most pain.

I still felt some weird pain in my lower abdomen.

Maybe I should get that checked out..

eh.

"Edward?"

he hummed into my neck in response.

"Will you come into the shower with me?"

his neck snapped up and his face looked confused for a split second but he composed his expression immediately.

"I don't want to be without you..."

I muttered shyly.

He just nodded in response.

He was really scaring me.

What the hell was wrong?

EPOV

Bella asked me to take a shower with her.

Then she told me it was because she didn't want to be without me.

Poor Bella.

Poor, naive, masochistic Bella.

I'll be gone soon enough my dear.

I'm sorry I have stayed so long in the first place.

"Bella I need to talk to you."

I began.

How else would I?

She just looked at me with a worried look in her eye.

"Bella I'm leaving. The state. As is my family."

her expression looked like a mixture of confusion with a hint of relief.

He gazed up at me with those big chocolate brown eyes.

I had to look away.

This was impossible.

"Just. Me and my family.

I didn't meet her intense gaze.

Her cheeks began to stain with tears as she tried to keep her expression composed; she was miserably failing.

"Please don't... if this is about you in the mafia I..."

she began but I cut her off.

"Your not...good... for me Bella."

I blurted out.

This was far from the truth.

Light years away from the truth.

I wasn't good for her.

She deserved more than me.

Much more than me.

"Is this because I was..."

She swallowed hard and squeezed her eyes shut.

"Raped...?"

God No! I couldn't love you any more, it had no effect. I love you the same if not more. I can't come that close to losing you again Bella!

"Yes. Your soiled. Dirty. Pathetic."

I spat unwillingly.

I could see the pain spread on her face.

I wanted to reach out and hug her.

Tell her everything was alright.

I didn't mean it.

But I had to be strong.

I had to leave her.

Even if it meant breaking her heart.

I could see the determination in her eyes;

she was not going to let go.

"But I love you,"

she whispered.

My heart broke even further.

"I know you do Bella. But your just not what I need.

Your just not...

Perfect."

She began to get out of bed when a flicker of pain spread through her face as she turned her back toward the edge of the bed, her mistake.

Her face suddenly flushed and her eyes quickly rolled to the back of her head, sending her spiraling down toward the ground.

It was good that I was already off the ground because I was there just in time to catch her. Thats when I saw the blood.

Coming out in spurts from her womanhood, as if she had an ejaculating menstrual cycle.

I quickly dragged her to my car and layed her down in the back of my Ashton Martin, My fastest car without bothering to lay a towel down for Bella's blood.

Halfway to the ER, her eyes suddenly fluttered open and she tried to sit up.

I pushed her back down.

She frowned but didn't fight me on it.

"What happened?"

"you passed out and your bleeding."

She looked down and her eyes widened.

A blush crept over her cheeks.

"What the fuck? Oh Edward I'm so s... sorry..."

she stuttered.

"Don't apologize."

I told her.

I was afraid if I said too much I would burst into tears.

If I was going to leave her I had to make it seem believable that I wanted to.

That meant short, snappy sentences.

She said nothing the rest of the ride.

Until we pulled up in front of the ER.

"What? Ed.. N.. Wh... No! I don't need to go to the ER!"

she yelled.

I didn't respond.

I got out and opened the back door, picking her up swiftly out of the car.

I brought her inside and filled some paperwork out.

Before they called her in I turned to her.

I had to leave now.

If I stayed any longer I wouldn't be able to go.

If I knew what was wrong with my angel.

"Goodbye Bella."

I said with all the coldness I could muster.

Her face fell even further and fresh tears blurred her vision.

"Plea..."

She started but I had already left.

When I got out of the building I ran.

I ran as far as I could. And when I stopped, I cried.

I cried until I fell asleep on the forest floor.

A/N

Oh I'm sorry. No, IM not. Maybe I didn't write you guys some awesome goodbye sex because I haven't gotten laid in like a year.

Bitchy Bella.

Bring me that knife over there will YA?

The weird, bold, underlined and italicized quote is big quote.

what did happen to his angel?

STAY TUNED TO FIND OUT~

teehee.

oh, i might post it tomorrow. MAYBE. not making any promises here people. I will be working on it tonight though :)

Oh and the BLEEDING FROM HER VAJAYJAY scene was crucial for the plot line. (winks)

Love Pree!