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Here's the new chapter! In case anybody was wondering, the story go up until Prim's death. The final entry will probably be Prim saying how excited she is to go to the Capitol and help.

ForeverPotter17 started a story about the 68th Hunger Games. It's focused around the District Four tributes. If you like reading about other Games besides Katniss', then you should go check it out.

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I know I haven't written in a while. It's because of what happened. Remember how I told you how Peeta has been hijacked. Katniss couldn't handle it, so she's gone to District Two. She left. Again. She always leaves. If I know my sister, she won't be coming back until District Two is under rebel control. Who knows how long that could take. Even if it does fall, she won't be back for long. Katniss will head to the Capitol. She wants to kill President Snow. And you know what? She'll get killed in the process. It's depressing, but she's reckless and doesn't value her life as much as she should. Katniss is the kind of person who would commit suicide. It's not hard for people to feel like that. Before the war, everyone was starving and was entered for a chance to get killed on TV. Now, nobody knows who will win. If the Capitol wins, everything will be ten times worse than before.

Gale and Finnick didn't go. Finnick has Annie now. He's too happy and they don't need him. Gale wanted to go with Katniss, but she wanted to go without him. But, knowing Gale, he'll be out there soon. He seems really distant lately. I wish he would feel better. I hate when people are sad. Of course, people are sad all the time.

Are you waiting to hear about Rory? You shouldn't be. Nothing big happened. When I went to talk to him, he told me to wait and think about it some more. He thinks I'm feeling rushed into deciding how I feel about him. He's right. I'm still really confused.

I wonder who will win. I say it will be us, but that's just wishful thinking. Oh, I mean the war (in case you didn't know). I really hope we win, but the Capitol is so strong. As long as they have District Two, they still have an incredibly good chance. I hate war. Too many people die. And so many of those people are innocent. Like those injured people who died when the hospital was bombed in District Eight. They were just lying there, in pain, when they were killed. I don't understand why anybody would want to do that. How Katniss killed those people in the Games, I don't know. I realize it was to save her own life and to make it back home, but I don't know how she had the courage to do it. I don't think I would. That's why I want to be a doctor. Instead of injuring people, I get to heal them.

I know I sound negative and depressed, but that's how I've felt lately. Usually I'm happier. It's hard to be happy during a war when you and all the people you care about are at risk of dying.

I heard once, that some people, long ago, could predict the future. Lots of people thought they were fake, but there were some people who believed them. Sometimes I wish I could see the future. If we win the war, I would be relieved. I don't know what I would do if I knew we were going to lose. I guess I could try and convince Katniss for us to run away. Somewhere the Capitol couldn't reach us. If Katniss didn't agree, I could try and convince Gale. But if all else failed, I would be stuck in Thirteen, waiting for us to lose. I would also see when I died. Maybe it's a good thing that people can't see into the future.

It's hard to find out what's going on in the war. They don't like telling people what's happening unless they need to know. Thirteen will tell everyone the basics, like "We're in control of District Nine" or "We've lost a battle in District Five. But don't worry, we won a different battle in District Six". It's not much to go on. Rory and I try to get information on the war from Gale, but we're not having much luck. He doesn't want to scare us, so he only tells us what we already know. It's annoying. He treats us like we're nine and too young to know anything that will scare us. But soon Rory and I will be considered old enough to become a soldier. Gale will not be happy then. I wouldn't become a soldier, but I know that Rory would. Not that he likes killing people, he just wants to help end this war in our favour.

I'm complimenting Rory a lot, aren't I? Does this mean I like him? Or do I like the way he acts? That's the same thing, isn't it? I wish I had an older sister that could give me advic- I can't believe I just wrote that. I do have an older sister, but she can't give me advice. Is that what I meant when I wrote it? Or did I just forget I had a sister, for a few seconds, because she's barely here? And why am I asking so many questions? What is wrong with me?

I should go, the schedule on my arm says I have training in a few minutes. I don't want to be late. I'm scared I'll mess up and they'll stop training me. I would be so upset if that happened. Anyway, I'll write in you some other time. Hopefully I'll have something more positive to say when I do. You never know, something good could happen. It's possible!

Primrose Everdeen