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Not many chapters left. I'll probably do one or two more. Then I'll do the epilouge.


The wedding was amazing! It was incredibly beautiful! Everyone loved it! Finnick and Annie looked so happy together. It was the most fun I had in a long time. It didn't feel like we were in District Thirteen. I wish there was a wedding everyday- they're so much fun! It was perfect! Except for Katniss.

The music was playing and I had just started dancing with Rory when Katniss came over and dragged me away to dance with her. I faked a smile, but I was upset. Not that I don't want to dance with my sister, but I was with Rory. She didn't even ask, she just grabbed my arm. And I couldn't leave because they started filming Katniss and I didn't want all of Panem seeing me ignoring my sister, especially since she is the Mockingjay and they all love her.

The next day I tried to talk to her about it, but she ignored me. It was like I wasn't even there… why did she do that? Was it something that I did? No, I'm being silly and over reacting… right?

Then she found out that Peeta made the cake. She talked to him and started getting mad at him; she didn't even care that he didn't know what was real and what wasn't! Katniss has always had a problem how she acts around other people. She was too defensive.

Since I sometimes help out with Peeta, I was able to find out how the meeting went.

Anyway, the wedding is over and now I'm back to anxiously waiting. Waiting for the attack on the Capitol. Katniss is training to fight. All she wants to do is go to the Capitol and kill President Snow. And no, she didn't tell me. Rory heard Gale muttering about that. Apparently, Gale mutters a lot. He also talks in his sleep.

Katniss and Johanna Mason have been training together. Katniss moved into another compartment with Johanna because the doctors wouldn't let her live by herself. I never thought Katniss would do that, it seemed like she hated Johanna… and that the feeling was mutual. But now they're friends.

All this means is that I see Katniss even less than I did before. I almost never see her. I miss her. I wonder if she misses me…

She probably doesn't. If she did, she would try and make time to see me. I try to make time for her.

It feels odd. Really odd. Like the calm before a storm. Do you know what I mean? Oh, right, you're a book. Why do I keep forgetting that?

I wish I could go back and live the wedding over again. It was incredible. And I have a bad feeling that it will be the last happy thing for a very long time.

I got to go outside yesterday. It was nice to be aboveground. I saw mockingjay. I sang to it and it sung back. I didn't notice, but Rory and the other people who were outside with us were listening. When I was done they said how wonderful of a voice I have. I shocked.

They… they even said that I was better than Katniss.

I still can't believe it. Am I really that good? I used to think that I was okay at singing. But could they be right? Could I actually sing better than the Mockingjay?

I hope so.

Did I just write that? Yup, I did. It sounds a bit harsh, doesn't it… but maybe not.

I wish that I could go out with the soldiers to the Capitol and be a doctor there. I know I'm young, I am only thirteen after all, but I would love to be able to help out.

My mother would probably say no. She can't stop Katniss, but I'm pretty sure that she can stop me. She wouldn't say yes. Why would she want both of her daughters to risk their lives? Even if she did say yes, nobody would take me with them. Again, I'm only thirteen. Maybe when I'm older? No, the war should be over by then. If it's not… well, I'm guessing that things would be pretty bad

I'm late again. I have to go meet Rory and Vick. Bye!

Primrose Everdeen