Runited with my Tetsusaiga,
" you can put me down if you want, " she said, wiggling on my back, apparently she wasnt comfortable.
I on the other, was very comfortable, not in the normal sense,
" Feh, you act as if though your heavy," Trees zoomed by me when i speed up, This half demon thing was weird, but it also had its good sides. Speed, strength, stronger scenes, better seeing.
" Which way's your house?" i asked.
She on hooked her hand on my shoulder. " its down the road a little ways, you should see it, there should be a sign that says, -Higuraishis shrine-"
Okay that should be easy. I have to huff her up a bit, in count she was slipping.
-You'll have to remember sometime half demon-
Wow, what was that? i shook my head and blinked a few times.
" you okay inuyasha?" Kagome asked
I nodded and kept on going. " Were here"
She smiled and got off my back, then grabbed my hand again.
" Uhh Kagome, whats with all the stairs? i mean, wouldn't it have been easier if i just, hmm, i dunno jumped you up there." I didn't see the use of walking up 4 flights of steps if all i had to do is leap up and land at the very top, hell yeah, i can get us to this half demon stuff. keh.
She shook her head." nah i can walk, besides now that your out of the hospital, id like to show you something"
I raised a brow and gave her a cocky grin
She elbowed me right in the side. "not THAT kind of something you perv"
I laughed.
she shook her head , " now c-mon, "
So one by one we climbed the never-ending stairs, once we reached the top, i stopped in shock, why did i stop in shock? i don't know, but it just all seemed so...familar. As if ive been here before.
-That's right, you have been here before half demon, more times than once-
" did you just say something?" i asked kagome?
She shook her head and looked at me funny.
Where was that voice coming from. It was giving me a splitting head ach. My hand came up to gab my head. " Eh, Damn it" The light was starting to hurt. The brightness of it making my eyes water.
" Whats wrong? Inuyasha? inuyasha are you ok?"
I heard her voice, but every word sounded muffled. like she was there i could hear her, but she sounded far away.
"I'm...fine kagome,"i let my arm drop back to my side and we continued to walk til we reached her house.
Kagome slid open the door and walked in. I stayed out.
" you can come in you know, " she said smiling
" Kagome, I've been here before, havent i?."I asked, it felt warm, welcoming, homey
she took both of her hands and placed both on each side of my face, looking stright at me.
"You're remembering, aint you?. Not all of it, but pieces." her eyes were so intense.
I grabbed her hands and pulled them away from my face, still holding them.
"I'm recalling things yes, but...when it happens, my head starts to pound" i said what. Lieing wasnt an option when it came to Kagome, and i knew that.
She looked sad.
But i gave her i grin.
" It's weird, before you lost your memoire, you were never that open about how you were feeling, rather it came from pain or anger, frustration, you just kept it all in, saying you were fine. And when i were to ask, you'd say mind your own business wench"
I flinched.
" We'd constantly argue, When i wanted to come back here to visit my family you'd say, are those humans that important to you that you gotta skip out a cupple of days to find the jewel.I was worse when Koga came around."
The more i heard about myself, the more i hated who i us to be.
" Koga would come, to ask if we had any leads on Niroku,And Koga would always hold my hands and say something nice and the next minute you were accusing me of being in love with him. When that happened, we'd fight for days." She laughed a little
"Then when you and I would start to get close, opening up to one another, SHE would come along and you'd leave, ignoring everything, not even considering how i felt, so i just...i dunno...gave up"
I looked down, every time she mentioned HER, she seemed broken, What was with this Kikyo person anyway? why would the old me be more dedicated to her then to kagome, i mean was i really that heartless to just ignore how she felt or was the old me just shoved to far up my own ass that i didn't care about anyone but myself.
I was angry at myself, for being so ruthless, and incasiderabul.
" Come on" she said.
When i looked up at her, she must have seen how pale my face was, when she started to ask what was wrong i shook my head to stop her.
Later that evening
" It's good to see you're doing well again Inuyasha, i must say you gave us all quite a scare" Kagome's mother sat a plate of cookies out and a cup of milk.
" Mama" kagome said,
Kagomes mother looked down at her and waited for her to continue
" Inuyasha...he... well he doesnt remember...The doctor said he has a mild case of emnishia,"
Kagomes mother gasped in shock than tears gathered in her eyes. " You poor dear."
I did know what to do, she poor lady was almost on the break of tears, i looked at Kagome and back to her mother, shrugging and sighing. I pushed my chair out and sat up.
" Miss Higuraishi, there's no reason to be upset, im fine, really" i said,
Instead of waiting for her to reply, i gave her a hug.
When i let her go, she looked at kagome and grinned. " well i must say Kagome, this new...Inuyasha is quite something else"
Kagome nodded
And i smiled, ive been hearing that a lot lately.
"Oh yeah that's right, wait here Inuyasha." Kagome pushed her chair out, ran up the stairs
A few minute's later she came running back down with some long metal thing in her arm's
The metal thing looked like some trinket. Shinny but rusty.
She handed it out to me and smiled ^_^.
" Uh...what is it?" I gave it a glance over and followed it from base to back,
" It's your sword"
my sword?
She layed it down into my open hands, when i had both hands over it. I stood up.
-The sword is what holds your demon nature in check if the sword well to break, the inner demon in you would lose control you'd be un stoppabul, you'd only fight and kill til some one was able to destroy you-
"WHAT IN THE HELL IS THAT?" I yelled, making kagome jump back a bit.
" whats what inuyasha?" Kagome's mom came in
" Every once in a while ill hear this voice, saying something like walk up half demon or your right half demon, its annoying"
Kagome placed a hand on my shoulder. " So that's why your head was hurting earlier"
I nodded.
" Well maybe you should go upstairs and lay down, you did just get out of the hospital remember, and knowing you, you probably didn't listen to anything the doctor said before you flew out."
I huffed.
I didn't give a damn about what that doctor had to say, i spent enough time in that damn prison.
"Nah ill be fine." i stated.
I looked down at the sword. It felt right holding it, Was this sword the only life line i had that held my humanity?
