Staring at Logan in shock of what had just occurred Carlos could not speak. He just stared. Logan did not swing at him or say anything; he just stared back at Carlos. Then out of nowhere Logan said, "So… you like me or something?"

"Uh…", Carlos started to say as tears began to develop in his eyes, "Can we just forget this ever happened?"

"Uh… yeah I guess. Do you want to talk about it Carlos?", asked Logan.

"No. I think its best that I take the bus home and you drive the car by yourself", said Carlos without looking at Logan.

"Are you kidding me? You are not taking the bus home. Why won't you just fucking talk to me about this? If you're ga…", Logan got instantly interrupted before finishing his sentence.

"I'm not dude like shut the hell up!", Carlos screamed at Logan. As he heard himself say this he started to feel bad and before he could apologize Logan started to walk off.

"Fine, whatever I will drive my car home without you and you can take the damn bus", Logan said in almost a whisper. Carlos was noticing that Logan was starting to get upset and he hated that he was the reason. Taking the bus home was a disaster, Carlos sat by an old lady named Norma who just went on and on about him being her favorite in Big Time Rush. He was trying not to draw attention to himself but it was already too late. He signed autographs for everyone on the bus and got off three blocks away from the bus stop in front of his apartment. As he walked all he could think about was that kiss between Logan and himself. His lips were perfect. He can't be gay though… since he didn't want me like that… I hate myself. Finally he broke down when he got to the apartment door and decided to stay on the entryway and cry for a minute.

Carlos wiped his tears from his cheeks and stumbled into the apartment. To his surprise Logan wasn't even home yet. He looked in the living room to see Kendall sitting on the red sofa watching some cooking show.

Kendall felt like someone was behind him and looked over his shoulder and when he saw his friend Carlos he shouted, "Hey! Get in here this shit they are cooking looks bomb as hell!"

Carlos smiled and slowly walked over to the sofa and sat by Kendall. Kendall was starting to notice that Carlos wasn't being himself at all. He looked at him and asked, "Bro, what's on your mind? You look like you just got broken up with."

Now Carlos felt like total shit he looked at Kendall and couldn't even get a breath out. He tried to stop the tears from coming out but they were just too strong, his emotions were running haywire. Kendall almost gasped when Carlos burst into tears not expecting it at all. He didn't know what to do. He tried to console Carlos when James walked in.

"Hey what are you faggots up to?", James asked Carlos and Kendall. Carlos's face was starting to feel like it was on fire. He started to sweat and felt sick. James looked at Kendall and Carlos and asked, "Okay, so I'm guessing Carlos has an STD?" and with that comment Carlos stood up and punched James in the face.

"Don't you ever call me a fucking faggot, you understand me!", yelled Carlos who was standing over James.

"What the hell!", said the confused James who's nose was starting to bleed. Carlos just left the room and headed up to his room and slammed the door. He could not believe what had just happened. Throwing himself on his bed he buried his face in the pillow and screamed.

Back downstairs Kendall helped James up and gave him some paper towels to clean his nose. "What the hell happened to him Kendall? Dammit this one of my favorite shirts too!", James said to Kendall.

"I honestly don't know James. He got home and I asked him to watch that cooking show with me and he just started crying. Then here comes you calling us fags.", Kendall replied giving James a look of disgust.

"Well you know I was fucking joking. I know both of you like the pussy. I mean I wouldn't hang with either of you if you didn't", said James.

"Oh, so if I were gay you'd just drop me?", Kendall asked.

"Dude, I'd drop you and quit the band. That shit is not natural. I do not support homos.", James replied.

"Well now you've pissed me off dude. You deserved that hit to the face, night.", Kendall said with repulsion. He wasn't gay but that made him sick, he hated when people disliked anyone that was different. His mother had many gay friends and even one of his favorite cousins was gay. Kendall walked into Carlos room and saw him trying to go to sleep. He then said to Carlos, "Hey dude if you ever want to talk about what's bothering you, I'm here for you." Carlos just nodded and Kendall went to his room hoping that everything would be okay in the morning.

Logan had been thinking for about two hours in the 24 hour diner until he decided to call Camille who was one of his closest friends and old love interest. "Hello", Camille said in a tired voice, she must have been asleep Logan thought.

"Uh… hey Camille it's Logan. Can you meet me at the Rock N Diner?" he asked hoping she wasn't in a dramatic mood.

"You do realize it is eleven o'clock, right?", she asked.

"Yes I do! But I need to talk to someone.", Logan pleaded.

"Okay I'm coming then.", she gave in to him almost every time.

Camille walked into the diner and was greeted by the hostess and told her she was meeting a friend. She sat across from Logan and said, "Okay pretty boy, speak."

"Well… I feel weird.", Logan said.

"Oh, okay elaborate." Camille said slightly annoyed.

"Okay please promise you won't repeat anything I say to anyone.", Logan said with his voice shaking.

Camille looked at him with worried eyes. "Okay I promise Logan, did you break a law?", she promised and asked.

"No", Logan said with a laugh, "nothing like that." Camille smiled with relief. "Okay today we all had the day off", he started to tell the story to Camille.

"You mean you and the boys", Camille asked.

"Yes and Carlos and I hung out and stuff. We had a lot of fun until… well…", Logan couldn't find the words to finish his sentence. Camille looked at him intensely which always made Logan nervous.

"What happened Logan?", Camille asked nervously.

"He kissed me Camille.", Logan blurted out.

Camille just sat there with a puzzled look on her face. "He kissed you? Like romantically?", she asked.

"Yes.", Logan said looking down at the table. Before Camille could say anything they were interrupted by the waitress asking Camille if she wanted anything. She just asked for a water and the waitress rushed back to the kitchen area.

"Okay, so what happened after the kiss?", Camille said still gazing at Logan intensely.

"He said he wasn't gay when I asked and rode the bus home and I ended up here. Camille… I liked it.", Logan sad.

Camille just stared at Logan. She looked shocked. "You liked it? Like you think you are gay?", she asked.

"I don't know about gay but when he kissed me it was like the best kiss I've ever had. He was so… perfect. Oh man, I think I like… Carlos", confessed Logan. He looked up at Camille and saw her looking out the window then she turned to him and started to speak.

"Well, you know I kind of thought you were gay. I mean we never worked out.", she said in a low voice.

"Camille, I'm sorry.", Logan said with his voice cracking. He really did care for her but he'd never use the word love for how he felt about her.

"It's okay Logan, I am not mad at you. You need to be who you are, if that's being gay then that is okay with me. But you do need to talk to Carlos about this, he's obviously struggling with it", she said to Logan with caring eyes.

"I will try", he replied.