I AM BACK. I finally found time in between my schedule to finish up this chapter, but because I spent quite a number of days writing it my thoughts were rather segmented, so honestly I don't think it was very well - written, but do NOT expect the next chapter to come too soon, because as I've said, I'm a busy busy busy person *sobs*.

Thank you all for reading this story, and I do hope you all like it!

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There were so many people looking down at him. Where was he? Where were his mom and dad? Suddenly, they all lunged at him at once, tearing at his clothes, some laughing manically, others just looking at him, hungry and lustful. He cried out and screamed, kicking violently and thrashing his arms out, but someone had pinned them down, and his struggling was useless. He cried and cried, but no one heard, or perhaps they all just decided to ignore.

He felt so naked and raw, and he felt so weird with people staring down at him. He felt hands running up and down his body, his nipples being squeezed and flicked at, and then as he looked down, scared, he saw a blur of people running their tongues down his body. He didn't know what to do; he had no clue what was going on. He screamed for his mom, for his dad, for his aunt, but no one came running to him, like they would usually do, when he fell and cut his leg, or when his toy boat broke. Not even his butler came to his aid when he shrieked his name.

And then, he felt a tight grasp around his bottom – his mom refused to tell him what it was called – and he cried out. People were taking turns to suck it, licking it all over, and he felt something weird coming out of it. He couldn't stop it from coming out, and then he screamed again when white stuff came out.

"Such a slutty body," he heard from the corner of the room. He turned his tear and blood stained face towards the voice slowly, shaking and shivering all over. All he could see was a bright, orange metal which menacingly came closer and closer towards him, steam clouding all over.

Ever so forcefully, he was flipped around, his back facing the crowd of people. The now red-orange metal was hovering over his back, coming closer and closer... he screamed at the top of his lungs, new tears streaming out…

Ciel bolted upright in the bed and mustered all his strength to push Sebastian away from him, his heart hammering against his chest, his breath heavy. But Sebastian was not going to let the junior have his way, and immediately pushed him back down, a smirk apparent on his face.

"Just lie back and enjoy," Sebastian leaned in to whisper and pulled Ciel's zipper down forcefully, showing a large bulge that was slowly soaking his underwear. But Ciel's eyes were wide open, full of fear and memories. He was not going to let it happen again. Ciel clenched the bed sheets tightly, looking from left to right, as if more people would show up. He pushed Sebastian one last time with both his hands – with more strength than he had intended – and managed to fling himself in an upright position, this time getting off the bed and carelessly trying to zip back his zipper, stumbling backwards.

"Son of a bitch," he muttered, which was audible for only Sebastian and himself to hear.

"Now now, not very honest are you?" Sebastian smiled gleefully, sitting upright and reaching out for Ciel's hands. Upon touch, Ciel automatically slapped it away, looking at Sebastian with a slightly freaked out look, as if trying to retain his pride and at the same time his true emotions were surfacing on his face.

Don't touch me, don't touch me, don't touch me, don't touch me, don't touch me, don't touch me, don't touch me, don't touch me, don't touch me… the same sentences resonated in Ciel's head again and again, his state of mind exactly the same as it was 5 years ago, the same sentence that was in his head when that man tried to pin him down…

Ciel realised he was being watched curiously by the senior, and immediately turned his head away, his face flushing slightly. He was not going to be looked as if he were weak, and cleared his throat, trying to maintain his composure, and looked back at Sebastian, folding his arms, attempting to his voice steady and his face as normal as possible – which was looking aloof, looking proud, and full of contempt.

"Sorry to disappointed, asshole –" Ciel stressed on the word "– but I'm not gonna get fucked by you so easily, so get yourself another fucking little kid to entertain you." Ciel turned and started to walk away.

Sebastian frowned slightly. The senior never had trouble getting people in bed, and this was definitely a first.

In a swift movement and a wrapping of arms around Ciel's waist, Ciel was back again on the bed. Ciel's face was a mixture of shock and horror, and he clenched his teeth, clawing at his senior's shirt.

"No fucking way am I going to let you go, your refusal is just turning me on," and with that, Sebastian bit on Ciel's collarbone hard, causing Ciel to yelp in pain. Is this going to be some replay? Ciel began breaking out in cold sweat, his mind going in frenzy, trying to figure out a way to get out. Perhaps if I could suddenly shove my knee up and cause Sebastian permanent damage… or perhaps I could scream and act all innocent… no, no, no… too demeaning….

But Sebastian had already proceeded to suck on Ciel's pink nipples, and Ciel threw his head back. He had never felt this way before, and he had thought he would only feel pain and suffering, just like in the past. But somehow a moan escaped from Ciel's lips, and Ciel immediately covered his mouth in surprise, shutting his eyes tight. The senior's touch was gentle – humiliating, but gentle.

Sebastian saw this and chuckled, biting and nibbling and sucking alternatively, licking the area round and round again, and as he looked up, he noticed Ciel closing his eyes, his eyelids quivering. Oh how cute, like a little cat, Sebastian thought, and went back up, face to face with Ciel, and slowly pried his hands away from his mouth, and drove his tongue inside the junior's mouth, causing Ciel to writhe slightly under the senior. Sebastian whirled his tongue slowly in Ciel's mouth, fighting with his tongue, and then slowly subduing the junior's tongue, which was going with the flow.

As Sebastian preoccupied Ciel on top, he used his free hand to again zip down Ciel's pants, this time sure he had rendered Ciel unable to fight back. He then started to massage the growing bulge, causing Ciel to grip the bed sheets tighter, unable to breathe.

Sebastian began peeling his pants off, and then his innocently white underwear which was slightly wet. And then Sebastian marveled at the erect cock he had caused, and began using two fingers to stroke it up and down. Ciel was helpless; he couldn't scream for help because his mouth was being captured (quite pleasurably he would not admit) and he could shove his knee into the senior's groin without risking his own (it was quite pleasurable down there too, although he would never admit it).

Sebastian slowly removed his lips from the junior, a trail of saliva connecting them both, and Ciel hurriedly wiped his mouth, covering his swollen lips, his mind in total confusion. Then, he gasped slightly as he felt pressure on his dick. Sebastian had proceeded to move his hand up and down the junior's length, slow, and then fast, and then fast. Ciel thought it would bring back those memories, but somehow it did not quite come to him, and suddenly he was on a boat of ecstasy. Sebastian unzipped his own pants and pressed his own dick against Ciel's, rubbing them together.

"Stupid… mother fucker… ahh… You're gonna pay for this…mmph…" Ciel moaned.

Faster and faster Sebastian rubbed both dicks together, and then Ciel muffled his scream until it sounded like a grunt as he came, the white thick fluid coming out and spraying on Sebastian's white uniform. Sebastian, with one last rub, came as well, a smirk on his face, as if his cum was superior to Ciel's.

And then with another swift movement, Ciel was thrown to his back, and then Sebastian began to push his uniform up when he suddenly stopped. Ciel, blushing madly, turned to look slightly at his senior, and realised his senior was looking at his lower back intently.

And then Ciel realised.

He quickly pulled his uniform down and whipped around, facing the senior. No one had seen it before except for Alois, and Ciel wasn't sure how to deal with Sebastian if he asked about it, and settled on replying as nonchalantly as possible. But Sebastian was staring right at Ciel's face, his own face unreadable.

"Where… did you get that?"

"Get what?" Ciel began buttoning his shirt quickly, fumbling at the buttons and zipping up his pants, but the cloth was caught in the zip and Ciel muttered under his breath, "low quality shit."

"That mark, it looks quite fascinating," the senior smiled, and then inched his hand forward to lift Ciel's shirt up. But Ciel finally regained his senses (meaning no more blushing what-so-not) and immediately slapped his hand away, and when he finally zipped up his pants, he looked at Sebastian coolly.

"None of your business, now if you'll excuse me I've got class," Ciel said, stood up and pushed the standing curtains aside, eager to get away and avoid further questioning.

He suddenly felt a tug at his wrist, and turned his head to see Sebastian smirking.

"Oh c'mon baby, you're just going to leave like this?" Sebastian made a fake pout, which Ciel found to be absolutely revolting. Baby? You've got to be kidding me, Ciel thought and rolled his eyes, snatching his hand away and walking off, ignoring the nurse who was eyeing his suspiciously.

Sebastian's eyes trailed after the younger male, and began to think about the mark on Ciel's lower back: a circle seared with a particular shape within the circle. Sebastian was sure it was identical to the one he was shown…

He looked towards the other standing curtain, which was hiding both his friend and Ciel's friend, and they were both gasping and making erotic groans and moans. Sebastian would have never guessed that Claude was actually a sex-beast and was more sadistic than he was. Pervert, Sebastian thought, and ruffled his hair, smiling to the smitten nurse who had been stealing glances at him from her compact mirror and he too decided he should attend classes once in a while, and left the couple to their business.


Alois only sauntered into class when it was the third last period, and after giving a cheeky grin to the girl he had slapped and apologizing by looking into her eyes and seducing her with sweet words (which he successfully did as the girl was blushing moments later), he proclaimed to Ciel that he just had the best sex ever with the sexiest man alive.

"…I have never been fucked by a man who looked so composed even after I looked at him right in the eye, and his dick was so BIG…" Alois rattled on, completely ignoring Mr Spears who was throwing chalk at his head to turn around, and eventually he gave up and pasted a detention paper on the back of Alois's head.

Ciel rolled his eyes – trust Alois to talk about such obscenities so openly and loudly. Alois stared at Ciel for a while, and then cupped Ciel's ear, "did you have fun too?"

Ciel, surprised by the sudden whisper attack, retracted his head backwards and stuck out his tongue.

"You know I don't swing that way idiot."

"Your preferences can change any day," Alois retorted gleefully, and turned around to face the front, with the detention slip still stuck on his head.

Ciel placed his head comfortably on his hand, with his elbow on the desk, and gazed out of his window, not even fighting Alois back. His encounter with Sebastian was too sudden and shocking, and honestly Ciel still did not know how to deal with it. The way the senior touched him and held him surprisingly made him feel good, unlike how he used to be treated, although it was only touching. But he was not going to be suddenly tackled with no reason, and he was certainly not going to allow Sebastian to touch him again. Ciel was sure if he had let Sebastian continue it would all turn out the same.

But the look Sebastian had in his eyes – not just any ordinary curiosity, but more of recognition – was peculiar. Was it possible that Sebastian was a victim, just like Ciel?

Suddenly, he felt a heavy weight on his back and realised Alois was leaning his entire body on him, his arms wrapping around Ciel's shoulders.

"Hmm hmm, what can be possibly on little prince's mind that little prince didn't hear the bell ring?" Alois enquired, resting his chin on Ciel's head and earning some squeals from their female classmates. Apart from a few people, many were always eager to see the extent of Alois's and Ciel's friendship, so much so they go 'moe' all the time. Ciel thought it was absolutely disgusting, but Alois was so fascinated by it he just had to push it further, and Ciel eventually gave up trying to stop his best friend.

Ciel stood up without warning and hit Alois's chin hard – Alois whimpering afterwards – and grabbed his bag, waving his hand while walking out of the class and said in his usual bored voice, "See ya detention loser." He could faintly make out a shrilly "fucking asshole" as he shut the classroom door and headed to the stairs. He couldn't wait to go home – honestly he wasn't exactly shaken by that morning's incident because it wasn't the first time he was taken against his will – Ciel shook his head to shake the memory out – but he was worn out and needed space to think, and the school definitely was a bad place, with so many people surrounding him and a bunch of girls always safely walking a distance behind him, pushing one another forward to talk to him.

Finally, Ciel thought as he finally exited the school gates, away from so much annoying crap. As he tucked his hands into his pockets and slowly walked home, he could hear someone call his name from a distance, but he ignored it, assuming it was some stupid girl, and continued to walk on.

"Oh c'mon, are you really going to ignore me like this," a familiar, deep voice suddenly said, and Ciel groaned. The very reason why I wanted to get out of the school asap, Ciel thought as he pinched his nose bridge. He turned to find Sebastian, with his black sling bag hanging on his shoulder, towering over him, and a redundant thought entered Ciel's mind, I'm really short.

Ciel stared long and hard into Sebastian's crimson eyes, trying hard not to give in to them. Ciel finally broke the long silence with a sigh, and he massaged his temples as he asked, "What do you want this time?"

"Just a friendly chat, you know I said I was interested in you," Sebastian chuckled, overly friendly and flirty.

Ciel was trying hard to keep his cool – he nearly gave in to this man's morning's sexual cravings, and now he wants to talk? Ciel decided to just ignore him and walked towards his house. Sebastian walked beside him, clearly not taking the hint to go away.

"Where do you live?"

"…"

"Is it around the corner?"

"…"

"What's your favourite food?"

"…"

"Is that marking on your back a birthmark?"

"SERIOUSLY DUDE, WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU," Ciel exploded as he whipped towards Sebastian, his face cringed up in anger and annoyance; he really couldn't stand nosy people.

Sebastian put both his hands up, laughing softly as he replied, "C'mon dude, I just want to know you better."

"Why do you keep annoying me?!" Ciel exclaimed, "what's so interesting about me! If you want a fuck buddy go find my good friend Alois! He wants to be fucked by every man in the world!" Ciel threw his hands up in the air, exasperated.

"W-ow, I never knew the rumored cool emotionless prince could actually show some expressions like that," Sebastian teased, referring to the nickname Ciel received because he seemed to show no interest in any girl and rejected girls before they could even say their names, leaving them in tears.

"Argh!" Ciel slapped his face with his hand and walked off impatiently, now wanting more than ever to be left alone.

"Okay, okay, I'll tell you okay?" Sebastian rolled his eyes and kept up with Ciel's fast pace easily, clearly amused by what he found to be a cute reaction. "I thought you were really cute and that's why I approached you. Nothing more."

Nothing more? Ciel snorted, clearly un-amused, and continued walking.

"I really thought you were cute!"

"You try to fuck every dude you find cute?" Ciel retorted, not at all impressed.

"Well duh, is that a sin?"

"Then find another cute boy, just stop bothering me."

"Fine, fine. I'll stop bothering you if you answer my question."

Ciel stopped walking, and slowly turned his head towards the older male, looking at him suspiciously. "And what's that?"

"Tell me where you got that mark from."

"And of what concern is that of you?" Ciel said slowly, beginning to think that Sebastian perhaps really was a victim, just like he was.

"Just curious."

"Like hell I'll tell you."

"And why not?"

"Cause you're annoying, and you barely know me." Ciel walked up to his front door steps, and not waiting for Sebastian to reply, he unlocked the front door and quickly went inside, slamming the door with one hand. He heard a faint "Oi!" from the other side of the door, and leant on the door, sighing. He hated being questioned.

Ciel began to walk towards the living room when he realised there was another pair of black leather shoes on the shoe rack.

Ciel took his own shoes off and placed them next to the black leather shoes. He walked along the corridor towards the living room, and found his guardian – who was appointed by his Aunt Anne because she was too busy to take care of him – sitting on the couch and sipping his wine as he kept pressing buttons on the remote control and changing the TV channels. His spiky orange red hair was slightly messy, and with his back facing Ciel, he didn't seem to realize someone entering the house.

Ciel slowly tiptoed towards Joker and with a big arm movement, gave a sudden hug attack from behind, wrapping his arms around Joker's shoulder and neck.

Joker gave a yelp of surprise, and turned around to find Ciel grinning away, pleased with his attack. Joker sighed and gave a breath of relief, and reached his hand out to ruffle Ciel's hair.

"And I thought I was going to be killed like in those movies."

"Welcome back," Ciel grinned, earnestly happy that Joker was back. With a tattoo below his left eye shaped like a blue teardrop, his spiky orange red hair tied, Joker did look every bit like a joker, except his stunning features made women swoon, which was his actual profession.

Joker was wearing his white shirt half buttoned, and his jacket was carelessly placed next to him. Ciel used one hand to hold onto the back of the couch and propelled himself up to land on the couch next to Joker, dumping his bag on the floor.

"Sorry kiddo, we keep missing each other because of my erratic schedule," Joker ruffled his own hair, looking slightly sorry.

But Ciel didn't mind. When Ciel was placed under his care, Joker took his job as a guardian and care taker seriously and tried to make Ciel feel at home. Even when Ciel refused to eat his meals or threw bouts of tantrums, Joker was always patient and understanding, and even when need be he would take Ciel to his work place and ask his lady owner to take care of him until his job ended. He was like a brother towards Ciel, and after his parents, Joker was his most important person (Alois came third unfortunately). It has been 4 years since Joker had taken care of him, and Ciel couldn't imagine what would happen if Joker didn't help him when he was broken and miserable in the beginning.

"No big deal, I can manage my life now," Ciel shrugged, and automatically laid down on Joker's thighs like he would always do, closing his eyes and enjoying the comfortable silence. Joker ruffled Ciel's hair, and in a fatherly tone said, "No can do, I'm still your guardian."

Ciel opened his eyes and pouted slightly.

"Quit your host job; get a regular one, like a desk job or something. You always reek of alcohol when you come back."

Joker gave a small laugh, and once again ruffled Ciel's hair like he was still a kid. "Nah, can't do that. My host job pays well, you know that."

Ciel gave a 'humph', and turned his back towards Joker. Of course he understood; Ciel just wanted to spend more time with this brother of his, but I guess this is nice too, he thought, and settled comfortably on Joker's lap.

"Since when were you so comfortable on my lap? The last time I made you sleep on my lap you threatened you would vomit your next dinner all over me."

"Since I made a friend who does the same thing," Ciel chuckled.

"That neighbor? Boy is he flamboyant."

But Ciel was already snoring and drooling on Joker's best pants. Joker sighed and carried him gently, careful not to wake him up as he climbed the stairs. He placed him on his bed and dragged the blanket over Ciel. He sat down next to the peaceful body, hesitated, and then caressed Ciel's cheek.

"How much longer do I have to wait…" Joker muttered under his breath. He clenched his hands into a fist, and used his free hand to cover his face, as if in shame, and he got up, exiting the room soundlessly. He was glad it was Saturday the next day – he needed rest.


After watching the younger male slam the door, Sebastian ruffled through his hair, and quickly turned the opposite direction where his own apartment was located down the street, although Ciel didn't know Sebastian actually lived in the apartment building which was a 5 minutes' walk to Ciel's house.

Unlocking the door to his apartment hastily, he dumped his bag at one corner of the room and proceeded into the living room, where papers and documents were neatly arranged on the coffee table.

He sat down on the floor right in front of the coffee table and began flipping through the brown folder labeled "Restricted", and found the photograph he was given; A circle with an intricate pattern within branded onto a person's body, the same shape and pattern he saw on the younger male's body.

But he had to be sure it was the correct person; his client had mentioned there were quite a few who had the same marks, so Sebastian had to do further investigation.

He sighed and leaned back against the seat of the coach, closing his eyes. He had to quickly get the job done; he was supposed to finish it within a year, and it was closing to 9 months. But it was only a matter of time before he finally found the person, and he had a good guess who. He stood up painfully, tired from school, and walked slowly towards the bathroom, hoping to wash away his fatigue.


Ho ho, who exactly is Sebastian? And what of the brand on Ciel's back? I did some research when I was writing this and some facts were based on the manga itself, so I guess this story will be closely related to the manga itself. And omg I love Joker so much I think he's hot. Don't you think so too lovely people? I just had to somehow include him in.

Hopefully I would be able to eek out the next chapter, not anytime soon, so thank you all for being so patient!

Reviews please!

Thank you all once again and hoped you all enjoyed it!