Foreword: The next poem is pretty sad. :(
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When The Leaves Start To Fall (Dimitri's POV/After Spirit Bound/An AU where Rose leaves Court because the pain was too much and falls in love, leaving poor, guilt-ridden Dimitri behind.)
The leaves start to fall,
The warmth leaves the place,
And a rose falls down the ground,
Wilted.
Yet, I still wait for you.
The Court is quiet,
Life loses its radiance
And guilt overwhelms my soul.
Three years has passed,
And life has moved on.
I still wait,
To apologize.
Yet I know
You have faded.
Do they see my pain?
My endless guilt?
My odd quietness?
My dried tears?
Roza,
I wait for you.
I am sorry,
For the pain that
My change caused you
I am sorry,
For pushing
You away
Please come back.
I miss you.
Another winter has passed,
And you do not heed my call.
My heart breaks a little more.
You have faded.
Christmas was quiet,
Had lost its vibrance
It's simple purity.
I smile sadly,
And keep another unwrapped gift
In my closet.
That Christmas midnight,
I cry again.
And still,
No one remarks on my pain.
I remember fondly,
You are the only one who will
The only brave one
And I cry again.
x
You are here,
Life has its radiance
The leaves seem to sway with happiness
And everything seemed beautiful
And fiery.
Even nature answers to your
Call.
I clench my fists,
My heart started
Beating again
And I had this feeling,
That everything was going to be alright.
I push open the door
I see your force,
Your powerful aura,
Your shining hair
It seems like the room
Has gone into
Red,
Fiery
Flames.
You look so beautiful.
Oh, Roza.
Forgive me for saying
That my love has gone.
Forgive me,
For hurting you
In every way possible.
I love you,
Still.
Forever.
Always.
I saw you smile
To this unknown man,
Lovingly.
And my heart
Broke, like yours did.
And I knew.
I was too late.
The pain was excruciating.
The feeling was burning.
And there was nothing I could do
Anymore
For the first time,
Dimitri Belikov
Was powerless.
Afterword: I tried to rhyme the words, but it was too hard! I'm not a rhymer as you can see.
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