A/N: Thank you everyone for the reviews and everything else. The story is finally finish. It only 12 chapters so you guys are half way. I would try to update each day. Anyway here is chapter 5. This chapter contains smut, so you guys are warned. I know everyone wants them to talk and to solve this. That would happen in chapter 6. But for now, action speak louder than words. So please reviews and tell me what you guys think. Thanks.


All I could do is stared at him. He looks so lost and pale, it breaking my heart that he had gone to this point. That whatever is bothering him, it eating him alive.

"Sam, come in, what happen? Are you alright?" I asked all these question while grabbing his hand and pushing him inside. I manage to close the door and turn around to face him. He seems to be debating some internal conflict between himself and then when he opens his eyes, the look on his face threw me a step back. He let me see everything in his eyes. It was concern, hurt, sadness, regret but most all love. The intensity of his love made me catch my breath in my throat and made my heart stop for a few second. How can this man look at me which so much love in his eyes?

"Sam." I manage to say before he cut me off with his mouth on mine. The moment his lips touch mine, I forgot about everything. Deep down I know, this is not right and we not supposed to cross the line again. But for the life of me, I can't bring myself to stop. He is what I want and always will. Right now he needs it and I would not deny him this. And if I am honest with myself I need this too.

"Jules, I want you." He said while catching his breath. He grabs my face between his hands and looks me in the eyes.

"I want you too." I said and I saw the small smile that crosses his lips before he devoured my mouth. The kiss was more demanding and I could feel each emotion with it. It was desire, hope and longing. His hand ran all over my body and then he grabs my butt and picks me up. I wrap my leg around him, and he carried me toward my room. When we arrived upstairs, he stands me in front of my bed and just looks at me. If I didn't know him already, or love him enough, I would actually feel self-conscious right now. But because I know him and I could see the desperation in his eyes and how much I need him, I let him do whatever he needs. I just want to make sure he is alright. He grabs the hem of my night shirt and pulls it toward my head. I'm standing there just in shorts and sock and his eyes go dark at the site of my nipples hardening under his stare. He took his shirt off quickly and then his jeans and boots. He standing there looking amazing and gorgeous and I feel myself getting wet. He got on his knees and grabs the top of my shorts and pulls it down. I step away from them and he is still on his knees in front of me. My body shivers because I had never experience something this sensual. He is not talking to me; he is just doing and it making me nervous. I actually feel like it my first time again and I am just standing there waiting for him to make the first move.

"Sam."

"Sh, Jules let me do this." He said quietly and I swallow the lump in my throat.

"Ok." I manage to say before he grabs me by the waist and buried his face on my sex. He inhales me and my body almost quivers under his touch and assault. He grabs my underwear and takes them off. Then he passes his hands through the middle of my breast down my stomach until he reach between my thighs. He touches my sex and I let out a moan.

"Jules you are so beautiful." He said and guides me back toward the bed. I lay down and he gets between my legs and I open up for him. He kisses me on the lips slow and seductively and then he trailed wet kiss down my body. When he reaches between my legs he didn't even tease me. He just went straight to it. He licks, suck and torture to me. But instead of making it fast and greedy, he took his time, like he is trying to get his point across by using his body. And deep down I know what point that might be, but I am to scare to analyses it. He continues his sweet assault and then had his skill finger join his mouth and I almost bulk under him.

"Come for me Jules. I want you to let yourself go for me, trust me." He said and with that I come hard on his face. I grab his head with my hands and scream his name. I am spent and I am trying my best to catch my breath when I realize he is on top me.

"Sam, that was…" I started but he cut me off again.

"I am not done." He said before he seals his mouth with mine. He kiss me so hard and demanding, that I could feel my arouse start again. Then I feel his erection between my leg and I reach between us to grab it. He grabs my hand and shakes his head no. Then he grabs himself and position himself in front of my entrance. He staring at me and for the life of me I can't take my eyes off him. He starts to enter me and we both let out a moan, at the sensation of his penis penetrating me. It felt amazing and so romantic and sensual and my body is shaking at the feeling. When he is all the way inside me, he look at me and then bend down to kiss me again. Then he starts moving, but not fast and demanding, but slow. He savoring each moment and I am doing the same. This feels different, and never in my life had I thought that anyone could love me like he loving me right now. It so intense my tears start coming down my eyes. And when I look at him I see the smoldering love in his eyes and with that I come again and he follow right behind me. He buried his face on my neck and I feel my shoulders wet. At first I thought it was my tears but then I notice his body is shaking and I realize he is crying. I wrap my arm around him and hug him tight. And even though all his weight is on top of me, I clung to him like a monkey and I will be damn if I let him go now. And we both stay like that, him on top of me, buried inside me, and crying ours eyes off until our breath even out and we both felt asleep.


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