A/N: Thank you everyone for the reviews. Again the story is finish and i did promise to update everyday, but i was sick and didn't get a chance. But i am back and i would update everyday. Now here is the chapter everyone being waiting for. They do talk now. And chapter 7 would be interesting and you guys might kill me, but i love reviews, so i would glad to read what you guys think. Thanks.


I woke up confuse and breathless. At first I didn't understand why I couldn't breathe, but then I realize someone was on top of me. I started to panic and try to move out the way before I notice who it was.

"I am sorry Jules, are you alright?"

"No, I am sorry; I didn't mean to push you." I said embarrassed.

"No it is my fault, I am sorry I hurt you, I will go." He said and started getting up to leave.

"No, don't go, please. Let talk, I really want to talk to you." I almost beg. He turns around and looks at me, and then he put his underwear back on, and passes me, his shirt.

"Ok." He said and sat down in the bed facing me.

"Sam are you alright? Lately I notice that there's something wrong with you and I feel I am the one causing this problem for you." I said and try my best to hold the tears that were threaten to come out.

"Jules, I am sorry. I am sorry for making you feel like this is your entire fault. I am sorry for you not sleeping at night and causing all this trouble. But I am sorrier that I didn't protect you."

"Sam what are you talking about and how you know about my nightmares? I haven't told anyone."

"It not the first time you had them." He said and sighs.

"Sam you need to start from the beginning."

"Alright." He said and got up from the bed and started pacing the room. He kept pacing and looking at me until I snap.

"Sam."

"After you got shot and the surgery went well, you were still really out of it. I sat down each night with you and watch you sleep. I have never being so scared in my life and for the life of me I couldn't believe that I let this happened. That I let someone hurt you, especially since I promise myself that I would never let that happen to you. Wait let me finish. Then a couple nights after that, you started mumbling in your sleep and screaming. It got to the point that the doctors had to sedate you, to calm you down. And I knew right away you were having nightmares, about the day on the roof. Then one night you started talking in your sleep. I was going to wake you up, but I heard everything you were saying about me and I couldn't bring myself to wake you up. I wanted you to hurt me like I hurt you so I listen to every single word you said about how I let you down."

"So you know exactly what I being dream about?" I asked but more to myself than him. And I felt sick, I can't believe that all this time he being carrying the guilt around.

"Yes. I know you blame me, wait, that unconsciously you blame me for not being fast enough. For taking the shield and leaving you unprotected. I also know that you think I just stood there and watch you getting hurt. That I broke my promise of keeping you safe and then I have the nerve to ask you stay with me. I also know that you feel disappointed in me because I let you down. Worst I know that sometimes you feel scare when you around me, like you can't trust me anymore." He said and his tears were rolling down his beautiful face.

"Sam I am sorry. I don't believe any of that. It just stupid dreams, I know you not the person. That why it hurts and it bother me that I am having this nightmares and it projecting against you." I said sobbing.

"Sweetheart, don't cry." He said and sat down next to me. He reaches up and cleans the tears out my face.

"Sam." I said but I could hardly speak with all the crying.

"Jules, it ok, I don't blame you. I am just upset because you are hurting. I deserved all that and everything you tell me because I did let you down. I wasn't fast enough or smart enough, to realize you need it the shield more than me. But all this is in the past. I would get pass this someday. I just want to make sure that you don't blame yourself and that you also know the truth of why I am acting this way."

"Sam but you are hurting too and this is not your fault either. It is life, it happens; I just don't understand why my unconscious is doing this to us."

"We would never know, but I want to make sure you safe and that I would never let anything happen to you. I know it might take a while but you could trust me. I would never hurt you Jules."

"I know Sam, and I am glad we got to talk about this because I was going crazy trying to figure out what happen and why. But now that I know I just hope that we both forget about it and actually get some rest."

"I know what you mean." He said and we both laugh a little.

"Sam how did you know about me, I mean the nightmares."

"When we heard the shot in the radio, a week ago, you got pale and scare and I knew something was bothering you. Then when I saw you the next day, your eyes told me everything. For one second you flinch when you saw me." He said and I saw the pain in his eyes. He has being blaming himself for so long that he is use too it by now. And it breaks my heart to know that he is to the point that he doesn't believe he is so much more. That he is so special to me.

"Oh, I should have known that you notice. Why didn't you tell me before about the nightmares?"

"For what, Jules. You were going through a lot, and you didn't need it the stress. Plus like I said I felt guilty; still do, so I use that to suffer what you suffer."

"Sam this was not your fault and it never will be. And as soon as you get that through your head, we might just sleep better. Maybe that is why those nightmares came back, for us to tight up unfinished business." I said but something in my heart broke. Can't this really be the true meaning of these nightmares? That I had unfinished business with him, before we both move on with other people.

"Maybe you are right. And I hope you are right because I really want you to be happy." He said and got up from the bed again.

"Sam about last night." I started but he cut me off.

"I am sorry; I didn't mean to let it get the far. I was just hurting, tire and jealous. But I promise I won't disrespect you like that again. I know you said we are over. It was wrong of me and I am sorry that I put you in the position again. I won't risk your job again."

"Sam, I am a grown woman, and I didn't stop you because I wanted it too. And I know this complicate thing, but I don't want to think about that now. I just want you here now. I need you now, even if this is the last time we are together again. And by the way, I lie; I never slept with anyone, especially since I broke up with you."

"You haven't?" He asked and I could see the relief in his eyes.

"No." I said and I notice how sad he got. It is like he debating about what to do next.

"Jules, this is a lot for you right now and you really emotional. Again I don't want to get in the way of your career and at this point I don't think we both know what we want. Last night was amazing, but I think I should let you go now. I just wanted to let you know what was going on so you could sleep better." He said and started to put his clothes on.

"Stay. Stay with me. At least for the next two days and after that we go our separate way. I just want you here. I want to make love to you, if this is going to be the last time. I need to make love to you. I need to feel safe and you make me safe. So please stay. Stay with me Sam." I said while getting up and reaching up to touch him.

"Jules."

"Shh, Sam, I need you. Right now it just you and me."

"Jules I can't, this hurt too much, and it would hurt even more when we go back to being friends and coworkers again."

"You right Sam, I am sorry; I don't deserve to ask you that and put all the pressure on you. I am sorry." I said and step back; I am so stupid how I could do this to him again. How could I continue hurting him like that?

"Jules, no I am sorry." He said and step up to me. He grabs the back of my neck with his hand and kisses me senseless. The kiss was rough and demanding and everything in my body shiver from head to toes. This felt right and I would do anything to never change that. We continue kissing unto he push me back to bed and we went for round two. But this time it was not slow, this time was the desperate and rough. It was the need of wanting to be with each other and get lost in just our own world.


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