The First
Wow… This is my first fanfic. Hope you like it :) Btw, English is not my first language(I'm a Chinese), so maybe you will find out a lot of grammar mistakes or something else. But you can review and point out which will help me a lot. Anyway, hope you enjoy!
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Chapter 1 – The first heart broken
Brittany walked through the door with her father. "God! She is so gorgeous!" Rachel said excitedly with her hands clapping.
Yes, she is. I wish I am the one she will marry. Santana sighed.
"Hey, are you ok? I can drive you to the airport if you wanted." Puck whispered.
"I'm fine."
"You sure? We can totally just go. You know, I have a talent in skipping, like class or something." He smirked and tried to light up the mood.
Santana faked a smile. "No, I'm OK. I still have time to catch up the flight. I just want to see her." Santana felt her throat tighten when she said the last sentence.
Punk softened. "Okay. But, if you want to leave just call me. You know I'll be there." Santana nodded.
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With a beautiful, white and elegant dress, the cutest twins throwing petals of roses and the sweetest fiancé or maybe you can call husband, most of the people must've thought Brittany is the most happiness women in the world. Happy? Yes. You can tell by the smile Brittany put on. But happiness? No, at lease Brittany doesn't feel the way she supposes to feel.
Brittany nervously walked out the door. Step by step. Then something catches her eyes.
Santana is here?
Then Brittany looked up. The hair. God. She has been dying to stroke those hair since she left. Brittany looked up and met the brown eyes. They held there. Brittany felt like all the air in her lung was deflated that she couldn't breathe. She looked at the blank, emotionless expression.
Is she sad? Does she mad at me? Or does she feel happy for me? She thought.
Brittany couldn't take it anymore and broke the eye contact, feeling all the guilty washed through her body.
"Why is this lesbian freak in here?" Mr. Pierce mumbled after he caught her daughter stared at the freak.
"Dad! Don't call her like that! She is my friend and I'm the one who invited her. " Brittany suddenly felt angry and defended her best friend.
"Oh, right, I'm sorry. Today is your big day. I.. I just don't want to ruin the mood." He paused. "I'm very happy you chose Ryder. You look great together."
Santana doesn't ruin the mood. I feel happier when I knew she came here. Brittany thought then swallowed those words back to her throat. "You happy then I happy, Dad." She replied, tried to hide the hurt in her voice.
She took a deep breathe and saw Ryder was smiling to her.
Why does he have to be so sweet. What did I do to deserve his love. What did I do to deserve Santana's love. Did I born to make people live in misery? My mom, my dad, and now is Santana or maybe later is Ryder…
"You look beautiful today." Ryder whispered and showed his biggest-sunshine smile. Brittany smiled back, "You too. Especially in this outfit."
Ok, Brittany, you have to stop all the crazy thought. Now you are in front of the priest. You have no other ways. All you can do is be a household wife and pretending you are madly in love with your husband. That's not a big deal. Brittany said it to herself and tried her best to stretch the muscle of her face to show her biggest smile.
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She saw me. She saw me. Santana repeated to herself. And with her deep blue ocean eyes. Not until now, Santana realize how much she miss Brittany. When she looked at those eyes, the days of being sleepless, being drunk, the days which are full of heartbroken sob and endless tears seem to be forgotten. Right now, her head was filled with all the unique feeling between them.
No! She gone. She chose to flee. Why did she leave? Why did she give in? At least not after we been through all the hardships together, not after we haven't even tried to fight! Ok, take a deep breathe, Santana. You can do it.
After several breathes Santana calmed down her nerve. It's been like what? Four years? She still has this effort to me. It just so fucking unfair! I've been in misery, and she likes what, getting married with this guys? God, this is the way you punish me? Santana laughed at herself in her deep thought.
"Now, please two lovely come here. Right. Who want to give a speech or something?" Paused. "Ok, no? So we just go straight to the point." The priest said loudly and winked to the crowd. Some people laughed which likes an arrow shooting at Santana's heart. Puck seemed to notice the unease. He brought his arm around Santana like it would take some pain away.
"Ryder Lynn, do you want to marry Brittany S Pierce no matter what? "
"Yes, yes. Absolutely yes." Santana felt a little dizzy. I'm yours. Proudly so. It just likes yesterday. But then all is crumbing.
"Brittany S Pierce, do you want to marry Ryder Lynn no matter what?"
Paused. Brittany bit her lower lip. "Yes, it's a yes." She smiled.
Suddenly, the sound of applause, laugh, whistle was full of the church. But Santana can't hear anything. No, she did hear something. What it is? She put her tremble hand above her heart.
It felt so hurt. She tighten her hand and pressed more pressure to the place where her heart was beating, trying her best to stop the painful feeling, until her fingers pale. But it was useless.
Santana knew. She knew that it was the sound of her heart broken.
So, what did you think? Review! I need to hear your idea and need the motivation. Beside, I want to say is that maybe I can't update so often because three mouths later is the annoying Chinese College Entrance Examination which is the most important exam(not exams)in China. So I have to study and study and study….
Anyway, hope you like it.
