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Olivia was nervous about telling everyone about her and Elliot. She felt that although her feelings were never going to go away that they were moving too fast. She felt there was going to be plenty of time for all the details later. All she wanted was the man sitting next to her. As she looked at the man across from her, in whom she considered her father, she realized that although she had spent most of her life alone that she had a family. This is my family, she thought. There's my Daddy Don, Uncle Munch, Brother Fin and my wonderful sisters. I am so lucky, she looked at each of them and smiled.
As they all finished up the lovely dinner Elliot cooked, Olivia cleared the table and brought everyone another round of beer. Except Don, he got a soda, he was a recovering alcoholic.
After everyone had their drink, Elliot stood up.
"After a long and tiring divorce, and a much needed free single life I, Elliot Stabler, have fallen in love." He said with a smile and placed his hand over his chest.
"Who's the unfortunate woman," Munch added and everyone laughed.
"Yea Stabler who is she?" Fin commented.
"Well, we thought it would be obvious." He said with a smile.
Everyone's faces looked confused.
Then it hit them all at once.
Olivia!
"Are you telling me that you two are together now?" Don leaned in to talk to Olivia only.
Olivia stood up and wrapped one hand around Elliot's back. "That's right, we have finally after all these years of knowing we were in love and trying to hide it decided that we shouldn't fight something we cant win."
"wow Baby-Girl I never thought you to go for someone like Stabler." Fin said taking a drink of his brew.
"What about I.A.B?" don asked.
"Well we thought we could trust you guys captain." Elliot answered.
"If I.A.B finds out then they will have all our asses Elliot."
"If I.A.B finds out it will be completely on us we will take full responsibility. We just thought that since it made us happy that we would share it with you, because you are a part of our lives." Olivia said, "you all are the closest I have ever had to a family and I want to share the one thing in life that has made me happy with the people I care about," she placed her other hand on Elliot's stomach in a half side way hug, and he place his arm around her.
"Well Liv, I have to say that, I for one am very happy for you," Casey slurred. She was working on her 4th drink since she got there.
"Thank you Casey," Olivia smiled.
Don still didn't look satisfied.
"Look captain, we know that this breaks every rule in the book but we have been fighting our feelings for a long time. And now we both realize that it doesn't matter. We cant stop loving each other just because some guy made a rule that says that we shouldn't. Just because we deny it, doesn't mean it will go away. Trust me I tried." Olivia said.
Don stood up, he walked over to Olivia. She untangled herself from Elliot and held the captains hands. "Are you sure this is what you want? Because if it is there is no turning back. Once its done its done. There will be nothing that I.A.B can do to make me talk but you realize the risks of going public right?" He looked protective. She knew that he only wanted what was best for her, and he also knew that was Elliot.
"We do," she said looking her 'father' in the eyes, "but its worth it. We love each other and there is nothing that is going to change that. Don I tried for years to not have feelings for him. And every time I would think I was getting closer to letting those feelings go they would come back and kick my ass and I realized that no matter what they are always going to be there. So I lived with that. I know that if I.A.B found out we would be handing our badges over, but I don't care. Captain what would you do if someone told you you couldn't love your wife that you couldn't be together due to some stupid rule. That the one person you loved more than anyone, you couldn't be with them, but you had to see them everyday. And you had to work together, but you could never be with them because of a stupid rule?" She said with a tear running down her face.
"I would tell them to shove it up their ass." He wiping the tear away from her cheek.
Olivia turned to the rest of the group, "none of you have to worry about getting in trouble. If Tucker finds out anything, we will tell him that none of you knew and that none of you had any part in this," she took her hand from don and wrapped went back to the half hug with Elliot. "I love you guys, you are the closest thing I have ever had to a family. I have my Daddy Don," she said looking at him, "Uncle Munch," she said looking at him, "and my big Brother Fin." she said smiling at him. "and of course there are my wonderful sisters," she said looking at Alex, Kim, and Casey.
"And that's how we became the Brady Bunch." Casey sang.
Everyone laughed, "how many has she had?" Munch asked still giggling.
"I have no idea, but I think its time to cut her off," fin said taking her mix drink from her.
"Where did she get vodka the last I knew you only had beer," Elliot said looking at Olivia with out pulling apart.
"I do I mean I have orange juice but no vodka."
"I think she brought it herself," Alex said pulling out a bottle of Grey Goose vodka out of Casey's purse.
"Gimme that," fin said taking the bottle from Alex and studying it. "this is half gone and it was bought today."
"How can you tell it was bought today?" Kim asked joining the conversation.
"The seal at the top was just broken it is still clean and ain't ripped all the way off yet. She tried to open it in a hurry so that no one would know."
"Why are you all talking about me like I'm not here?" She said.
"Casey why did you bring that big ass bottle of vodka?" Olivia said with a slight giggle.
"You are the one that said we were going to have a couple drinks."
"Well what are you waiting for shot glasses are in the cabinet." Olivia said with a smile.
"Now that's what I'm talking about," Alex said rubbing her hands together.
"You don't mind do you cap? I mean you are my guest and I don't want you to feel uncomfortable." Olivia said looking at Don.
"No I know what I did and now I have to face that I cant do it again, it makes me stronger, seeing you all act like buffoons. Reminds me why I'm glad I quit." He replied with a chuckle.
Olivia smiled. Fin was the one that got up and got the shot glasses. Once he got back to the table with six shot glasses, and handed them out to everyone except Casey.
"What about me?" she said.
"Case I think you have had enough already." Fin replied now filling the shot glasses.
Once everyone had their glasses filled, Olivia raised hers, "to me and Elliot."
Everyone followed and drank their shot.
Kim shuddered, "whew that's what I'm talking about hit me," she said handing fin her glass.
Once another round was passed out Olivia once again raised her glass, "to you, my wonderful family."
Once again everyone followed and drank their shot.
Six shots and two more beers later everyone called cabs and left. Leaving Elliot and Olivia alone in her apartment. As the last of their guests left, Elliot shut the door and turned to the most beautiful woman he had ever seen.
He walked over to her and wrapped his arms around her. "That went well," he said kissing her forehead.
"Yes it did. They all took it well I think." she said closing her eyes.
"Liv, I want you," he whispered in her ear.
She made a soft moan. "I want you too," she whispered back.
"I love you Olivia," he pressed his lips to hers.
She wanted to be passive, she wanted him to know that she was in the palm of his hands. For once in her life she wanted to be powerless.
"I love you Elliot," she said after they broke apart.
He began to kiss her neck.
"El, I think we should go into the bedroom."
He broke away from her neck and began to kiss her and lead her into the bedroom. Never once unlocking their lips. She was walking backwards.
When they reached the bedroom, Olivia started to unbutton Elliot's shirt. Once it was unbuttoned she slid it off his shoulders, letting it fall to the floor. He broke the kiss long enough to take her shirt off, and threw it on the floor. He then began to kiss her again. She fumbled with his belt, and unbuttoned his pants. He did the same.
She then spun him around and pushed him onto the bed. She slid out of her pants and began to crawl on the bed, still in her bra and panties. He pulled his pants and boxers off. She crawled on top of him and pressed her lips to his. He opened his mouth to allow her access. She slipped her tongue in his mouth.
Earlier she wanted to be passive, but once they entered the bedroom that all changed. She had waited a long time for Elliot and now that she had him she wasn't showing any mercy.
He quickly wrapped his arms around her and unsnapped her bra. Then pulled it off of her and tossed it to the side.
She took her hand and trailed her way to his raging erection. Taking his manhood in hand, she gripped and began to move her hand up and down. She moved faster and faster. Then once she knew he was completely ready, she removed her hand and slid her panties off. She broke the kiss and positioned herself on top of him.
As he entered her they both let out a soft moan.
She moved slow at first. Although she was far from a virgin, she still felt like one after five years. She was sore, and it hurt just like the first time.
Soon she was gliding faster. She began to relax. It was all becoming more comfortable. She moved faster and faster.
Elliot cupped her breasts with his hands and began massaging them. Then he moved his focus to her hard nipples. She let out a moan and licked her lips, biting her bottom lip as her tongue made its way back in her mouth. As he teased her nipples, she began riding him faster. And he started to thrust his hips, filling her with all he had.
Then all of a sudden he flipped her over, never exiting her. And began to thrust. With every thrust came a moan.
"Faster," she said breathlessly.
And so he did, and with speed came force. And with force came louder moans. They were almost a pleasured scream.
"Oh my god, Elliot," she screamed. "Don't stop! Don't stop! Right there!"
"Is that it baby right there?"
"Yes! Yes! Yes! Oh my god."
And he went harder.
He then pulled completely out and slammed back in to her.
In and out. In and out. In and out.
With every deeper, harder, powerful thrust came a scream of pure pleasure. She had never felt like this. Even before the assault she never had this much pleasure. She was in fact making love. Rough love but it was love none the less.
"Oh my god, Elliot. Oh my god."
She felt a rush of pleasure run through her entire body. From her head to her toes. It caused her to arch her back and curl her toes.
He felt her about to release and wanted to go with her so he pumped harder and faster and deeper than before.
That sent her over the edge, she was about to cum, and so was he.
Faster, harder, deeper. Faster, harder, deeper. Faster, harder, deeper.
Then all at once with a rush of complete pleasure he spilled his seed in her as she released.
He collapsed on top of her. They were both panting like they had just ran a marathon. He kissed her passionately.
After they pulled from the kiss, he rolled off of her. She rested her head on him and they cuddled.
"Elliot," she said breaking the silence still panting, "that was...amazing"
"You... were... amazing," he said kissing the top of her head.
"I love you," she said. She had managed to steady her breathing but her heart was about to burst out of her chest. His breathing was also regulating.
"I love you too."
"You have no idea how good it feels to be able to say that."
"I think I might have a clue."
"El why did you it so long to tell me?"
"Because I knew that it would be to fast for you. I knew that you were still in that basement and I didn't want to traumatize you more."
"If you knew what happened in the basement why did you make me tell you?"
"Because I didn't want to push you baby, I wanted you to tell me when you were ready to talk about it."
"Thank you," she said a single tear running down her face.
"I'm always here for you baby. Always have and always will be."
"I know," she said a smile tracing her lips. "elliot Stabler I have to say that was the most intense sex I have ever had." She added blushing.
"Yea it was," he sighed, "very intense."
They laid in silence.
Olivia thought of everything they had been through. Everything they felt for each other. She had never loved someone in her whole life. She couldn't live life without him.
"El I want to be with you forever." She whispered after about 20 minutes of silence.
He shifted to see her a little better, she raised up and looked him in the eyes.
"Elliot Stabler will you marry me?"
BUZZ BUZZ BUZZ...BUZZ BUZZ BUZZ...BUZZ BUZZ BUZZ...
Both of their cell phones went off. Each grabbing the respected cell phones from the night stand beside the bed answered with the announcement of their last names.
"I see, yes we will be there shortly," Olivia spat in to her phone.
"On my way," Elliot said into his.
"What time is it?" She said looking at the clock. "3:37,"she answered her own question.
"We have to go," she said pretending the proposal, that just occurred not even 5 minutes ago, never happened.
They both got up and got dressed.
They left the house and rode in the car to the crime scene in silence.
A/N: let me start of by saying that I'm sorry this chapter is a little shorter than the others, longer ones will come. And let me go on to say OMG OMG OMG! I really wasn't wanting the big question to come out so soon but it just kind of led there. I couldn't help but to snatch the perfect opportunity. But with the interruption will that let her pretend it was never said? Will she ask again? Will he ask? What will he say? What will she say? I'm so excited I love this story! I hope you do too! Please review!
