Four's POV
"Wake up! Wake up you pansycake!" Lauren screams into my ear. I jump um hitting her forehead with mine then fall back in bed she steps back and sits down we are both holding our heads.
"What are you doing her training isn't till tomorrow?" I ask her highly annoyed.
"Its final preparation day and you where screaming in your sleep by the way if you didn't know that." She says still holding hold her head and sitting down.
I start to think, clearing my throat then maybe she'll catch on to the hint that I want her to leave without sounding like a complete jerk.
She says," Um okay I'll see you down at the cafeteria for breakfast."
I start to get out of bed when the door clicks shut and go take a shower to settle my bed head. I put on a plain black tee shirt and a pair of black pants with a pair of sneakers. And walk down to the cafeteria for some muffins. When I get there all is normal and I sit by Lauren and Zeke. They're talking about last night's party tat I didn't go to.
"You should have been there it was so much fun and really good drinks all the girls there where gorgeous." Zeke says with a huge smile
I leave mid conversation and go stand by the chasm that is extra loud and ruff today. All the drunks have finally gone back to their apartments to sleep and deal with their hang over. I sit on the rocks a couple inches from the chasm and sit there for a couple hours it seems just staring at the water and thinking about tomorrow and my escape plan after it to become factionless and it seems almost realistic that I could do it right now just walk to the train and never come back I don't quite know what's kept me here this long or why I'm not leaving now. While thinking this Zeke comes down and slightly hard bumps me making me almost pee myself. Now my feet are only millimeters from the water.
"Hey what are you doing man you look like a loner you missed the interesting details of the party." Zeke says about to sit down next to me.
I punch him hard enough to knock him over onto his side he punches me back in a joking way. We just sit there for a while then…
Zeke finally says," are you ready to some initiates tomorrow because if you need a little help I always could come in there and make them start to tremble and wish they hadn't messed with me in the first place."
"I think I'll do fine I already have Eric and that's enough people in that room to make me go crazy," I say," I guess you could pop in but I am the one that is supposed to make them tremble."
After a while I realize I am smiling for no apparent reason which is uncommon. I try to stop but it is almost mad of thick steel I've been doing it for so long that my lip is stuck there and people start to stare so I turn a corner. Fix my lip and afterward I lick my teeth. For the rest of the day I try to think of why I was smiling. Suddenly I remember what Lauren said this morning where I was screaming in my sleep yet I don't remember what I was dreaming about. Usually whenever I scream in my dream I soon wake up but I didn't this time. I fall asleep fairly early. Starting with a blank dream it maybe my eyelids too
