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Day 14,
This is my second week at St. Bennings and as always, they keep me pretty busy here with tutoring sessions.
If I may say, I think I am literally going insane. I was instructed not to work out for the remainder of my stay here. It was just a bunch of pretty words to me, until reality set in. I thought I can do it, but I was wrong. It is hard and stressful. I really think this is the reason I have acne problems. Anything to add to the list that Sev (my ED name) has done to me.
How the bloody hell am I going to survive this? I have never gone one full day without some sort of work out. Now they are asking me to go my entire stay here without working out.
No working out AT ALL! That means I ca not do anything that equals to working out. I can't run, or do any activity like that. To be frank, it sucks.
Two days ago (day 12), I was feeling really restless, and I mean really restless. I thought I would explode because I am used to moving so much (despite the fact that it wares me out to exhaustion), I guess you can say that Sev got the better of me. I snuck down to the gym and I didn't get caught until the damn staff at the gym caught me coming down, don't think I didn't pick a fight because I sure as hell tried. It was more of arguing than a physical confrontation to be honest but that was because that healer could squash me like a spider. I now advise anyone not to get on the bad side of a healer. I was of course sent back up to the ward and sat in Healer Muller's office for two whole hours. He didn't seem upset with me or anything; I was expecting to hear a lecture that never came. This was the same day that I realized how severe ED's can be.
I realize that the world see's Sev more than it does me, and it scares me. I must admit that drives me crazy. I want to be just 'Albus' not 'Sev and Albus, the anorexic' kid at Hogwarts.
Healer Muller informed me that my family wants me to get better, and I have to admit that I want to get better to. But that means doing everything he says to do. I have all the support I need here, like all the guys here, and the staff.
I am hoping that I can count on Scorp and the rest of the guys to help me. I find it hard on not working out, it feels weird to me. It is hard to explain the feeling. What I do know is that I feels weird, and it feels like I have enough energy for me to run from Hgwarts to the United States and back again in one day.
On to more of a serious note, I got a letter from James, and he gave me all the 4-1-1 on Hogwarts and the family. He says that the family misses me and they all hope I get better soon. He says that Lily has a new boyfriend and that he is a Ravenclaw in my year named Roger Davis. James wants to put Roger in his place and I wish I was there to help. Interrogating younger sisters boyfriends is what older brothers do best, and it is pretty fun knowing that they are scared of you. I will repeat this again, I really, really, really wish that I was with James, and helping him make Roger fear us if he ever broke Lily's heart. It will be more fun than being in a Quidditch match. Mwahahahah!
End of day 12.
Day 15
Today I had a meltdown of sorts. I was with Scorp doing some homework in the lounge, and I was having the urge to work out but I know I can't go down to the gym. I wanted to move, and then I don't know what happened, I just snapped when Scorp asked me a question on potions. I literally chewed his head off, using every curse word I know and I really don't know why I did it, he told me later that he would have punched me in the face until he remembered that it is a side effect. It just happened and I felt bad afterwards. Being a guy made it hard to apologize but after two hours and when we were at diner I finally did apologize. I told Scorp that I don't know why I done it and I felt bad about yelling at him.
I know I can have a temper, my parents informed me of that plenty of times, and I do hope that I don't go chewing off scorp's head or anyone elses head.
Healer Muller notes
Albus S. Potter, decided to go down to the gym today (the staff in the gym brought him up. They informed me that he argued with them for twenty minutes before they bought him up), and I actually suspected that one day he would go to the gym to work out. I told him that I wasn't really mad at him and I am actually not mad at him at all. I told him that it is not unusual for one to stray off the path.
It is usual to happen, and it happens to everyone, but what the most important part is that you get back on the path. I did tell him that he has all the support right here. We are all cheering for him in some form or another. I have all faith in Albus Potter and I know he will get better.
Healer Anthony Muller
