"Go go go go go go go go!" Allen was practically squealing in laughter, slapping the driver's seat as he encouraged Lavi to go faster. I was sitting in the back next to Allen, smirking at their excitement. Lenalee was clapping while her and Allen bounced in their seats with energy. Glancing over, I frowned when I noticed Allen didn't have his seatbelt on. That idiot! He could get hurt!

"Hey, bean sprout!" Said sprout looked over in confusion and I snarled. "Idiot! Put your seatbelt on!" Allen's eyes widened slightly and he nodded jerkily as he did so.

"Uh, yeah. T-thanks, Kanda," nodding tersely with a humph, I glared out the window at the passing houses. I would never admit it aloud, but I'm fucking happy to be out of that place. I sincerely believe that if I stayed another day I would have killed someone. Sure, call me homicidal, but I don't give half-of-a fuck.

"So Allen, where should we go? California? Alaska? New Jersey? Nightvale?"

"Pfft!" Allen slapped the back of Lavi's head playfully as Lenalee laughed silently, clapping her hands in amusement like she usually would. Allen sat back a moment to think, before he began to beam with excitement. He lunged forward and whispered with glee, "HollyWood."

"Really?" The look that Lavi threw Allen made him giggle uncontrollably. "What about you guys, Kanda? Lenalee?"

"Anywhere but that place," I mumbled under my breath and looked back out the window. The sun was setting and the sky glowed with brilliant colors. Reds, purples, blues, oranges and yellows mixed together and cast a soft glow through the car, leaving the slight warmth against my skin as the light began to give way to the darkness, the cold and the moon.

"Lenalee said she wants to go to St. Louis, Missouri. The people there are really nice and she says it's really pretty."

"Not to mention the amazing food!" Lavi laughed and Allen joined nervously, ignoring the awkward silence that fell for the few moments afterwards.

"-I just met you! And this is crazy, but here's my num-"

"Gosh, Lavi! Turn that horrid noise off!" He chuckled at Allen's outburst and switched the station to one that was playing alternative and rock. The song that was on was called Black Cloud by Heartist.

"You are the black cloud in my life. I try to walk away, but you follow me! You're the sun that blinds my eyes. I try to turn away, but you're burning me!" Allen and Lavi sang along the the lyrics as they both rolled their windows down, their voices carried through the air, one sweet and melodic and the other rough and scratchy. I began to slightly bob my head up and down to the downbeat, feeling the vibrations thrum in my chest as the two kept singing with silly smiles on their faces. Seeing the genuine emotion displayed on Allen's face made my heart flutter but it was smothered with anger, since I wasn't the one to cause that beautiful smile.

Clenching my fists and jaw, I turned away and tried to block the image from my mind, but my muscles began to relax as the song switched to an upbeat and staccato one that only Allen sang to.

"The girl in the pastry shop with the net in her hair

Is making a cannoli for you to take on your hiking trip

In the woods with your bros that you've known since second grade

And you may encounter dragons or ruffians and be called upon

To employ your testosterone

In a battle for supremacy and access to females glued to the TV

And even if you are victorious you may receive many cuts, bruises, and scrapes

And you will require bandaids and antiseptic ointments

And tender loving kisses on your stab wounds and when you come home

She will be there waiting for you with a fire in her eyes

And a big fat cannoli to shove in your mouth," it was sung quickly and gracefully, and made Lavi chuckle and my heart flutter as the song continued. He said "thank god for girls" so many times in the song and it made me snort. I've never once been thankful for a girl, never once fallen in love with them or even really considered them as someone that I would like and I have no intention on doing so since it became very clear that my lower brain didn't find them appealing in any way.
"A big fat cannoli? Is this song for real, Allen?" Lavi was pulling an ugly face as Allen stopped and chuckled during the last verse.

"Yeah, I try not to question the words of Weezer. If it wasn't obvious this was their song Thank God for Girls," I couldn't help but snort.

"No shit Sherlock."

"Hey!" Allen slapped my shoulder playfully and pouted. "That's not very nice Mr. I-don't-give-any-fucks," hearing the profanity and sarcasm come out of Allen's mouth surprised us all. Lenalee and Lavi gasped and the girl covered her mouth. I smirked widely and Allen leaned back, seeming proud of himself and thinking that he had won. I leaned close and whispered to in his ear in a husky voice as I watched him shiver and blush.

"Why don't you spread your legs so I can make you Mrs. recieve-the-fucks," Allen glared at me as his cheeks turned a deep scarlet. I let out a low chuckle as he turned away and folded his arms over his chest, muttering to himself.

"Stuff it, jerk"

"In you," Allen gave me the finger as he glared at me with a bright red face.

"SHUT UP!"

"Raise your hand if you are completely lost here," Lavi and Lenalee raised their hands and Lavi giggled as he glanced at Allen's face in the rearview mirror.

"Kanda needs to fuck off!"

"Or you," Allen groaned and buried his head in his arms. Lavi laughed again.

"You're the one walking into them, Allen. Kanda has fair play," I smirked and watched Lenalee make some hand motions before Lavi laughed and translated.

"Lenalee says to give us a warning to cover our eyes when the Mr. and Mrs. go at it later on," we were at a stop light and Lavi looked over at me. He pointed at me and Allen before he mimed giving a blow job by pressing his tongue against the inside of his cheek to make it look like something was thrusting against it before giving me a thumbs up and chuckling as Allen told him to go away and shut up.

There was mostly silence as the music filled the car again and colors from lights and signs flashed around the car in the dark. I watched Allen in the corner of my eye and noticed him pulling his legs up to his chest and shifting around in the seat with a fully flushed face. Looking closer while he shifted, I noticed the slight tent in his jeans and smirked. So, Allen likes dirty talk, huh? Noted. When Allen saw me smirking at him I made a jerking motion with my hands and he grew redder, shifting his legs again as eyes widened and he shivered, most likely trying not to imagine what I was going on about. I continued these flirtatious banters in delight as I watched Allen squirm and try not to show his obvious enjoyment of the matter at hand.

After many fun minutes of torture Lavi noticed Allen squirming in his seat and looking uncomfortable. He raised an eyebrow, not noticing my antics.

"Need to take a leek, Allen?"

"Huh?" Allen met Lavi's eyes in the rearview mirror and tried not to flush in embarrassment. "Uh, yeah. I would like that. Thank y-you, Lavi," Lavi smiled in the mirror and began to look for a rest stop.

"No problem, buddy," I smirked evilly and continued my little show of making Allen squirm. He glared at me and I couldn't help but feel anticipation rise inside me as we neared the rest stop. "Here we are!"

"T-thanks, Lavi," Allen stumbled out of the door and slammed it shut behind him. Just as he was about to enter the rest stop I sent Lavi a glare and opened the door.

"We'll be back. Don't try to find us."

"Ooh! Kanda's gunna get some action on! Pew pew!" Lavi made little finger guns as he laughed, I sent him one more glare before following Allen into the small building quickly. An older man passed me as I went into the bathroom, before locking the door I checked to make sure no one was in there, and I couldn't help the smirk and giddiness that rose in my chest when I only saw Allen's black Chuck Taylor's from under the stalls.

I slowly walked to the stall, keeping my shoes from making any noise as I creeped closer to the stall. I practically smiled as I looked through the crack in the stall to see Allen's back to me as he touched himself. Not feeling any shame at all, I slipped under the bottom of the stall and got real close before grabbing Allen around the waist and jerking his head to the side with my other hand so I could kiss his neck. He jumped and emitted a loud squeak.

"Need any help, Allen?" He covered his mouth with his gloved left hand and kept his head to the side as he shivered and moaned as I replaced his hand with mine to cover his erection.

"Ka-Kan-nh!" Allen tensed against me as I found a sensitive part of his neck and sucked, while my hands pumped and rubbed the soft flesh. He bucked his hips into my hand and whimpered as I teased the slit on the head of his erection. I didn't hold back as I attacked his neck. Allen tried to tell me to stop but I pressed him into the wall and thrust my hips up against his ass and rubbed against him.

"Kan-nh...da… I'm-ah!" I groaned, wanting so badly to penetrate him and feel the heat and tightness of his ass. I wrapped my hand around the base of his erection and held firmly, keeping Allen from coming so that we could do it together. Despite his small pleads, I pulled Allen's pants and underwear down together. He squeaked and tried to get away but before he could do much I had already freed myself and pressed myself against his hole.

"Wait! Kanda, not ye-ah!"

"You will submit," I growled and pulled his sweater off his shoulder so I could bite into the milky-white flesh as I thrust inside Allen. He cried out and grabbed onto my arm that was wrapped around his waist. Allen pushed back to meet my thrust and I felt his legs quiver. "You will be mine," I panted against Allen's ear and bit into his neck multiple times, thriving with pleasure at the sight of them against his skin. I wanted to see more, feel more, mark him permanently as mine, but I was near the edge.

I groaned out Allen's name and released him, letting us come together, and it boosted my pride and filled me with warmth and a feeling of power. Allen's legs were shaking and the only thing keeping him from falling were my arms wrapped around his waist. We stayed like that, panting and basking in the afterglow as I held him tightly, not wanting to move away or pull out, but Allen was at his limit and we were both tired.

"Kanda…" Allen clenched up and groaned as I slowly pulled out, flinching at the blood and semen that dripped out of his backside. Looks like I'll have to be more careful next time.

"Give me a second," I wiped both of us off with toilet paper before helping Allen get dressed again and washing off completely. Allen winced when his pants were pulled on and I kissed his face in apology, gasping before continuing the little kisses as Allen began to cry.

"Why are you doing this?" He tried to push away from me but I held him tightly against my chest, pressing kisses to the top of his head and face. Allen tried shoving me and pushing my face away as he cried and asked me why, and I just stayed quiet as he struggled. "Why?" He stared into my eyes and I stared back, using my thumb to brush away the tears that stained Allen's beautiful face. I leaned closer and he closed his eyes and tensed. My lips brushed against his and after a moment I pulled back and he stared at me with wide, silver eyes.

"Because I love you, and you are mine," Allen sniffed and reached up to hold my face blushing slightly as he yanked me down into a kiss. I smiled as our lips molded against each other and my tongue brushed over his lips before Allen pulled back and pressed his face into my chest.

"I… I like you, too… but what do you mean by me being yours?" I smirked and kissed his forehead, watching him blush. Allen scoffed and turned away. "It's weird."

"It's exactly what it sounds like, Allen. You are mine."

"As in you own me?" I smiled softly. So he understands it.

"Yes," Allen gave me a pointed look and scowled.

"You know that they got rid of slavery years ago, right?" I rolled my eyes and sighed, shaking my head before pulling his lips against mine.

"Doesn't mean I still can't keep you forever."

"I fucking hate you."

"Hn," I kept my arm wrapped around Allen as he leaned against me in the car while Lenalee drove and Lavi slept. It was late in the morning and Allen had been complaining about having to sleep in the backseat of the car and that his hips and back hurt. Of course, he blamed me for it and I just shrugged. The only reason that we didn't use Allen and Lavi's money to get a motel room was because Lenalee said we should get farther away from the Black Order before we take a stop just in case we were being followed.

"Ever do that again, and I will chop off your genitalia and burn it," I snorted and kissed his cheek.

"Alright, alright… unless you beg for me," Allen chuckled and shook his head.

"Yeah, sure, like that will happen," I smirked.

"Weren't you the one who moaned when I told you to submit to me?"

"Shut up!"

"What are you two, an old couple?" I hummed and Allen sputtered.

"C-couple?" He whipped his head to look at me with wide eyes and whispered, "Are we a couple?" When I didn't reply right away I saw his eyes grow sad and turn watery, so I pulled him in for a sweet kiss.

"Of course we are. You're my boyfriend and will be mine forever," I licked away Allen's tears as he smiled.

"You again and that 'you're mine' stuff."

"Hn," Allen giggled as I continued to lick his face.

"You're like a cat, Kanda," I pulled back and glared at him.

"Really?" Allen nodded with a smile. "A cat."

"Like a mama cat licking her kittens clean," I sighed and rested my head against his.

"What the actual fuck, Allen?" He laughed and I couldn't help but smile at the beautiful noise. Lavi made noises of disgust while booing and putting his thumbs down while smiling mischievously. He laughed when I flicked him off and pulled Allen closer to me for a deeper kiss. Allen wrapped his arm around my neck and played with the ends of my hair with a smile on his lips as I slipped my tongue in his mouth.

It was amusing when I helped Allen back to the car and he got embarrassed when Lenalee and Lavi made fun of the hickies and bites on Allen's neck. I liked seeing them on him and while we made out slowly in the backseat of the car I had the urge to make Allen fall back against the seat and wrap his legs around me as I fucked him senseless. The only thing that stopped me was Lavi and Lenalee; I didn't want them to see Allen's beautiful body and creamy skin, it was fine if I were naked but Allen is for my eyes only.

Pulling back to kiss Allen's nose, I began to think while I absent-mindedly began to squeeze and rub his ass, making Allen blush and squirm just to press his face against my neck and whine for me to stop because other people were here and his hips still hurt from me not prepping him. Prepping him? The term confused me and it was more aggravating since I didn't know what Allen meant by that.

"What do you mean by prepping you?" I whispered into Allen's ear and rubbed his lower back soothingly, trying to relieve the tension I felt in his muscles. Allen sighed in appreciation at my little massage and I continued while he replied back quietly against my neck, making me shiver.

"It's… it's like, well, stretching me out before we have, um, sex… so it won't hurt as much."

"Huh," Allen pulled away from my neck and glared at me.

"Don't just say 'huh' like that! What you did was really painful!"

"But you still liked it," he huffed and turned away as I kissed his cheek and smirked.

"You're such a big jerk. I cannot believe that I actually like you," I hummed and pressed light kisses against his neck and jaw while continuing to rub his back in circles over the tense muscles. Allen groaned as I found a knot in the muscles and pressed down hard, trying to relieve the tension and loosen it up. He held onto my shoulders and sighed as I felt the knot slowly come undone and loosen as I applied more pressure and rubbed slow but big circles against Allen's skin.

"How do you do that, Kanda?" I stopped with my kisses and nuzzled his neck, feeling Allen's throat buzz as he talked.

"I learned how to give massages while in kendo. I strained and hurt a lot of my muscles during training and my teacher told me how to help fix them as he undid mine."

"Huh, that's interesting," I made a noise and slipped my hands under his tan, knit sweater to continue the little massage, making Allen tense and squeak before I told him that I was just making it easier to loosen the muscles. I rested my chin against Allen's head as we sat there together in the car. At first I didn't notice but Allen had moved some point to straddle my hips and rest against me as the long drive continued. I smiled slightly and felt my own body relax against Allen's as Lenalee turned on the radio. Some point during our talk Lenalee and Lavi switched seats and were talking back and forth. While watching Allen, Lavi and Lenalee sign a lot as they talked or translated each other helped me recognize some of the meanings of the different hand motions. Sure, they signed pretty fast, but it was relatively easy to catch up and differentiate the sign meanings and which was which.

"Any of you guys hungry?" Lavi lowered the music slightly as he talked. Lenalee raised her hand and nodded and I made a noise of agreement. Allen shook his head slightly, but none the less we still agreed to stop by a gas station and fast food joint to pick up some food, gas, and other supplies for the trip. Allen and Lavi both had credit and debit cards along with quite a bit of cash, and it sure is coming in handy. We all decided that we would use the cash most of the time and stop by some ATM's to get more when we needed some to make it difficult for us to be found.

"ALright! Lenalee, you fill up the car, Kanda, you get some granola bars and snack-a-do's, Allen, you get toiletries and other stuff, and I'll go get the bacon!" Lavi chuckled as the other two agreed and I growled at the command, but we still parted from the car and went our ways. Allen and I stepped into the gas station; instead of going our separate ways to the different aisles, I took the shopping basket for Allen and held it as he grabbed things and threw them in.

"You know, it would be faster if we split up to get the things we need, Kanda."

"Hn," Allen sighed and shook his head as he put bandaids, antibiotic cream, and antiseptic wipes in the basket.

"Overprotective jerky boyfriend," I smirked and slapped Allen's ass lightly, making him jump as he squeaked and dropped the bottle of pain medicine in his hands to send me a dirty look paired with a scowl. "Asshole," Allen squatted down and grabbed the bottle; I glanced around and glared at the people that were giving us weird looks. A lady was staring at Allen curiously and I growled slightly, catching her attention as our eyes locked and I glared at her hard while mouthing 'mine' as I pointed to my oblivious boyfriend. She shivered and blushed, scurrying off with a little girl and boy.

"Are you even listening to me, Kanda?"

"Nope," Allen groaned and briskly walked away. I followed him closely, glancing around every now and then to glare at people. Allen took the basket from me and emptied out at the cash register, pulling out his wallet as he watched the teenage girl scan them. She smiled sweetly at Allen as he counted out his cash and I glared at her, resisting the urge to haul out and punch her for looking at Allen like that. Our eyes met and her's widened in surprise before she looked away as Allen handed her the cash.

"Here's your change, h-have a nice day," she glanced at me once more as she handed the bags to us and shivered. I took the bags before Allen could and he glared at me before smiling at the girl and making me snarl.

"Thank's miss, you too," she nodded and I moved the bags to one hand so I could grab Allen's, twisting our fingers together and smirked as the girl blushed and looked away. Allen grumbled as he blushed and squeezed my hand. My stomach felt warm and we met up with the other two at the car.

"Yo! I got all of us burgers and fries! I wasn't sure what soda you liked, Kanda, so I just got you some water, sorry," Lavi smiled sheepishly as I grunted and put the bags in the trunk with our knapsacks.

"I don't really like soda much anyways."

"Really? Lenalee doesn't like it too!" I ignored him and pulled Allen with me into the car, sitting in the seat in the middle so I was cornering Allen against the door. "Well, here you guys go! I got hamburgers with cheese and all of the toppings, except for mustard, mustard is gross. Oh! And I poured all of the french fries in one bag, so we can all just share from that!" Lavi smiled and handed out the burgers and drinks before putting the bag of fries in the middle of the rest between his and Lenalee's seats so we could all reach it.

"Thank you, Lavi," Allen smiled forcefully and Lavi returned it brightly before pulling out of the station and getting back onto the road. Biting into the burger, I ignored the greasy taste and watched Allen pick apart the sandwich and lay the pieces out neatly on the wrapping that it came in. He nibbled on the ingredients, it made my stomach churn and I stopped eating.

"Allen," he looked at me sadly as I kissed his cheek. "At least eat all of the toppings and some fries," I saw the tears that he held back in his eyes as he nodded shakily and ate with his ungloved right hand. I rubbed his shoulder as he took each bite and swallowed with difficulty, like something was blocking up his throat. When all of the toppings were gone and he gave me a pleading look with quivering lips, I kissed his forehead and took away the bun and burger to place it by my half-eaten sandwich.

"You're doing such a good job, Allen. Just a little bit more," I scooped up a pile of fries and put them in the wrapper on his lap. Allen's hand shook as he brought the fries to his lips and I watched the tears fall as he ate them all. He sobbed into my shoulder silently when they were all gone and I hugged him to me.

"I feel like I just gained 20 pounds," Allen whimpered into my shoulder as my shirt became wet. I rubbed his back and kissed his hair.

"Shh, you didn't gain any weight, Allen. You're perfectly fine, you're so beautiful."

"I'm fat, I wanna throw up," his voice cracked and Allen clung to my shirt as his shoulders shook with the quiet sobs.

"No, no Allen. You aren't fat at all. You're so, so beautiful. I love you, Allen. I promise, you have a beautiful body the way it is and you don't need to try and change it at all," Allen didn't say anything, but he wrapped his arms around me and hugged me to him tightly; I rocked us back and forth, rubbing his back and pressing my face into his hair as he slowly calmed down and began to go limp in my arms as light snores left his mouth. I unbuckled us and moved to lean against the door and spread my legs out, holding Allen against me as he curled up against my chest and slept.

"Wow Kanda. I've never seen Allen eat that much before. You're amazing," Lenalee nodded in agreement as I grunted.

"I can't just let him hurt himself like that, it's wrong."

"Yeah, I agree, but Allen's never let anyone make him eat that much without having to threaten him. Right, Lenalee?" Lenalee signed 'yes' before returning to her food. I pressed my face into Allen's hair and inhaled deeply, feeling warmth tickly at my chest for being someone special like that to Allen. I'm the only one that can control Allen like this, and that makes me so happy.

Soon Allen will only listen to me, and only want me.

Soon it'll just be us.

Soon…

Very soon.