What Happened Before Writing
Me: Alrighty let me check out my email... Yay! Someone actually read that.. dirty fanfiction of mine. *shivers*
Brother: Yo sis, can I borrow something real quick? *stares at my computer screen* ...
What's that you're doing?
Me: Nothing! Bro! Hurry up and tell me what you need! *minimizes window to the original wordpad where fanfiction was written.* ...
Brother: *stares at screen* ... (YAOI?)
Me:(Oh shi-)
Brother: I'm gonna tell Mom.
Me: I'm gonna break your phone.
Brother:... Ok I won't.
Me: Good choice.

[A/N Thank you Fire Nina! I appreciate the name suggestion for Captain so I'm going to use it. Captain is now named Suzaku. Though I'm lazy to change Chapter 1]

For Ourselves

KAIN POV

After seeing Suzaku looking lifeless on the bed, I wanted to kill right away whoever did this to him. But when I looked to who was on top of him, I couldn't bring myself to do it. The shocking pain of Suzaku being like that and yet the person I once knew, who betrayed me. I don't even want to call out his name...

I was able to knock him out to say the least and grabbed Suzaku out of there. He wasn't moving and inside me was terribly frightened.

I did my best when I when out there. The skeletons were chasing after me so I tried to block them off with my shield. Knowing that they were the weakest of the Black Army, had made me relieved. Suzaku will be safe once I reach the camps near the Vice Capital.

Once I arrived, Phoena and Pirika were eagerly waiting for our return. Yet I'm sure that they weren't execting Suzaku to look like this. I was scared now.

"Woah! Why is the Captain naked?" Pirika entered. "Is he okay? What happened Kain?" Phoena asked nicely.
I looked down. I didn't exactly want to say it out loud so Phoena just led us to a private tent and gave me some time to answer.

"So..?" Pirika was by Suzaku and checking his breathing. I tried not to lose myself for a moment. I breathed in a quick moment. I stared right at Phoena in the eyes.

"It was just a suprise attack. A-and then..Suzaku got captured. Then this happened." It was too quick to happen, I still can't believe it. I hope Suzaku is okay.

"So, thats what happened... Um, I don't want to ask exactly, but can you just sum it up?" Phoena asked. She looked shy to ask, though I just have to answer.

"Well..." Rape is not exactly a type of thing you talk about, so of course its hard to get out of my mouth. How do I even put this? I'm sweating right now.

I could tell Phoena was staring at me, hoping to hear an answer. "I'll ask later. Sorry about what has happened. I'll leave you here with Captain for a bit." Phoena motioned Pirika to follow her. "Fine."

"T-thanks.." Phoena smiled. "See ya in a bit."

When they both had finally left, I hugged Suzaky immediatley and held him tightly.

"I'm sorry. I'm so, so sorry." I sobbed quietly by him and finally wiped my tears away, waiting patiently for him to wake up. If he ever did.

SUZAKU POV

It was like a whole dream that I never wanted to remember, that was actually reality. I'm pretty sure that this dream is what has happened before.

I hated it. I hated it so much. I want to know who that person was, why has that happened to me. My pride as a man has been taken away. I must be so weak now. It feels so bad. Now it's happening to me again in this stupid dream of mine again.

"Stop! I hate it! It's so gross, stop!" No matter how much I saw it in my head, it still doesn't beat the fact that it still happened to me in the end.

It was still all red in that dream. Red clothing? I don't know. Even if I could see that time, its not like my vision was the best with that drug he put on me.

"Tch." Now I'm in that part of the dream where its all dark. It was painful for sure. I wish I could forget everything that has happened to me. After it was all over, I still felt the pain in my hips.

"Damn... Hurts like a bitch!" Now I know what to think, I swear the next time I meet the guy who did this to me. I'm sure I will get my revenge one day. Though I want to wake up now. It wouldn't happen.

"Heh, stuck in a dream. How classic.." I want to see Kain again. Is he okay? The thoughts of him made me worried. Its so painful, I want to wake up now!

-"Suzaku.."- What was that just now? Someone called my name from this dream. It can't be that guy, who?... -"I'm sorry."- Sorry?

I snap my eyes open and there was someone fondly watching me and I felt joy and saddness welling up inside me. I hugged him immediatley.

No words were said for a moment. It felt so warm and better than that bad memory.

"Suzaku..." Kain's voice was soft and he held me tighter. "Ugh." He released me immediatley by the sound of my voice. "Oh sorry. Are you hurt?"

"Erm, I don't mean to be rude or anthing. But what do you think?..." He stared at me and blushed. "Oh uh well, sorry didn't think about that." He said quickly.

Ackward... "Well nothing bad anyways. It's all over now isn't it?" I said with a smile to reassure him." "You idiot.." "Hm?"

"Nothing. Phoena and Pirika were worried about you." "Oh really? What happened?"

Kain was silent for a moment. "Its not easy to talk about to be honest. Though we're in the camps of the Vice Capital." "I see..."

He wasn't talking very much until Phoena came in with Pirika following. "Oh he's up already?" Pirika said. I saw that Phoena had some soup with her too. "Um, I've some soup. Though I'm glad that you're already up Suzaku. The soup would be cold if you didn't wake up sooner." She laid down the soup onto the table next to the bed and me a hug. I guess I kind of worried her too. "Pirika, aren't you going to give me a hug too." I teased.

"Eek, n-no. You're still naked aren't you?" "Eh?" I stared down.

Everything was silent for a while. "Can one of you bring me some clothes?..."

"I'll get them." Pirika offered. "Me too." Phoena added in blushing.

Well that was embarrising. Though it feels better after forgetting that experience. Though it still looks like Kain is still worried about something.

"Erm, are you alright Kain?" "Eh?" He seemed to be lost in thought. "Its nothing." He just laughed it off. "Um, I'm going to check out there for a while and inform the others that we are back." "Ok. I'll be out soon too." He nodded and then left. Though I'm thinking that there may be something more though. Oh well, I've got this soup and it smells so delicious.

I smiled and happily ate the soup. Though something still feels cold.

I'm still naked.

END OF POV

[A/N LOL, I just had to end it there where Suzaku is still naked... Still kind of funny though. IDK.]