A/N: sorry that I haven't updated in forever, I've just been crazy busy and I haven't had the best year.
Anyways, Merry Christmas :)
"Wait." Lexa called out before she could leave. "How can I…? How do I help her?" The powerful Commander looked away embarrassed about having to ask for help.
Octavia's facial expression softened. "Just… Just hold her and reassure her. Try to wake her up softly." Then she frowned. "She might not want to see you though… Not after…" She never finished her sentence, but Lexa nodded understandingly.
"Thank you, Octavia." She said, before the brunette left the room, staying just behind the door to guard her friends.
Lexa slowly approached the bed. She sat down next to the crying blonde and shook her softly. "Clarke," she said awkwardly, not really knowing what to say. "Please, wake up?" She continued insecurely.
She bit her bottom lip as that wasn't working and hugged the blonde. She whispered everything she loved about the blonde in her ear.
Suddenly the blonde shot up with a loud scream. Confused about where she was she looked around the room, until finally her gaze met Lexa's worried one. Without saying a word she got out of bed and walked to the window. She wanted to be as far away from Lexa as possible, but knew well enough that the Commander wouldn't let her leave the room.
She took some time to compose herself, before turning back to face Lexa. "So," she said coldly, "am I your prisoner now?"
A sad look overtook Lexa's face. "Of course not, Clarke. I just want you to be safe."
Clarke rolled her eyes. "Then I suggest you let me go, because as long as I'm with you I'll never be safe."
Lexa sighed. "I had no other choice, Clarke." There was so much sincerity in her words. Slowly she approached the other girl.
When she was standing right before her, Clarke answered with "you are the one that made me turn into a monster", before grabbing the Heda's beloved knife and stabbing herself in the gut, just to end her suffering.
Lexa gasped in surprise and rushed the injured girl to the medical tent. She couldn't believe how this could happen.