A/n; Okay this is just an opinion, if you don't like it, you can go suck a lemon for all I care.
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Day one
2;45 a.m.
It happened today. In a way I knew it always would, but I didn't want it to. Today was probably an all time high on the 'terrible day meter'. Why? Because today, we lost him. Kevin. My best friend. My brother. He's gone. Maybe for good this time.
He didn't die, and for just that I'm grateful. But, in a sense, what happened to him was worse than dying. He lost his sanity, just like he did when he and I were just kids. But this time it was different. This time he didn't do it for selfish reasons, that much I'm sure of. He did it for us, for everyone, for the universe. He absorbed the Ultimatrix to save us all, not just me and Gwen, everyone.
Coming from Kevin, it was like the ultimate sacrifice. He had worked so hard to achieve everything he got, from his badge to my cousin. He wanted to keep it too, I know he did. He wouldn't have worked so hard if he didn't want to keep it. It must've been so hard for him to just throw it all away to save everyone. In more ways than one, he's a better hero than I am.
I didn't make an ultimate sacrifice to save the universe before. All I did was change the DNA of all the Highbreed, I didn't lose a thing. Even as I go on about it, bragging 'til I'm blue in the face, I think that I didn't accomplish much. I've always done what I've done for the thrill of being a hero when I was 10, except when it concerned someone I cared for. When I did became a hero for a Highbreed, there was still the thrill deep in there. Now that my head his inflated to above average size because of my fame, I do it for the cameras now and, deep down, I'm ashamed.
My point is that I've always been a hero, no matter what was in it for me. But Kevin was a villain before. No scratch that. Kevin was a monster before. He tried to kill me every other week, tried so hard to get at my throat and remembering that makes me feel lucky to be alive. Now he's come a long way, turned from villain to hero. From criminal to Plumber. From my mortal enemy to my best friend.
Don't get me wrong, I won't miss Kevin as much as Gwen will. Kevin was her world, that much I could see. They loved each other so much, it was like watching a bad soap opera with them. She was strong at the Forge of Creation, but when we got home, she was so cut up and broken down, I didn't know what to do, which is so very sad on my part. I'm supposed to be her cousin, one of her closest cousins. Before Kevin came back, we could go to each other for anything without expecting verbal abuse from one another. I'm ashamed to say that I don't know how to reassure her that he'll come back when I don't even know myself.
I said that I'll stop him, but I don't what I meant by that. Do I mean cure? Or do I mean stopping him for 'good'? I hope not. I hope not
Write some more later.
Ben T.
A/N; There you go. If you liked it feel free to leave some reviews! Good bye 'til next time!
~Ellie~