A/N; Okay here's another chapter. Oh and FYI ,for those who hate this story, guess what? I'm not giving UP! XP

Day two

6;03 p.m.

I still can't believe Kevin's gone. It's been a whole day since we've seen him last, and, already, Gwen and I miss him so much. Well I miss him because he's like my older brother. Seriously, no homo. No that I have a problem with those guys I mean… Aww crap, I was rambling again. Typical, stupid self. Dammit, Tennyson….

Well my point is that we miss him. There's like a void in in our group that could only filled by our favorite class-A, sarcastic smart ass. No denying that if you look at us you would be able tell that something was wrong. Gwen has dark circles under her eyes, from crying all night like Aunt Natalie told me. She's always walking around with her head hanging down and her shoulders slouched, which my health book had said was a lack of confidence or depression.

Me? I'm a whole other story. I'm losing my temper more and more, like I'm this time bomb waiting to go off. I'm always wearing a scowl on face, in place of my usual goofy smile and the way I'm walking is more like a 'prowl', or so Julie says. Also I'm always looking for a reason to snap at people like, my parents or Gwen… or Julie. I don't wanna snap at anyone that don't have anything to do with my problems, that's why this is such a big deal.

I just get so angry all the time and I don't know why. Is this a coping mechanism for me? Because if it is, it's just plain weird and wrong. I don't wanna deal with Kevin going insane this way, because this is the wrong way to deal with this, I know it. But I can't help it. It's like I'm always this way now. Is it because Kevin lost control of his mind, that I have to lose control of my temper? I don't know anymore.

I'm afraid, really I am. Why hasn't Kevin come back yet? Does he even he even want to come back? Can we even fix him? Will we ever get the chance? Is he going to spend his 18th birthday in this mutated form? Only God knows what will happen and all Gwen and I can do is keep our fingers crossed and keep praying. That's just not fair.

His mom misses him and we can't do anymore to find her son? That's a bunch crap and we all know it, but without hide or hair of Kevin, all we can do is sit here and twiddle our thumbs, which I absolutely hate. I can't stand to sit still for long, which makes me question whether or not I have ADHD. It would explain a lot, but that doesn't matter much.

I need my friend back. Gwen needs her boyfriend back. We need our teammate back. Then our team, our family, will be whole again. That's all I want right now. That's all I want. I'll write some more tomorrow.

Ben T.

A/N; Thank you for reading! Reviews are nice so please leave some! Adios!

~Ellie~