A/N: Happy Holidays everyone! I updated this one too!
3:00 am
Day 10
So it's come to my attention that I'm losing sleep, judging by how late I'm staying up, even after I write these journal entries. At the most I'm getting at four hours of sleep. At the very least, I don't sleep at all.
I figure that I'm stressed out over the Kevin situation. And scared. Oh God I hate to admit, but I'm scared out of my fucking mind. Not just for the universe's safety but for my cousin's sanity and mental health. She puts on such a front but I know she's practically dying on the inside. Heh, guess we're really similar in that way.
To be honest, the not sleeping thing isn't helping my irritation any either. It doesn't take much for to start snapping at people nowadays. And over the littlest things too. It's ridiculous. And I drive. There's a rule somewhere that one should never drive while drowsy. I have to have shots of coffee in my smoothies now because that's the only way I'll drink it. I hate coffee.
Ugh, I'm going to try and get some sleep. If I write again in the next hour, it didn't work.
Ben T.
A/N: At least that's what happens to me when I'm stressed about something. Review please.
~Ellie~